A/N Hey everyone! I never though writing a spin off would be so hard. It's crazy how intertwined the stories get. I have kept the girl talk involved but still this is almost 100% Octavia and Raven in this chapter. I am going to let this go about five chapters before I decide on keeping it as a spin off or still merging them. Who knows what will happen... Please Review with any idea, suggestions, comments all of that good stuff. xoxoxo

Octavia woke up uncomfortable with her dress still on she must have just hit her bed and passed out. Rolling over she wondered why the hell she drank so much.

"Ughhh Raven." It all came flooding back to her when she said her name out loud including the butterflies.

First time she thinks in history she has an actual hangover. She usually is the one up bouncing around in the morning and now she feels like death ran her over and then backed up on her again. She needed a shower she knew she smelled of god knows what and probably some water since she could tell she hadn't brushed her teeth and probably still had her make up on.

"I hate Voss Inc." She said again to herself.

Thinking back on last night she still couldn't believe what she did and she had done it in front of everyone. She threw a drink on someone that is like her best friend. Not like it hadn't been awkward between them enough but now she has to face her after being drunk and obviously jealous. The dance though that's what started it all. Raven just had to come up behind her and touch her like it killed all self control Octavia had left in the night. She even remembers almost spitting out that she might actually have real feelings for her friend till that bitch showed up. She couldn't tell if it was a good thing or bad thing not sharing her feelings but watching the girl kiss Raven and seeing Raven react a little late but still kissing her back she knew she snapped. Probably good for now because she felt like a complete ass for everything going down like that with Lincoln there. He hadn't said much after she tossed the drink in Ravens face and she was pretty sure he heard what she had to say.

"Who had you hot and wet first." Octavia cursed herself putting her head down in her hands ughhh could she be that ridiculous.

Seeing Raven's face of shock and pissed off or maybe even hurt at the same time for the action killed her. She was being stupid she knew it but watching the girl get felt up all night and living it up with no care in the world. She knew she had no right to be jealous she even remembers her small fight with Clarke over how they were dancing. Biting her lip she though once again back to the dance the way Raven got low making sure they were in the same rhythm as they were grinding on each other almost like they were one person. She could feel there was no room between them because she could feel Ravens chest pressed into her back and the feeling of her hips that Octavia had got her hands on and how she felt Raven slide her hands across the bottom hem of her dress. Feeling her fingers play lightly across her thighs had Octavia immediately heading for a cold shower. She needed to talk to Clarke like right away.

Raven had sat on Clarke's bed for a good amount of time after she heard Clarke get into the shower. She couldn't get past what Clarke had said and what it might mean.

"Think about how Octavia might feel." Raven mumbled to herself.

She didn't understand why that mattered. Like as a friend she would always respect Octavia they all have known each other since they were little, and even after Raven came out as bisexual Octavia was her number one supporter. Shit even when Clarke came out Octavia was the most excited person ever to have to of her best friends being so fluid even though she claimed a million times she was straight. Maybe that was it. Maybe Octavia wasn't so straight after all but what did that have anything to do with herself. Raven knew her personal feelings herself she thought Octavia was gorgeous she even grew up with a crush on the girl. She might even be how Raven truly knew she liked girls because she couldn't keep her eyes off one of her best friends. She knew better then to approach it though and after coming out her confidence had boomed and she just owned who she was. She had always told them confidence is a girl's best friend and it was the truth, she had no problem getting women or a girlfriend with the kind of swag she had. They all had been out on dates even double dates and nothing had ever happened like this before. They've all seen their ups and downs with women and men but why now. Why the change. Why did she get hit with a drink in the face last night.

"Who had you hot and wet first" Raven laughed at Octavia's words as she was gathering her stuff in the living room. She needed to find something to put on that wasn't so nasty feeling. She could have waited for Clarke to shower and then hop it but Clarke was taking about a year in the shower and by then she was sure all the hot water was tapped out.

"Clarke I need a shirt." Raven acted like Clarke could actually hear her as she was standing in just shorts and her bra in the middle of the living room. She spotted the coffee pot and just about moaned at the thought of it and now that she found coffee she knew she also could use some food. Digging through Clarke's kitchen realizing the girl didn't have coffee nor did she have any food. She really needed to do some damn shopping. Giving up on her scavenger hunt she just told herself she would grab a hot shower at her apartment and then go to the coffee shop.

Hearing the door handle shake and then click Raven froze. No one had knocked or yelled so Raven was praying on her life it wasn't Clarke's mom. Abby had always thought her and Clarke had a thing going on and Raven standing in just lengthy shorts and a sports bra probably wouldn't look so hot or convincing on the fact that they really were just friends. Looking around not being able to spot a shirt that wasn't soaked in alcohol or the fact that Clarke had actually picked up her apartment left Raven pretty screwed at putting something on quick enough.

"Clarrkkk…" Octavia paused mid sentence and mid walk into the apartment seeing Raven standing in almost nothing in the middle of Clarke's living room. She felt her heart skip a beat. Raven was standing in longer shorts that rode down low on her hips. You could see the tattoo that weaved it's way up her body on her side and over her shoulder. Biting her lips she checked out just how toned Raven's abs were. They had all worked out and they all had pretty much been naked together but walking in on Raven looking partially a hot mess and half dressed had Octavia on edge. She now knew what it felt like to be touched by the girl and she was itching to feel it again.

"Clarke is in the shower." She heard Raven speak breaking her from the fact that she was intently giving Raven and look over.

Raven had watched the way Octavia checked her out. She could almost guarantee she seen desire in the girls eyes and when she bit her lips it made Raven a little weak in the knees. Maybe this was why they were having issues being friends, the sexual tension flowing off herself could be the reason Octavia felt weird or maybe they both were feeling it and Octavia was trying to avoid it. Noticing Octavia still hadn't moved or said anything she decided to lighten the mode.

"You can stop staring I already know I look good." Raven cocked an eyebrow her friend.

"Pshhh I am not staring." Octavia finally walked in shutting the door behind her she leaned back against it telling herself to calm down.

"Well you know I would put a shirt on but the only one I had kind of got ruined last night." Raven decided they should just get this over with now.

"Ehhhh yeah can I just say I am sorry about that." Octavia tried to pull half of a smile but she could tell that wasn't going to work with Raven at the moment.

"Sorry that is all you have to say to last night Octavia? Can you just be upfront in what the hell has been going on with you. It's been like two weeks and you refuse to even call me back or hang out with me. Did I do something wrong." Raven pretty much pleaded for something.

"Raven I…. I just can't talk about this right this second but it's not you it's me I swear." Octavia knew that was a shitty way of explaining it but it was all she could think of so being unlike herself she dodged everything and went stomping past Raven into Clarke's bedroom shutting the door behind her.

Raven left after watching Octavia storm off into Clarke's bedroom. She figured it was there turn to have some girl talk and she made note that Clarke was obviously getting both sides to whatever was going on. Headed back to her apartment she did a quick shower and changed and decided it was time to hit up the coffee shop to grab some food and relax a little. She had a headache but the coffee was proving to help some. Still thinking of Octavia from last night to this morning she couldn't help but shake the fact that she was missing something. Hearing someone sit down in front of her she turned pulling herself back to reality.

"Hey you." Elliot smiled at her.

"Heyyyy Eli." Raven leaned forward smiling back. She hadn't seen the girl since there second date. They had both been busy but it was still a bad excuse for even not texting the girl back.

"Haven't seen you around in awhile." Elliot's tone sounded a little sad.

"I know I'm sorry I just have been busy lately. Would you like to join me for some coffee." Raven suggested in hopes to cheer the girl up.

"Of course and how about you tell me what you have been up the last week or two." Elliot agreed and seemed to cheer up to the offer. The girl was cute and her smile was to die for Raven couldn't help but smile back. They both got some coffee and Raven order food totally engrossed in the conversation she never seen Octavia enter the coffee shop.

Octavia had left Clarke's after her little raging fit and running into Raven so early threw her off. She hadn't been expecting to see her so soon and let alone half naked. Clarke was right she needed to talk to Raven but she just didn't know what to say or how to approach it. On her way back to her apartment she decided to go with coffee and food before a workout. Probably wasn't smart but the alcohol still rolling around in her stomach was killing her.

Stepping into the shop it smelled amazing. Everyone knew Octavia had a thing for food and coffee was her weakness. How she stayed so fit even blew her own mind. Turning around to hear a familiar laugh she spotted Raven sitting at a table drinking coffee laughing at her phone. Maybe now was the time to talk to the girl. Knowing her coffee would be coming up soon she headed over to the table.

"Raven." is all that Octavia could manage as she was now standing in front of the table.

"Uhhhh Octavia…." Raven was stunned. In her mind she was thinking ohhh shit but she couldn't stop what was about to happen.

Octavia looked around the table now noticing there was a setting for two. Looking back at Raven she knew she had made a mistake at walking over when she felt someone behind her slip into the seat.

"Hey is this your friend." Elliot sat back down motioning to Octavia.

"Uhhhh yeah yeah… Elliot this is Octavia… Octavia this is Elliott." Raven stuttered out.

Octavia turned to see the cute little redhead in glasses. She was currently wearing a sundress that brought out the color of her hazel eyes and she had a smile to die for. She didn't seem like Raven's usual type but who was she to judge. Looking back and forth between the two and then settling her eyes back on Raven her feelings must have been see through, because she saw Raven open her mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"Do you want to join us." Octavia heard Elliot ask.

"Ohhhh no no thank you though. I was just ummm stopping by to say hi to Raven that is all." Octavia gave a genuine smile at the girl before turning to Raven and shaking her head a little as she walked off.

"Is she okay? Elliot asked Raven.

"Honestly I don't know." Raven looked at Elliot before scanning the room again to see if she could see Octavia. She couldn't see or hear her anywhere so she made the assumption she had just walked out and headed to her apartment it was only like a block away.

"I'm really sorry Elliot can I get a rain check I am going to go and check on her." Raven started to stand up hoping it was going to be okay.

"No worries, text me later maybe will go out." Elliot smiled as she got up and hugged Raven and she was on her way.

Raven dropped some money on the table and took off in the direction of Octavia's house. She was hoping that is where the girl went but she hadn't seen Octavia's car leaving nor did she see the girl even walk out. Two stepping the stairs she pretty sprinted and was slightly out of breath she knocked on the door.

"Who is it?" She heard Octavia yell through the door. Raven decided to not talk knowing she might not get a come on it vibe from the girl. Hearing the door unlock and swing open she stood back looking her friend straight in the eyes.

"Can I come in?" Raven spoke with no emotions.

"Ummm are you alone?" Octavia stepped out a little looking around. "What happened to your date?" Octavia asked with no intention of letting them both in.

"It wasn't a date we randomly ran into each other but I left her at the coffee shop." Raven stepped forward almost forcing Octavia to step back and let her in.

"What do you want Raven." Octavia made her way back to the kitchen pouring a glass of wine.

"Isn't it a little early for that." Raven asked gesturing toward the bottle.

"No for the first time ever I actually have a hangover and I'm nursing it." Octavia answered. "What are you here for Raven?" Octavia looked up at her with a serious tone.

"I want to know what the hell is going on?" Raven let her emotions get the best of her almost yelling the words out.

"Nothing is going on Raven." Octavia pushed back every feeling she had in the world at the moment.

"I can't believe you Octavia. Do you really not remember last night? Do you not realize that you tossed a drink in my face in the middle of a crowded bar and repeated some very straight forward words at me." Raven stepped closer now trying to push Octavia to give her something.

"Grrrrr…..Raven you just won't get it." Octavia threw her head back and pretty much stomped in frustration against the counter.

"Were you jealous?" Raven spit out the question before thinking.

Octavia snapped her head back looking dead into Ravens eyes trying to read her. She hadn't been expecting the question she also hadn't noticed how close Raven had got to her. Some how she had made it to the other side of the counter where she was standing. They were only about a foot apart from each other now and she felt her dig her nails into the counter as she looked Raven up and down again for probably the fourth time today.

"Are you checking me out?" Raven got a little bold watching Octavia's eyes travel down her body once again.

"What… no…. I… ughhh" Octavia couldn't speak. Raven was too close to her for her own mind to work. She could just feel the heat burning in her body to just step forward. She couldn't do this just now not yet so she side stepped Raven to get out of the way.

"Raven I am straight and you know this and I have been seeing Lincoln." Octavia spoke now leaning with her back on the door this time across from Raven.

"I know both of these things Octavia I always have, but that is not what I am asking you." Raven followed Octavia but didn't actually move she wanted to step forward but she had a feeling it wouldn't be a smart move at the moment.

"Raven I…" Octavia closed her eyes she couldn't say it. She wanted to but she just couldn't spit the words out that she actually was feeling something for her. She was afraid she didn't want to hurt Raven if it ended up just being a crush or something. She had heard and seen Raven go through the straight girl phase a few times and it hurt a little more each time.

"Octavia" Raven stepped closer to Octavia leaning one hand against the door letting Octavia feel her presence.

"Raven" Octavia whispered."I need you to just leave me alone." Octavia said with the worst tone she has ever come out of her. She felt Raven to close to her body. She could feel the weight of Ravens hand on the door next to her head. With her eyes still closed she knew they were probably less than inches apart now and she wanted to act on instinct and just kiss the girl standing in front of her.

Staring at Octavia with her eyes closed and her head tipped back as she leaned against the wall it had been awhile since she was this close to admire the girl's face and just how gorgeous she was. Scanning down her body taking her time watching Octavia try to keep a steady rhythm with her breathing Raven had a feeling she knew exactly what was going on now but she was going to have to wait it out a little till Octavia would really talk to her.

"Open your eyes Octavia." Raven said with a low voice. She watched Octavia tip her head and peek open her eyes. She watched Octavia's eyes go dark with the close proximity.

"I'll do whatever you want." Raven pushed up off the door following the brunettes demand to leave her alone. "I hope you know that the front you're putting up is starting to break." Raven smiled as she turned hearing Octavia let out a breath.

Octavia watched Raven grab her bag and head for the door. She almost outed herself or maybe she already had with the vibes and reactions Raven was getting out of her. She mentioned a front and that almost meant she was becoming see through with her emotions. Ughhh she was way too close for comfort. She really needed to learn some self control or just spit out what she was feeling, but Raven seem to understand and was willing to be patient she thinks she doesn't know. Watching her open the door Raven stopped and stepped back.

"SHIT" Octavia mumbled did she change her mind on leaving.

"Lincoln it's nice to see you again. I was just on my way out." Raven looked back at Octavia with an odd look. She had no idea what it meant of what she was thinking.

"Hey babe sorry for the unannounced visit I figured you needed a pick me up after last night." Lincoln walked in the apartment with his hands full of food and drinks.

"See you soon O." Raven tipped her head at Octavia and turned to shut the door.

"I'm sooo screwed." Octavia mumbled to herself and she smiled at Lincoln.

Raven took off down the street heading back to apartment. It was time to actually head home and do some thinking herself. She wasn't sure how she should approach the situation if it ever even got talked about.

Buzzz…. Buzzzz…

Raven looked down at her phone seeing it was Elliot.

Elliot: Hey long time no talk lol you want to watch a movie or something?

Raven stared at the message, reading it a few times.

Raven: Sure come on over in let's say ehhhhh about an hourish. I should be home and cleaned up by then.

Raven figured there was no harm in a hang out or a movie because she did just leave Octavias with Lincoln walking in and who knows what would be going down between them two.

Elliot: No need to get cleaned up I kind of like you dirty. ;)

Raven laughed at the message. She knew there was a reason she liked the girl, but even then after planning some kind of date she still couldn't help but think about Octavia and she made the walk home.

A/N Okay everyone, I want to make it clear I do NOT hate Lincoln. I love him deeply but in this story it's all about Octavia and Raven. I also am keeping Elliot around for now even as just a friend on Raven's side. Let's just say some fun, actions and feelings might be coming out in the next chapter or two. Thanks for reading! xoxoxo