School of the Damned
Chapter 18
Elena paced around the small space of her room as she contemplated life. She had just finished taking a shower, but the hot steam hadn't done anything to calm her nerves down. Not in the slightest bit. Elena gave a frustrated sigh and grabbed her blow dryer so she could dry her wet hair. It had distracted her for a few seconds, but she still couldn't get today's events off of her mind.
She couldn't unsee what happened to her parents nor could she forget what had happened between her and Damon. It wasn't the lust spell that had set her off though. It was that burning passionate kiss they had shared after the deed was already done. She grunted in frustration. She couldn't have feelings for Damon not when she was still together with Stefan, but she couldn't deny that there was something there. Something that went way deeper than anything her or Stefan had shared. There was a level of intimacy that she had felt with Damon that she just couldn't with Stefan. No matter how hard she tried.
Elena dropped her towel as she looked at herself in the full length mirror. Despite what her and Damon had done she felt herself feeling a little bit shocked. Sure the lust spell had been pretty hot, but she had a feeling Damon hadn't been throwing it at her full force. She needed to know why. And she knew exactly how to get what she wanted too. No matter who got hurt in the process she needed to know how powerful Damon was. If they really were an equal match.
Elena put on what she thought was best at the moment and threw a robe over it. She needed Damon to do exactly what she wanted him too. She unlocked her door and went down to the room she knew held Damon in it. She knocked on the door and was shocked when she saw another demon staring her straight in the face.
"Well don't you look tasty." He said with a smile that shook Elena to her core.
Something felt off about him. Luckily Elena didn't have to deal with him for long, because just as if he was her knight and shinning armor, Damon appeared and shoved the guy out of the room.
"Will you please give us some privacy Dante?"
Dante shrugged and left to leave them alone. Elena walked into Damon's room as he shut the door tightly behind him.
"What are you doing here Elena?" he said with a serious expression.
"I'm sorry to have bothered you so late. I just couldn't sleep."
"And you didn't think to go bother your boyfriend with your problems?"
She sighed and leaned up against Damon's door. He would not get rid of her so easily.
"No. I can't talk to my boyfriend about this problem Damon. Somehow telling him that I almost fucked one of his friends wouldn't sit well with him."
"So that's why you came over to talk about the lust spell."
"Why did you hold back?"
Damon regarded her with shock almost as if he didn't expect her to find up what he had been up to.
"What makes you think I held back?" he asked inching closer to her.
She was so close to kissing his lips that she could taste it.
"Because I could feel it when the lust spell started. It wasn't as strong as it could have been and you know it."
"So what if it wasn't Elena. What point are you trying to prove?"
"I want you to do it again Damon, but full force this time. I can't learn about my demon side if I can't embrace one of the worst yet best parts about it."
Damon sighed and stroked her cheek.
"I didn't do it because it wouldn't have been real Elena."
"It is real Damon the lust spell just helps us out a little bit. Please do it again. I'm begging you."
"Don't do that Elena."
"Don't do what?"
"Assume that I'll do it because it's you asking."
Elena sighed and put a hand on Damon's face.
"I need to know what it's like Damon. Please show me."
Damon sighed, but she knew he was close to breaking. She just had to push him towards that edge the slightest bit. And she knew exactly how to do it too. She sighed as her hands went to Damon's abs and she pushed him on top of his own bed.
"Elena, what are you doing?"
Elena looked him straight in the eye with lust written all over her face.
"I'm doing what you know you want me to do Damon."
Her hands went to the string of her robe as she let it hit the floor so Damon could see what was underneath. She might not have been naked as Isobel had been, but she sure had an impressive set of lingerie that she knew no boy could resist. It was a simple baby doll dress that was made of simple lace that you could see through, but she knew see through or not, it was affecting Damon in a big way.
"Why are you doing this to me Elena?"
"Because I'm an angel with a demon side Damon and if I'm ever going to survive being at this school. I need to embrace both sides of me. I need to embrace the side that has attached itself to you. I need these dreams I've been having to be a reality. Now please I'm begging you do the lust spell on me."
"I'm not going to do the lust spell Elena. Come here. Sit on the bed with me."
Elena sighed with tears streaming down her face as Damon pulled her into a hug and stroked her hair.
"It's going to be okay."
"No it's not Damon. Can't you see that I'm falling apart?"
He pulled back to look into her eyes as he wiped away the tears.
"You really want me to do this?"
She nodded as her chest tightened. She felt like she could barely breathe when she was around him, but it was the same way when he was gone too. She loved Damon. There was just no way around that fact.
Damon sighed as his lips pressed against hers. She felt the spell seizing onto her and suddenly she felt as if she could breathe again. She knew she was hungry for more than Damon's gentle kisses, but since she had literally begged him not to hold anything back she would take whatever he would give her and boy did these kisses feel as if Damon was far from holding anything back. They had become more urgent with their kissing, but then Elena had felt the lust spell drop. What the hell was he doing?
She was about to protest when he smashed his lips into hers. It had felt ten times as better as the lust spell had been, but this one had been real.
"Why did you stop?"
"Because if I was going to push you to that edge Elena. I would rather that you be aware of every feeling your body really had for me."
Elena took a deep breath as Damon laid her on the bed and kissed her like no one had kissed her before. She had felt the lust from the lust spell before, but everytime Damon had done the lust spell it hadn't felt as good as it did without it.
"I'm going to try something different from a lust spell."
She nodded as he looked deep into her eyes.
"I want you to reveal your true feeling for me Elena. I want you to translate them into what we're going to do next. Show me how much you really want me."
Elena exhaled as Damon pushed her back into the bed kissing her rougher than he had all those other times. God. This was so hot to her. Elena pulled Damon's head to her as she tasted his lips and thrusted her tongue deep into his mouth tasting every inch of him that she could. She flipped them back around as she pressed her lips back to his. She pulled away and looked at him taking him in. He was wearing way too much clothing for comfort. Apparently he had thought the same thing because in an instant both of their clothing was removed now all there was was her and Damon's bodies. A blank canvas for them to do to each other what they wanted to do. She just didn't know exactly where to start with this foreplay that had been going on.
Damon's lips found Elena's yet again as she smiled underneath his kiss. She knew that this would hurt Stefan, but at the moment she didn't care. All she wanted was Damon. Her tongue traced his as she tasted his tongue exuberated by the way it felt. She wanted more of him, but she knew this was Damon's fantasy that she was participating in. Not her own even though she had to admit that this was hot too.
His lips left hers as his lips traced her entire neck giving it nothing but kisses that hungered for a little more than just plain kissing. She was glad that he wasn't trying to hold back anymore. He bit down slightly which made Elena yelp in surprise, but she had to admit that it was kind of hot even if they weren't vampires. She laughed at the irony of it all as Damon lifted his head to give her a mischievous look. He gave her a small smile which was an accomplishment for Damon. He lifted his head back down as his mouth settled on one of her perfectly rounded nipples. He sucked them and licked at them until they were hard for him. She could only imagine how dripping wet she was by now, but she decided to let Damon do whatever he wanted to her.
After all this moment between them wouldn't last forever. They would have to get back to reality at some point. Damon's lips traced down her stomach and kissed the dips of her hips as he parted her legs slightly. She assumed what he was about to do next, but she was surprised when he went to her knees slightly and bit down on it. It made her feel exhilarated almost like she was floating on a cloud full of pleasure that she couldn't escape as long as Damon was in her life. She exhaled as he kissed lower and lower until he was about to hit that golden spot. His tongue traced the sensitive parts down there as he licked up all her juices obviously hungry for more.
She expected him to take her now just like she knew he wanted too, but what happened next surprised her. He flipped them over so that she would now be on top as he stroked her long brown hair which she knew he loved so much.
"Now it's your turn to pleasure me."
She smiled with a glint of mischief in her eyes. She knew if she did this that he could not be able to resist her, but she couldn't care less what happened between them at this point even if it did mean hurting Stefan in the process.
She kissed Damon on his gorgeous lips as she kissed his neck wanting to taste every inch of him that she could. She kept on kissing downward until she found the part of him that wanted her the most. Elena smiled and took his erection into her mouth as she continually sucked on him bobbing her head up and down so she could take more of him into her mouth. She felt her lower region ignite on fire and she knew that now she couldn't turn back. She needed Damon as much as he needed her. Something much have shifted in her eyes, because before she knew it she was underneath Damon, but instead of facing him he had pressed her underneath him in the doggie style position. He kissed her back as he felt the tip of his erection by her soft wet folds. He was so close to penetrating her that she could feel it in her gut.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" Damon said whispering by her ear which somehow made it twice as hotter.
"Yes." She whispered back managing to kiss his lips despite the position they were in.
She gasped as she felt him slipping into her. He had not wasted anytime and had managed to bottom out inside her. He was all the way inside her and God was he huge. She could feel every inch of him and it exhilarated her. It hadn't been painful. It had been amazing. Damon had thrusted inside of her with a passion she had never felt before and had even flipped them over so she could learn how to do cowgirl on him.
She felt empowered by this. She loved how taking every inch of him inside her made her feel like a goddess. He made her feel like a goddess. There was no denying that. After it was over and everything was said and done. Damon had taken her into his arms and kept her close stroking her hair and kissing the top of her head. It had felt nice not to worry about anything for a while.
Damon sighed and pulled her closer to him.
"How are you feeling." He said giving her a small kiss.
"I feel amazing. I wish we had been doing this a long time ago."
He smiled and stroked her cheek giving her one last kiss.
"It's a shame though." He whispered.
She looked at him with confusion in her eyes. What the hell was he talking about?
"What's a shame?"
"That this is all a dream."
Elena woke up with a start as she tried to keep her composure. She had never had a sex dream so vivid before. It was like it had been real. She was absolutely livid that it hadn't been. But wait. Why was she so mad? She was with Stefan. She shouldn't be having those kinds of dreams about Damon.
She took a deep calming breath as she threw her sheets off of her and headed for the shower. She could already tell this was going to be a long day. After all she did have her theatre assignment with Damon today and then she would have to discuss more about her mother with her father. After all he had been avoiding her for a week after that so he wouldn't be getting off that easily.
John wasn't the only one who had been avoiding her though. After news about what happened with her and Damon surfaced around the school, Stefan had found out and said that he would forgive Elena, but at the same time she could see the look of hurt and betrayal in his eyes. She wondered how that look would change if her knew the dream she just had about Damon. Damon. She sighed. He was still avoiding her too. He even went as far as spending more time with Rebekah and keeping their lessons strictly professional. He hadn't even bothered with the small talk that Elena usually loved from him. And to top it all off after all her classes were done. She would go to Sarah's room and get ready for the dance where her and Stefan would act like a perfect couple, but she knew that wasn't the case.
She couldn't act like everything between her and Stefan were fine when she knew it wasn't. When she knew she had feelings for Damon. No matter how much she wished she didn't. There was something about Damon she couldn't shake. No matter how much she tried Damon was always going to be a huge part of her no matter who they both ended up with.
Elena exhaled and headed towards the shower to get ready for her very busy day.