"What the hell Sarah!?" Cosima shouted across Felix's loft. She stays standing by the door, not wanting to get closer to them. Sarah and Delphine were still in bed, shock and embarrassment written on their faces. They were covering themselves with the bed sheets. "You fucked my ex-girlfriend?" Cosima was livid. "Just days after she dumps me?"
"It was an accident-." Sarah spoke. Her voice was quiet. Those probably weren't the right words to use.
"Accident?" She scoffed. "What'd you do, slip and fall into her vagina?"
"Cosima, please-" Delphine tried, but Cosima cut her off.
"You, don't you dare." Cosima pointed at her. "You dumped me and then you fuck my sister, what the hell, Delphine! Couldn't wait to get another clone notch on your belt?" Delphine opened her mouth to speak. "How many clones have you been with? I know you fucked Leekie, were you fucking Rachel too?" Delphine shook her head no and looked away when tears filled her eyes. "You're a whore, Delphine." Cosima's voice was filled with anger and disgust.
Delphine looks up from the bed, Cosima's harsh words lighting a fire within her. "Who are you to tell either of us who to sleep with?" There was venom in her voice. "You and I are over. You're screwing some blonde named Shay. Why does it matter to you who I sleep with?" She was furious and her voice was shaky from the tears she was fighting back.
"Because I love you, Delphine!" She hadn't meant for that to slip out. But she doesn't take it back. "I love you so much and you go and do this to me-" Tears begin to fall from her eyes. "I thought you loved me too." She meets Delphine's eyes.
"Cosima I-" Delphine starts.
"No, don't you dare say you love me, not after what you just did." She takes a few calming breaths. "I don't want to see either of you ever again."
"Cosima-" Sarah tries to reason with her. "I'm your sister, you can't just abandon family." She couldn't lose another sister.
"You're not my family." Cosima spits at her. She turns on her heel and leaves. As soon as the door shuts behind her, Delphine begins to sob into her hands.
Sarah wraps her arm around Delphine's shoulder and pulls the blonde woman toward her, allowing the French woman to rest her head on her shoulder. "Come on, she doesn't mean it." Sarah tries to reassure her, even though she doesn't believe what she's saying. A tear slips from her eye as Delphine holds on to her.
After a few minutes, Delphine stops crying. "I should go."
Sarah nods. "Okay." They both wipe tears from their eyes.
They both get up from the bed and search for their discarded clothes. They avoid looking at each other as they dress and move about the apartment, the air is thick with tension and awkwardness. "Come by my office tomorrow and we'll discuss Helena." Delphine says eventually and then she is out the door.
Sarah is left alone in the silence of the loft. The sheets are mess. The air smells like sex. Cosima hates her right now. But she couldn't forget the way the blonde woman moved against her, inside of her, and how she had climaxed so hard she blacked out. She smiled at the memory, her sex throbbing at the thought of Delphine. Then she felt guilty. She had pushed her sister away because of what she did.