"Move to Seattle ? M-Mr. Grey I can't move to Seattle I am sorry . I must decline." Rising to leave I was stopped by his hand grabbing my wrist. I silently prayed he wouldn't make this harder than it was.
"Please explain Anastasia as to why you can't move to Seattle? If this is your life. Your job. What's keeping you here." Hearing the condescending tone of his voice made my blood boil. So because he was filthy rich I was supposed to be okay with feeling inferior? Snatching my hand away I looked him straight in the eyes.
"Because Mr. grey if you must know I have a daughter ! And I can't bring her into this lifestyle by moving to Seattle to be a sex slave for a pompous ass like you!" Seeing the shock register on his face I quickly left the room. Where my confidence came from I had no clue. I was always a favorite submissive amongst our clients because I knew how to keep quiet. I definitely showed a different side to Mr. Grey today. Quickly walking towards the exit I grabbed my jacket and threw it on before leaving the club.
I knew I was fired after my outburst and I was screwed. How I would pay my bills or pay for Elizabeth's food I didn't know. Already I felt the guilt consume me as I boarded the bus. Sometimes being a mother at such a young age was a curse but when I saw my daughter she was nothing but a blessing.
Cradling my daughter to my chest as we sat in the couch I wasn't sure what was next for us. What would we do now ? How would we live? After picking her up from the sitter I couldn't seem to get this out of my mind. I could just leave with Mr. Grey and find a nice home for Elizabeth. I would be able to send her money this way and make sure she is well taken care of until my contract is over. It was better than my second option and that was being homeless. The only problem was leaving Elizabeth. I wanted to be a good mother but what did that mean? Was it leaving my child to make money to feed her or stay with my child to raise her even if we're are homeless? I wasn't sure I could answer that question. Either way we were stuck in a hard place and I knew what I would have to do. I would have to ask if he would still want me I would leave Elizabeth with Ally. I know as long as I sent Ally money she would take care of Elizabeth until I got back with enough money to take us out of Detroit. I would just have to show up at the club tomorrow even if I was fired Ally was still a friend to me.
Christian (pov)
I sat in the private room for a few moments to register what had just happened. This young woman had a child and yet this was her life. What would her daughter think as she got older. Why did I even care ? The truth was even I wasn't sure. I was a cold man in many ways. I enjoyed taking my frustrations out on my subs. An yet since the day I saw Anastasia I felt a pull towards her like no other. It was weird and even I thought I sounded crazy. Somehow I just knew I needed this girl to be my sub. Now I know she has a child did I still want to pursue this? The part that bothered me the most was that I didn't care. I wanted her more than any other sub and I barely knew her. Child or not Anastasia must be my submissive.
Fixing myself I quietly left the club. Taylor was waiting for me outside. I knew he would have seen where Anastasia had gone to. I wouldn't bother tracking her this time. I would just come back tomorrow and talk to her then. There had to be a a way to make this work. Part of me felt guilt for going through with this. Would she bring her child ? If she stayed my sub long enough how would that effect this young girl? An yet all these thoughts change nothing. My feelings remained the same. Typical Christian, I thought to myself bitterly, always willing to do anything to get what you want.
Here is another chapter I am definitely going to work on making them longer but I wanted to end this one here. It felt right to me. This story will be an interesting one. An I know Christian may seem selfish here but let's remember before he met Ana he was selfish in some ways and others he was not. It's okay ! Give him a chance here he will change to a lovable very soon once he sees little miss Lizzy lol please review so know you are reading otherwise it's becomes pointless without feedback ! Thank you to everyone who has !