I woke up to a dark room. I looked to the left and saw that it was 6 am. Groaning I cursed myself as I realized that I missed dinner. Christian wasn't going to be happy and now I was just worried about having a repeat of last night.

Getting out of bed I head downstairs hoping that Mr. Grey wasn't there. Of course with my luck he was. I gasped in shock as I saw him cleaning the dishes from last night. Hanging my head in shame I leaned against the wall. I had to get my shit together if I wanted him to keep me here and pay me the money I desperately needed.

Sighing deeply I walked out toward the kitchen.

"Sir please let me do those dishes I am so sorry for last night." Grabbing his hands I felt a shock go through me. Blushing I quickly dropped my hands and stepped to the sink. Taking the dishes I began to wash them. I blushed as I realized that Christian was standing right me behind me.

"Anastasia you really are beautiful" he said softly while slowly playing with my hair. Closing my eyes I bit my lips to keep my noises at bay. Sir was acting strange today but I didn't want him to stop. He was so gentle it was such a different side to his usual Dominant side. I gasped as I felt his lips touch my neck.

I was so close to getting lost in this feeling when I heard heels clicking against the wooden floors. Mr. Grey growled as someone cleared their throat. Leaning down to my ear he whispered " It's my mother you may call her Mrs. Grey and you may call me Christian in her presence.. She knows of my lifestyle but doesn't necessarily approve."

As he let me go I turned around to see his mother. He looked nothing like his mother it was strange. She was staring intently at me as she walked towards me. Feeling my heartbeat pick up I wasn't sure what to do so I just stared.

"Hello darling my name is Grace. I'm Christians mother." Holding her hand out Grace seemed to be studying my every move. Carefully grabbing her hand I smiled.

"Hello Mrs. Grey. I'm Anastasia it's nice to meet you."

"Please dear call me grace. I'm sorry Anastasia but I need to talk to Christian a moment." She gave me an apologetic smile as I left the room. Not sure what to do now I decided to head to my room and call Ally. I was missing my baby girl dearly and I wanted to see how she was doing without her momma. I frowned as Ally's phone went to voicemail. She knew I would be calling so why would her phone be off. Sighing I laid down waiting for Christian to come get me.

Christian POV

"Who is she? I thought you were done with that lifestyle Christian." I resisted the urge to roll my eyes as my mother lectured me. She could never understand my need for BDSM and honestly I could understand why. From the outside it looked horrible but when it was your lifestyle looks can be deceiving. I was having a hard time processing which parts of this life I liked and didn't like.

"Her name is Anastasia mother and she's my sub. I never said I was done I just took a break."

"Christian she seems fragile. Don't hurt her not everyone is as seasoned as you when it comes to this .. Lifestyle you have." She looked at me with worried eyes as she walked towards the front door. Feeling guilty for my mothers reaction I averted my eyes. I couldn't stand to see the disappointment in her eyes when ever she talked about me being a dominant.

"I know mother we will talk later okay ? "

She paused before leaving as she said "One more thing son we are having a family brunch on Sunday and you are to bring her don't argue I want to know her more. " With out even giving me a chance to respond she left. Frustrated I decided to find Ana. She was laying in her room reading as always.

"Anastasia I need you ready in the play room ..5 minutes!" I watched as she stared at me and then I walked out.

Putting on my jeans and taking off my shirt I headed up to my playroom. As I opened the door I looked to my left and saw her kneeling while staring at the floor. I sighed in relief at least she was being obedient today.

"You may stand Miss Steele but you may not look at me."

Anastasia POV

"You may stand Miss Steele but you may not look at me" I internally rolled my eyes as I slowly stood up. Keeping my eyes on the floors I decided to count the wooden panels. I never stayed in tune with my body during these sessions. It was as if I would detach myself and become numb. I wanted nothing to do with this consciously. I was almost at the hundredth panel when I felt the sting of the leather against my flesh. Gasping in pain I jumped and looked up at Mr. Grey. Seeing him holding a riding crop in one hand I backed up.

"Miss Steele move another inch and this session will turn into punishment rather than pleasure. Now eyes on the floor!" I jumped slightly at the tone of his voice. Averting my eyes to the floor I slightly winced each time the crop connected with my back. It was mostly due to shock because the crop really didn't hurt as much as I thought. He was actually being pretty gentle much to my surprise. How was this pleasurable to him what did he see in this type of play that turned him on?

Hearing the crop drop to the floor I held my breath as he walked around me like a predator.

"Bend over the bed Miss Steele. I'm going to take you this way first. Since this is our first time in the play room I will go easy on you."

Walking towards the bed I slowly bent over the edge. I closed my eyes as I felt the coldness of the lubricant on my genitalia. At least he had the common decency to use lube. Most Doms just took what they wanted when they wanted with out a care.

I winced as he entered me. I could tell he was bigger than I was used too. Tears pricked at the corner of my eyes but I held them back.

"Anastasia remember our safe words red yellow green. This won't be vanilla sex if I hurt you please tell me and I will stop understand?" I felt my heart clench at his words. Deep down Mr. Grey seemed like a caring man he was a hard ass but he cared.

"Yes sir I understand" I heard him grunt in response. I didn't exactly expect what happened next. I screamed out in shock as his body slammed into mine. If this was how he fucked on an easy day I wasn't sure I wanted to know a hard one. He continued to pound into me with ,what felt like , all his power. I silently cried as he was relentless. I knew I should probably safe word but I have had worse.

I felt his hand caress my breast as he let loose on my body. The pain soon turned to pleasure. I couldn't help it as the moans escaped my lips.

"Christ- Ow!" I yelped as he landed a smack to my ass.

" No talking ! An it's Master in this room Anastasia." Christian said through his clenched teeth. Swallowing I tried my best not to make another sound but failed miserably. Squeezing my eyes as I was rewarded another smack I mentally cursed Christian Grey out.

"Make another sound Miss Steele and this will be solely for my pleasure and you will not be allowed to release am I clear?" Feeling the rage boil inside of me I couldn't help but get emotional. I wanted Elizabeth and she wasn't here before I could register what was happening I screamed aloud.

"RED! RED!" Tears pricking at my eyes I jumped as soon as Christian pulled out of me.

"Anastasia did I hurt -" before he had the chance to finish I swung my body towards him.

"Fuck off! I have every right to fucking moan Christian ! That's kind of what happens when you're fucking! An releasing is perfectly natural as well in case you didn't know the either!" I turned back around to storm out. Before I could reach the door my body was flying backwards until it hit Christians chest.

"Fuck off? When you're in my playroom Anastasia you have no right to moan unless I say you can moan. You have no right to fucking release unless I tell you to release. Do you get the picture ? Answer me!" I struggled as he was holding my arm behind my back and it was starting to hurt. I knew I couldn't do this. I needed my daughter and this was not the place for me. As long as I was here I couldn't be a good submissive. I bowed my head in shame I needed to be here though. I mentally cursed myself as I thought of how selfish I was being Elizabeth's well-being counted on this income.

"I understand."

Christian growled as he pulled me closer. "Say it Anastasia. Clearly you have forgotten how to obey your Dom."

I swallowed back my humiliation as I said the words I was expected to utter when in this room.

"I understand Master." I spat the last word as if it was a disease. He would never break me. None of them could ever break me. He was no damn master of mine. I'm here for the money asshole not to stroke your damn ego all day long.

"I'm going to let you go now and you're going to go to my office kneel my by the couch and wait for me there. Seems as though you may need better training on how to be a sub Miss Steele. " I shivered as I was let go. Slowly walking I felt his signature warning smack on my behind. I would never get used to that. Walking naked and in shame I went straight to his office. What he would do to me I had no idea.

Here's another one guys Anastasia is having trouble soon she will just have to be honest with Christian but of course he will please her. I'm so excited for him to meet Elizabeth that's when our sweet Christian comes out to play right now he's still a little grumpy ;). Remember Christian only went easy on Anastasia in the book cause she was inexperienced but here she is a fairly experienced submissive so it's a totally different side of him we are seeing! I know some of you had messaged me about his character but remember even he admitted his Dom side was very different ! Please review I hope you enjoyed !