Hey guys a lovely reader pointed out a little mishap from the last chapter that might be a little confusing. In the last chapter you may have noticed Christian did not tell Ana about Elena yet! So when Ana told Christian and I quote : " don't let what that horrible lady did to you ... etc" I was talking about his MOM. So I want to thank you (I'm sorry I didn't write down your pen name but you know who you are) for pointing that out to me ! enjoy !
Waking at 10 am I was a nervous wreck. Today I would officially meet Christians whole family. Something about this situation didn't sit right with me. Maybe it was because I felt like it was a little too fast. I mean I barely have gotten to know Christian and now I was meeting the most influential people in his life. Hell I was even bringing Elizabeth with me! Would they accept me? I know he comes from a wealthy family. Will they notice that I'm so far out of my element. That I was nothing more then a junkie from the dumps of Detroit. Yea Christian isn't the only one with self loathing tendencies. When you grow up hearing that you'll never amount to anything you kind of start to believe it after awhile.
Walking into Elizabeth's room I take a minute to admire Christians hard work. I still can't believe that he did this all on his own. I mean obviously he had help but still the fact that he put the effort in still baffles me. For some one who claims to be the epitome of dark and dangerous this was a pretty sweet thing to do. I don't think he even realizes how thoughtful he truly can be. Smiling I hear my daughter before I see her. Cooing comes from her crib and I walk over to see her sucking on her thumb. She is such a beautiful little girl. She has beautiful dark hair with these bright green eyes.
"Hey my sweet darling you. Mommy is so glad to wake up with you here now. I love you so much. Lets get you dressed to see Christians family today." I know talking to a baby seems crazy but I truly believe she could understand me. I hoped that Mrs. Grey would be able to see her over. The fact that I was on drugs during the beginning of my pregnancy; unknowingly, I felt so much fear and guilt that her set backs were my fault. I would do anything in my power to make this right for my baby girl.
Looking through her drawers I'm shocked by what I saw. Everything was new! Her clothes were the most beautiful things I have ever seen. I didn't even know they made children's clothing so nice. I know I know how could I not know but hey I've always been on a tight budget. Feeling my self get choked up I decide on a beautiful Burberry pale pink dress. It even has matching bloomers!
"Look at what Christian gave you sweetie. Do you like this? It's so pretty and pink isn't it?" I smile as Elizabeth reaches towards the dress. Making her cute little baby noises she smiles right at me. Once I get her dressed I take her to my room and finish dressing my self. I decide on a simple black dress and heels with my hair straight down and diamond studs. I want to look classy and not over do it when I meet Christians family for the first time. I would have to thank him for all he has done. When was the last time I even had diamond earrings? Never. When was the last time I could say my daughter had a 200 dollar dress? Absolutely never. All of this almost seemed like a dream to me.
Checking the clock I see that it's 11:30. I head down stairs with Elizabeth in my arms. I stop at the bottom of the stairs once I spot Christian. God this man was a jaw dropper. I swear I have never seen someone look as good as him. He was in a simple black V-neck with light blue jeans and black sneakers. Even in a casual outfit he made my heart skip a beat. Cheesy as it may sound it was true.
CPOV
When I saw her I knew her place was right beside me. The dress she was wearing hugged every curve of her body just right. She look so beautiful I couldn't even express it in words. I broke out into a smile once I saw Lizzy. I see she found the clothes I bought her. The Burberry dress was the cutest thing I had ever seen and one of my favorites.
"Anastasia you look amazing... I see you found Lizzy's clothes.. both of you look great. Thank you for joining me today." I watch as she smiles and my breath gets caught in my throat. I don't think I will ever get used to that. Helping Ana get Elizabeth in to the car seat I grab it to carry her to the car. I stop when I feel Ana grab my upper arm. I freeze at first waiting for her to move her hand closer to my danger zone. When she doesn't I relax as I turn to look at her.
"What's wrong Ana?"
"I wish I could hug you Christian." I feel shock jolt through me at her confession. Oh honey you and my whole family. But why would she want to hug me?
"Uhm I hope you don't take this wrong but why?"
"Because you have been so kind to my daughter and I since you brought her home to me. I mean look at me Christian! I'm in designer clothing. My 23 month old baby is in designer clothes! You have gone above and beyond and I wish I could hug you and show you how much I appreciate all you have done for us. Trust me this is not a life we are used to. " Reaching up I cup her cheek. She is the first woman that I have ever wanted to touch me. But it was still hard for me. I needed to find a way to work on this for her and for me.
"Ana... I would love to be able to hold you like a normal person but I need to work on this. I promise if you stay patient with me in time we will work on touching okay?" Grabbing her hand I smile at her as we walk to the car.
On the ride there I can't help but notice how quiet Ana has been since we left Escala. I feel nervous about our talk. I know Ana wants more in this relationship and believe me I do too. I just don't know where to start. One day at a time and sessions with Flynn seem like a good one. I would have to talk to Ana first.
Pulling up to my parents estate I see her getting more nervous by the minute. I squeeze her leg in reassurance.
"Don't worry they will love you I promise." Getting out of the car I grab the car seat and help Ana out. I hold her hand as I walk towards the front door. I can already see my mother waiting for us.
"Mother thank you for having us today. This is Ana who you met the other day and her daughter Elizabeth." I smile as my mother hugs Ana. If there's one thing about Grace Grey its that she can make any one feel welcomed no matter where they come from.
"Ana thank you for coming. Oh! Look at this beautiful princess you have. Her eyes are gorgeous!"
"Grace thank you so much for having us today. I am so excited to meet Christian's family." I feel my face warm at Ana's words. What the hell was going on with me? I have never in my 26 years of living blushed before. Clearing my throat I head inside seeing that my mother and Ana have left me behind. I shake my head as I see Mia already holding Elizabeth. I knew once she met her she wouldn't be able to stay away.
"Christian! I am so happy you are here. I have missed you so much. I love Ana ! and her daughter Oh my gosh she is just precious." I scoff at Mia's ability to talk without ever taking a breath. I can see Ana's eyes go wide once she realizes this as well. I shake my head and walk towards my lady. Taking her hand I watch my family become quiet around us.
"She is quite precious Mia and I am very fond of Ana as well." I send a smirk her way as I see her blush spread across her cheeks like wild fire. I go to find my dad and Elliot to let them know I am here before I hear yelling in the backyard. I turn to look at my mother. What the hell was going on back there?
Okay guys I'm going to end this chapter here the next one will hopefully be up tomorrow. I wont be updating everyday but right now I am on break from everything and have some free time ! Its a rare thing for me so I want to take advantage of it! lol I hope you enjoy this little chapter its a slow but cute one next one will be more fun I promise. ALSO I usually like to involve my readers into my story so if you guys have any thing you want to happen or see in my story I am all for adding it in for you guys ! I love doing that type of stuff and connecting with you guys so please REVIEW and let me know xoxo!
