Hello there! kinda wondering if I should continue this story because I'm not sure you guys read it or like it.

Also I'm getting close to the part where the real story starts. I mean long chapters you know ;)

Anyway, let me know.


10/15/2010.

My little boy is seven. I'm emotional about it. It was a wonderful day. We spent the morning at the stables, and he went riding with me. I need to let you know, I can't believe I've been avoiding riding for so long. Thank you to the universe, because I see the light. It was a unique experience. I think Henry enjoyed it a lot; he was smiling the whole time.

We spent at least two hours riding; I can still hear his giggles and his laugh. I think he is a happy kid. His hair is so long, he needs a haircut. The horse's name was Phillip, he was majestic. Henry clapped his hands the entire time. I gave him a new video game too, Beyond Two Souls? Do you know about it? Henry told me a little. This video game is about a girl called Jodie Holmes (that's represented by Ellen Page, you know the actress, I'm sure) well anyway, she shares her life with an entity called Aiden, that apparently is her dead brother. His soul is glued to his sister, because they're twins. I mean, what is my kid playing?! Also is this too mature? I don't know, he is happy. This is actually fun. I can't believe I'm saying this.

He was so thrilled with his new video game, but let me tell you about the ride. I think he loves to ride, like me. I know it was his first time, but if you could see the joy on his face. I'm such a cheesy mother. After the ride we went to the beach.

The weather was enjoyable and the wind incessant, but nice. He is a total runner, at least on the beach. Luke went with us; they both had an amazing time. And eventually I joined, though I fell to the sand multiple times. It felt so good, the sand running through my fingers, the ocean at our feet. I missed this feeling of freedom, of peace. I don't think I'm cured. I think I have a hell of a road ahead, but right now I'm happy.

I bought him a big cake, his favorite flavor, Red Velvet. I'm not so fond of red velvet, I prefer Key Lime myself. I gave Granny a piece of the cake, she is a nice woman. Also to Shane and Katherine, I think they deserve a little bit of sugar in their lives.

The day isn't over yet and Henry wants me to be with him while playing his new video game. I have to say, I'm intrigued by this game and maybe excited.

P.S: I'm curious. I love to read and I absolutely love constellations, weird, hmm? My favorite is Cassiopeia. I hope you're okay. Thank you for reading, again.

P.S 2: I totally forgot, there's someone new in town. A woman. I don't know her, yet.

Love, Emma.