AN: Here's another chapter. *Insert laughter* I decided to have a little fun here. There were so many mixed reviews on Christian's reaction to the hair. SO I decided to put a little twist in there. Hope you guys enjoy!
"Thank you Grace I had a wonderful time." I smile at my boyfriends mother. We were parked in front of his apartment building. I honestly had an amazing afternoon. Its been so long since I've had a day out with a friend of sorts.
"Ana please, the pleasure was all mine. Now stop worrying and get inside. I'm sure Christian will love it." She gives me an encouraging look as I grab my purse. I can't help but bite my lip in anticipation. Now that I had time to actually think it over I was starting to second guess my hair. I knew how much Christian loved brunettes but, I just didn't want to be like his former subs anymore. I wanted to hold a different place in his life. I wanted to separate my self from those other women. Especially with my looks. I mean we all resembled each other for gods sake.
"I hope you're right Grace." I wave my goodbyes as I head into the building, smiling at the guard on duty at the front desk.
"You look beautiful Miss Steele." He sends me a friendly wave.
"Thank you John." I blush as I enter the elevator. I wasn't really used to getting compliments. Even though Christian made it a point to tell me how beautiful I was every second it still felt awkward for me to accept.
My stomach flips as I step out of the elevator and walk towards our front door. Christian had given me a whole new life. He had taken me and my daughter in and treated her like his own. He was supporting both of us. Now I was about to walk in looking completely different. I was terrified. I knew he loved me but I wasn't sure how he would love my new look.
Taking a deep breath I unlock the door. My heels click against the tile floor as I look around the living room. I see Elizabeths toys on the floor but they're no where to be found.
"Christian!?" I call as I head up the stairs. I see the door to our room open and hear my daughters tiny laughter filling the halls. Smiling I hesistantly walk through the door. Christian is laying on the bed throwing Lizzy in the air and catching her in his arms.
"Hey baby." I softly say as I stand at the foot of the bed. Christian smiles at my daughter before turning to look at me.
" .fuck?" He snaps his mouth shut as he stares at me. He puts Lizzy on the bed as he sits up. I stand stock still only fidgeting with my hands as I wait for him to say something else.
"Ana… What did you do?" I can hear the strain in his voice and my heart drops. Oh god, he hated it. I look at my daughter as her attention is occupied by the TV controller. Taking a seat across from Christian I stare at my hands.
"You don't like it?" I whisper.
"Ana.. I..Why didn't you at least warn me?" He reaches across and takes a strand of my hair between his fingers. I look up and see a thoughtful expression on his face. I furrow my eyebrows trying to decipher his reaction. He wasn't exactly pissed about it. So I wasn't sure what that meant.
"I wanted to be something different. I wanted to separate my self from those girls." I feel tears sting my eyes and I feel stupid for wanting to cry. I mean it was just hair. I could easily fix it and change it back.
"That's not the point Ana I mean God. Have you taken all control away from me?" His harsh tone startles me and I'm not sure what to say. Control? I thought we had given up that part of our lives for good. The thought of him possibly missing that life style makes my heart race. I couldn't go back to that. Not with Christian, I loved him too much.
"Christian… What do you mean?" I watch my daughter as she drifts off to sleep completely oblivious to the conversation at hand.
"I mean… Don't you think you could have checked with me first? I have done everything you asked Ana. I have given up a big part of my life style just to keep you and Lizzy in my life. I don't regret it but you could have a little more consideration for me. I loved your hair and not because you looked like them but because it was you. Your blue eyes and brown hair made you who you are. It's what took my breath away that first day I met you." I stare into his eyes as he stands and walks to the door. Turning he gives me a sorrowed look.
"Can't you see that you were never like any of them in the first place?" I watch as he walks out the door. I have nothing to say and suddenly I feel vulnerable. He was right. He had given up everything, his whole way of life, for my daughter and I. Never once did he complain. I knew this wasn't really just about a hair cut but more about him not feeling in control of anything that was happening around him anymore.
To go from a bachelor who had the whole world at his feet to a family man with no say in anything can't be easy. I was so stupid and utterly selfish to even think that this transition could have been easy for him. He even told his own family about Elena Lincoln just for me.
Grabbing my purse I take my phone out giving Grace a call. I knew that Christian needed some air but in the mean time I would set up something special for him. I never really thought to even make a compromise. Tonight I would though.
"Grace do you think you head back over here? I was wondering if you would watch Elizabeth for the night." I nervously scratch the back of my neck as I ask her for this favor. I wasn't really used to asking people to watch Elizabeth for me. It felt wrong but Grace had told me she's been dying to spend time with her.
"Oh yes! Carrick and I will be there in thirty minutes tops! Thank you so much Ana. I've been waiting so long for some grand children." I laugh as she says this. I knew she really loved my daughter and thats why I knew I could trust her. Hanging up the phone I pack a bag for Elizabeth. Setting her stuff aside I carefully pick her up and buckle her into the car seat. I hoped tonight would prove to Christian how much I really did appreciate him.
Christian was in his office and I was upstairs pacing the bedroom. Stopping to look in the mirror I take a deep breath as I admire my outfit. I had on a red lace panty and bra set with fishnet thigh highs. I had a collar around my neck and bare feet. I felt so self conscious in this get up but I really wanted to make this special.
I told Christian I was done with the submissive life and I meant it. I was done with the punishments and demands of having a "Dom." However I actually enjoyed kinky sex. Kinky sex I could do. I could give up some of my control in the bedroom for my man the same way he gave up his control in our life for Lizzy and I. Walking towards the red room I quietly open the door. I look around as memories begin to wash over me. I actually laugh at some and shake my head.
I can't believe that we were those people at one point. Those two people were so lost and confused. Christian would never even raise his hand to me now. I smile thinking about him and how he is with my daughter. How he has done everything in his power to get her the help she needs. I think back to the video I got earlier today of her at swimming lessons. I laughed when I received those. She was only two years old but Christian swore in his text that now was the best time to start.
Walking back out of the room I head towards his office. I was grateful that his staff was gone. They had their own lives to attend to and it seemed as though Christian was giving them more time off.
Knocking on his door I wait to hear his muffled "Come in!" before opening it. His head is slanted as he works on his laptop. I chuckle as I walk over to him holding his tie behind my back.
"Hello Christian." I whisper as I stand behind. He was so engulfed in his work that when he looked up at me his mouth dropped open. Smiling I pull his chair back and straddle his lap keeping my hands behind me.
"What is this?" His eyes trail over my body as he takes me in. I feel my face flush and I clear my throat getting his attention.
"I'm going to blindfold you now. I'm going to take you to our room where I have a special surprise for you." I don't tell him about the red room. I knew he would out right tell me no and I wasn't asking. I was telling. Smirking I bring our favorite tie out from behind me. I see the humor in his eyes before he lets out a breathless chuckle.
"Oh really Miss Steele?" He grabs my waist holding me down on to his lap. I nod my head while wrapping the tie around his eyes. I tie the knot and slowly stand taking his hands in mine.
"Okay follow me up the stairs be careful." I giggle as I guide him out of his office and to the stairs. Taking the stairs one at a time we make it safely to the second floor. My heart rate picks up as I walk him in to the red room.
Closing the door behind us I place him in the middle of the room. I head to corner by the door and kneel sitting back on my feet just like he taught me. I actually feel my self growing wet at the possibilities of this little game I've started. I knew if Christian was willing to go along with me, tonight would be filled with pleasure.
"Ana?" Christian calls my name with a hint of uncertainty in his voice. I softly chuckle as I tell him to remove the blindfold. I put my hands flat on my thighs but keep my head up so I can see his face. I watch as he unties the knot and removes the garment from his eyes. I see his chest move as he inhales sharply looking around a room we had long forgotten. His eyes land on me and I send a shy smile his way.
Walking over to me I can see the confusion in his eyes and I slowly stand to meet him half way.
"What are we doing in here?" I can here the conflict in his words and I grab his hands putting them on my hips.
"I want to do this for you. You have made so many sacrifices for me and Elizabeth. I want to compromise for you now. I know we both agree on not having a contract any longer. Frankly, that life isn't for us anymore, but we can still have a little fun in here." I run my hands up and down his chest and my inner self screams for joy. Being able to touch Christian whenever I wanted was the best feeling in the world.
"Ana…If this has to do with earlier. Don-" I cut him off as my hands drift down to the button on his pants. He stares at me his words forgotten as I slowly slide his zipper down.
"This is for you Christian. You are the best man I have ever met and I know how much you love this room. I don't mean the pain but, the pleasure aspect of it. You were like Adonis in here." I laugh as he smirks and raises one eyebrow.
"Adonis huh?" I gently bite my lip nodding my head as I bring his pants down. Falling to my knees I see his bulge peeking through his Hugo Boss briefs. Slipping them off of his hips I take his hard length in my hand. Looking up at him through hooded eyes I slowly move my hand back and forth. He groans leaning his head back. I lean forward taking him into my mouth. I close my eyes enjoying the feeling of having his manhood fill me up. Swirling my tongue around his head I moan in delight as I taste his pre-cum.
Christian's hands find their way to the back of my head. Pushing my head down I take his full length into my mouth.
"God baby you feel so good." His grip on my hair bordes painful as he holds me in place moving in and out of my mouth. I flick my tongue around his head as he continues his rough movements. Placing my hands on his hips I gag as I hum around him. A deep moan rises from his chest as he pulls me off of him. Pulling me up by my hair he crashes his lips against mine not caring that he was tasting himself.
"Lay back on to the bed Ana." He commands me as he pushes me backwards grinning at my breathless state. Feeling excitement pooling in my abdomen I quickly follow his orders. I lay back on to the bed my arms at my sides and my legs closed. My breath hitches as a naked Christian crawls over me.
"Open your legs wide for me." Breathing heavily I do as he says. Kneeling between my legs I arch my back as his limber fingers find their way inside of me.
"God, you're so wet for me baby." Opening my eyes I stare as he fucks me with his fingers. Keeping his eyes on mine he takes my clit into his mouth sending me overboard. Throwing my head back I run my fingers through his hair grinding my sex against his talented tongue.
"Please, God Christian." I feel my climax as I roll my hips. As quick as the tightening begins to knot in my stomach, Christian pulls away. I whimper at the loss of contact.
"Not a chance baby. You wanted to come in here now show me what you want Ana." He leans over me breathing in to my ear. I feel the my skin tighten as he kisses my neck. Moaning at the contact I grab the tie he left on the bed and hand it to him. Staring at me he smiles before taking it from my hands.
"Tie me up Christian. My body is yours." I wrap my legs around him grind my wet sex against his erect penis.
"Fuck." He groans leaning his head against mine. He taps my legs telling me drop them. I lift my hands so he bind them. Dragging me lower with my legs he then flips me over spreading my cheeks with his hands. I yelp loudly as his tongues flicks over the puckered flesh.
"God I want you in every way Ana." Lifting my hips off the bed I lean on my elbows with my hands tied together.
"Take me Christian." I beg as he teasingly rubs my entrance. Holding me in place with his hands I cry out as he enters me in one swift motion. Grinding my hips against his I silently tell him to move.
"Ungh." He grunts as he thrusts in to me relentlessly. Meeting his every thrust I feel him being to pulse inside me. I pick up my pace and bit my lip as I feel my core tighten.
Leaning my head against my forearms we ride the brink of our orgasms out together. Feeling myself constrict around him sends a wave of pleasure over me. I grip the sheets with my bonds hands moaning in pleasure as he releases inside of me.
"Damn ana. I love you." Christian pants as he pulls out of me rolling on to his back next me. Giggling I kneel next to him propping my hands on to his chest.
"Little help here." I whisper. Christian opens one eye grinning at my hands before untying me. He gently rubs my wrists before placing a delicate kiss on each of them. My heart blooms at his warm gesture. Laying next to him I curl into his side wrapping one arm around his torso.
"You know I think I like this hair after all." Christian playfully whispers into my ear. Chuckling I slap his stomach while leaning up and giving him a kiss on the cheek.
Yea I think this hair was the best idea I've had yet.
Hehe! Okay guys Honestly I think Christian would have been a little peeved at the hair but he loves Ana and I think Ana needed to give a little extra loving to CG. After all he has sacrificed so much for her so far and she hasn't really taken the time to show her appreciation. Personally they're such a sexual couple in the book that I feel like thats there "thing". Plus, I know a few of you ladies have messaged me about adding some kink in here ;) so this was for you guys.