A/N Hey everyone sorry for the delay I landed myself in the hospital due to my kidneys but I am back out and on recovery mode so I can start writing again. I hope you all are still around to read. This chapter is a little bit of a filler chapter along with some emotions and some understanding between the two. Thanks for all the support. xoxoxo
Raven was still laughing along with Octavia as they walked through the parking lot headed towards Octavia's car. She was still holding on the brunette's hand as well because Octavia hadn't tried to let go she didn't either. She was shocked at the events that just happened especially because Octavia had kissed her in front of a whole entire bar of people she knew and had to see like every day for the next year. It wasn't expected but she wasn't complaining either she just hoped it wasn't for show due to the other girls wanting her attention.
"Soooo" Raven bit her lip breaking the silence between the two of them minus the laughing.
"Sooo I guess that wasn't expected was it?" Octavia watched Raven from the corner of her eye try to hide her smile.
"No it wasn't but I am not complaining." Raven swung their hands in the air hoping to keep the conversation light.
"Well I am glad that you're not complaining or that might have been a big mess in there." Octavia looked at their hands as Raven was enjoying the mood.
"Well I mean you did just save me from a pack of hungry wolves." Raven laughed thinking about Octavia's teammates.
"Yeah you know I don't even think I was prepared for how blunt they all seemed to be with you." Octavia shook her head thinking about it.
"Well I mean I get why because look at me." Raven smirked seeing Octavia glare at her.
"Don't let it go to your head it's big enough as is." Octavia watched Raven think it over.
"My head is not big." Raven scrunched her face up.
"Has anyone ever told you that you can sing?" Octavia let go of Raven's hand to find her keys.
"Nope because I usually don't sing unless I'm joking around." Raven locked her hands together missing the feeling of Octavia's already.
"So you were just joking with me in there." Octavia knew Raven wasn't but she couldn't help but give the girl some shit.
"That's a loaded question and I am not sure you can handle the answer." Raven smirked trying to challenge Octavia.
"Really now?" Octavia knew exactly what Raven was doing so she pulled her keys out stepping forward face to face with Raven.
"Uh huh." Raven could feel her hands itching to touch Octavia. She had stepped completely into her bubble and it was becoming harder to resist her especially after the kiss.
"What's the answer." Octavia stared into Raven's eyes waiting for her to say something.
"We can do it anywhere." Raven whispered apart of the song running her tongue across her lips seeing Octavia bite her lip as she thought over the answer.
"Get in the car Raven." Octavia broke the eye contact trying to catch her breath when she felt Raven reach around her for the door handle pressing up against her back.
"Let me help you with that." Raven smiled knowing she had just gotten to Octavia along with killing her own frustration.
"Raven." Octavia pushed the door closed turning around. Raven had just gotten to her and she wasn't sure why she didn't just end it but now having Raven's hand on the car and her body slightly pushed up against her. Octavia had to put her hands against Raven trying to keep distance between the two of them.
"What Octavia?" Raven could feel the heat coming off both of them as she stepped even closer to the brunette who was now pushed up against the car. Octavia's hands pushing against made her made her want to groan at the touch because it had been so long feeling her.
"You're pushing buttons and you know it." Octavia spit the truth out watching Raven look down to her lips and back to her eyes. She swore Raven was trying to smother her with her presence being so close. She could now feel them pretty much flush with the car and there bodies except for Octavia's hands still trying to hold some ground on the situation.
"It's just…. I'm sorry." Raven stopped herself from leaning in. She wanted to tell Octavia how much she missed her and how hard it's been sleeping without her but she didn't want to push her luck. She wasn't even sure if Octavia was ready for the conversation. Pushing off the car she put space between her and Octavia letting them both breath.
"Don't." Octavia shook her head feeling Raven give them space and no matter what her brain was screaming at her at the moment it was only her heart she was hearing. She grabbed the front of Raven's shirt pulling her back so they face to face again. Looking down at Raven's lips she lost her sense of control again and pulled her in crashing their lips together. She moaned immediately when she felt Raven's hands slid down to grip her hips pushing them both harder into the car. Her world was spinning feeling Raven's hands roam her body tugging up on her shirt sliding her fingertips across her stomach and jean line. She wasn't even sure if she had control of her own body still grasping onto Raven's shirt keeping her close she felt Raven nip at her bottom lip asking permission to deepen the kiss as she felt Raven slide her thigh between hers pulling her down hard she heard herself gasp at the sudden friction between her legs before Raven took advantage of it kissing her deep taking her breath away and she then felt Raven slow down as they both let their tongues do the talking. It was a sudden change of pace feeling Raven draw out the kiss like they'd never kissed before feeling her grind her hips slowly into her Octavia heard Raven groan out like she torturing herself as well.
"Octavia." Raven broke the kiss placing slow burning ones across the brunette's jaw feeling her tip her head while finally loosening her grip on her shirt she felt Octavia's hands slide down her back and back up breathing heavy as Raven let her lips nip and suck as she grinded into Octavia again feeling her dig her nails in pulling on her.
"I've missed you." Raven whispered in Octavia's ear feeling the girl shake her head in agreement.
"I've missed you too." Octavia pulled Raven back kissing her again. She felt the tears start to slide down her cheeks she didn't want to cry but she couldn't stop herself. Her mind hadn't let go of what Raven had said to her and what had happened between them but her heart was dying for Raven. She needed her back she needed this feeling again.
"Why are you crying please don't cry." Raven brought her hands up to cup Octavia's face seeing the girl start to cry broke her heart. She didn't know what she did wrong.
"I can't help it." Octavia shook her head trying to pull herself together as Raven wiped her tears.
"Did I do something wrong. I didn't mean to push you." Octavia heard Raven panic for a second so she kissed her again silencing her till she could talk.
"You didn't do anything wrong Raven. It's just this, it's us and what I feel with you I don't understand." Octavia bit her lip taking a deep breath getting a grip on herself.
"What do I need to do to make you understand it Octavia." Raven bent down a little trying to catch Octavia's eyes.
"I've never been the emotional wreck of a person but with you I lose my head and my world just spins and I don't know how to control anything and control is what I do." Octavia laughed at herself wiping her own tears again seeing Raven standing in front of her unsure of what to do.
"I can't tell if that is a good thing or a bad thing." Raven couldn't tell if she was about to get shut down or if she was going to get kissed again. Octavia's words were scary there didn't seem to be a grey area at all.
"You hurt me Raven and I haven't let that happen in a long time." Octavia watched Raven's face drown in emotions. She could see the pain written in her face and she could tell she had been blaming everything on herself.
"I don't want you to hurt and I don't want to hurt you or be the reason you are hurting." Raven grabbed Octavia's hands kissing them before letting them go again. She had a feeling this might be the end and she wasn't sure if she should just walk away now without hearing what Octavia had to say or to just shut up and listen.
Octavia wasn't lost in her own mind. She could tell they both were struggling at the moment and seeing Raven hold back her own tears was making her want to cry again. She hated being so emotional she had always been that strong independent person and now she was standing in a parking lot crying because of a horrible fight they had.
"You are not the only one to blame Raven." Octavia reached out and grabbed the brunette's hand.
"I was so cold to you though Octavia. Like I know we both said harsh things but I crossed a line that night in the bar and maybe it's because I was so hurt of your opinion of me." Raven shuffled her feet a little thinking about it.
"What you said cut me down to the core Raven. What you said to Clarke hurt her just as bad. I don't know what got into you that night but I know deep down that isn't you." Octavia watched Raven blink back her own tears.
"I was hurt. I felt like my heart got ripped out again like it did back in the day with Finn. Your opinion matters to me Octavia. What you think of me matters. The fact that you think I go home with every woman that wants me that I let every person possible touch me just killed me." Raven turned around trying to control her emotions.
"Look at me." Octavia reach other touching Raven's shoulder.
"I was wrong I won't deny that. I shouldn't have said the things I said to you or to Clarke, but I don't want to lose this wither Octavia. I want you in my life even if that means we have to just be friends." Raven finally turned around hoping she found some composure.
"Is that what you want Raven is to be my friend?" Octavia wasn't sure how to feel about the word.
"I want to be able to look at you and see you smile again. I want to be able to wash away that look of fear and uncertainty when you see me. I want to see that light shine in your eyes and the smile tug on your lips when I crack a joke. I want so many things with you Octavia but the one thing I need is for you to trust me." Raven picked up Octavia's hands squeezing them tight hoping she was getting somewhere with her confession.
"Raven I was trying. I was trying probably in a shitty way of push and pull with you when it comes to trusting, but what you did with Echo and turning your back on me trust isn't going to come easy even though deep down I know you." Octavia pulled Raven in a little closer so she could make sure Raven was understanding.
"Can we just try again. I don't mean like go back to where we were but can we at least start as friends again. I know Clarke wants us to be able to get along and I know there is a lot to resolve but I do miss being able to hang out with everyone." Raven knew it was true but she wasn't sure how to be just friends with Octavia but she would try because she had done it for so long before.
"Raven we will always be friends as for getting back what we had you obviously know I still feel things for you because this conversation wouldn't be happening right now if it I didn't. I just can't tell you where or if it will go so where just yet." Octavia was honest she didn't know where they would end up but she knew she wanted Raven in her life.
"I can handle that. I just miss being near you and I miss seeing you smile at me." Raven slid her fingers under the brunette's chin lifting it up to look at her.
"I miss being near you too." Octavia smiled trying to hold back her tears again.
"Do you want to leave now?" Raven laughed a little noticing they were still standing alone in the parking lot.
"Yeah sure let's go." Octavia pushed herself up off the car trying to pull herself together when she felt Raven wrap her arms around her and hug her tight.
"Thank you for at least listening to me." Raven knew she had never been this sensitive to things but for some reason hurting Octavia was something that broke through her shell and she never wanted to feel the way she had been after knowing what she did to the girl.
"Thank you for not being such a dick anymore." Octavia hugged her back feeling her laugh.
"I will try my hardest to never be a dick to you or Clarke every again. You two are my best friend it was like hell not having you around." Raven pulled away before opening the door for Octavia.
"I wouldn't put me on the same level of friendship with Clarke unless you plan on sleeping with her too." Octavia smirked seeing Raven's face go blank.
"I only have the hots for one of my friends trust me she's more then enough woman for me." Raven winked shutting the door on Octavia before getting in the passenger side.
Octavia debated on where to go. She wasn't sure if she should be dropping Raven off at her apartment or bringing her back to her place or if they should be driving to Raven's place. Nothing was close to being perfect with them but they were at least on even ground now due to the fact that they had spoke some about what happened and she knew Raven was truly sorry for the things that she had said. It was given that she had been suffering over the situation just as much as herself but maybe in a different way. Octavia bit her lip and turned her blinker on heading for her apartment. She could feel Raven's gaze on her all of sudden wondering exactly what was happening or where they were going.
"If you are going to kill me and dump my body?" Raven spoke up looking at Octavia wondering why they were not heading to her apartment.
"No I am going home." Octavia bit her lip wondering what the next question was going to be.
"Home as in your apartment?" Raven knew it was a stupid question but she still had to ask.
"Duh where else would my home be?" Octavia glanced at her and smiled.
"What about my home unless I'm sleeping in the car or walking home which I don't mind doing." Raven was confused on what Octavia wanted her to say.
"I figured you stayed the night before it wouldn't hurt having the company again. Plus I'm beat." Octavia looked at Raven for any kind of expression.
"Okay your couch is actually more comfortable than some would think." Raven hide her happiness because she was actually thrilled Octavia was going to let her stay with her again.
"I've passed out on it enough the last week to have to agree with you, but then again I have great taste." Octavia knew Raven would catch her words as they pulled up to her apartment.
"Why have you been sleeping on your couch." Raven was curious.
"Just with everything going on with this person following us and it's hard to sleep alone sometimes." Octavia wanted to say it was hard to sleep alone without her but she didn't want to seem that desperate.
"I haven't slept at all since that night. It's difficult sleeping by yourself when you are use to someone being in bed next to you." Raven had a feeling it's what Octavia wanted to say but she just didn't get it out. Watching the girl smile while unlocking the locks on her door kind of confirmed it too.
"Do you want a beer." Octavia tossed her stuff down on the table heading towards the fridge.
"No thanks I've had enough for the night." Raven told herself she wouldn't drink like she was before so she had been cutting herself off with a limit.
"Are you okay?" Octavia was a little shocked at the turn down for a beer.
"Yeah I just had a rough couple of days this week and I put myself on a limit for now." Raven was honest smiling at Octavia.
"I heard about that." Octavia wasn't sure if it was something Raven wanted to talk about.
"It was stupid but let's just say Clarke whipped my ass into shape." Raven smiled at Octavia while taking off her shoes getting comfortable on the couch.
Octavia sat on her chair eyeballing the brunette on her couch. She had to admit she could see why the girls on her team were all over her tonight. Raven looked good and she knew it wasn't just the alcohol in her system making her check her out.
"You're staring." Raven smirked seeing Octavia check her out.
"Why did you get all fancy tonight?" Octavia was curious if she dressed up for a reason.
"This isn't fancy." Raven tugged on her clothes.
"Mmm for a university soccer game it is. You look like you are about to hit the club." Octavia bit her lip thinking about it.
"Maybe I like looking good." Raven raised an eyebrow.
"You look good no matter what you do." Octavia blurted it out before she thought about it.
"Ohhh really now?" Raven could feel herself blush just a little.
"Mmhmm." Octavia rolled her eyes knowing it went straight to the brunettes head.
"I was hoping you approved of me tonight." Raven admitted it. She purposely made sure she looked a little above normal hoping to catch Octavia's attention.
"So all that is for me?" Octavia eyed her again.
"I mean if you want it." Raven smirked again seeing Octavia check her out.
"Well your game worked because I noticed." Octavia winked before standing up to put her empty beer bottle away before heading into her bedroom.
Raven watched Octavia get up putting her bottle away before heading to her bedroom. Her bedroom door was open and Raven couldn't help but watch Octavia pull her shirt off exposing the muscles down her back. She had a feeling the brunette was purposely teasing her and it was working but she knew better than to act on it. Hearing her walk back towards the door she turned her head like she hadn't been staring.
"Do you need some clothes or anything?" Octavia said standing in the doorway not just in a tank top and boyshorts. She didn't care to cover anything because Raven had seen it all anyways.
"Umm a pair of shorts would be nice." Raven got up off the couch unzipping her pants to pull them off while Octavia grabbed her some clothes.
"Come here." Raven heard Octavia yell from her bedroom so she headed that way.
"These should do." Octavia pulled a pair of Raven's basketball shorts of out of drawer that she managed to steal one night at her house.
"Where did you get these." Raven slipped them on noticing right away they were hers.
"Ohhh I don't know your house one night." Octavia laughed climbing into bed.
"Thank you." Raven smiled turning around to walk towards the door.
"Come here." Octavia wasn't sure if it was going to be a mistake letting Raven sleep in the bed with her but she figured they both knew how to be adults.
"What?" Raven was confused standing in the doorway.
"Come on, there is enough room for you in my bed as well." Octavia patted the bed smiling.
"Are you sure?" Raven stepped into the bedroom double checking.
"Yes I am sure come on." Octavia laughed seeing how cautious Raven was being.
Raven climbed into the bed next to Octavia laying flat on her back she wanted so badly to cuddle the brunette next to her but she decided being this close was as good as it was going to get and she was more than happy with that.
"Good night Raven." Octavia whispered hearing her breathing finally steady out next to her.
"Sweet dreams Octavia." Raven let her eyes clothes feeling the warmth of the girls body next to her.
Raven had woken early to the sun shining in her eyes. Stretching she felt something heavy on her chest. Peeking an eye open she froze seeing some how Octavia had made her way across the bed and was not wrapped around her head on her chest and arm stretched across her stomach. Smiling to herself she stared at the brunette sleeping. She seemed relaxed and happy. It had been the first night she had actually slept decent too and maybe it was just being in the bed with Octavia or maybe they had cuddled up sooner than what she knew. Brushing her hair back she felt Octavia stir she didn't want to wake her up but she also didn't want to keep her hands off her. She could feel Octavia's fingers grip her side instinctively as they both shifted. She wasn't sure how awake Octavia was but she had to bite back her own groan feeling Octavia's hands start to roam her body as she inched her way up till her face was buried into the crook of her neck.
"Mmmm" Octavia mumbled letting herself melt back down into Raven.
"O you should wake up." Raven kind of shook her because the skin on skin contact was lighting a fire in her she wasn't going to be able to control much longer.
"Raven shut up." Octavia murmured it into the brunette's ear making her shiver.
Raven rolled her eyes laying still again. She could feel Octavia finger tips drawing small circles across her stomach before gripping her hip. She could pretty much hear Octavia's approval every time she sucked in a breath or her abs tightened to the touch.
"You're teasing me on purpose." Raven finally whispered knowing Octavia was well aware of what she was doing.
"I was just testing your self control." Octavia laughed into Raven's neck.
"Well you are doing a damn fine job at pushing my buttons." Raven bit her lip keeping her hands to herself.
"You are doing a good job as well." Octavia patted Raven's stomach before rolling off the girl because she wasn't sure if she was going to keep her own control if she kept teasing Raven.
"That doesn't mean you had to move." Raven rolled on her side looking at Octavia who still had her eyes closed passed out on her back.
"You are not the only one who has to mind there self control." Octavia smiled knowing Raven was looking at her.
"At least we can say that will never change." Raven smirked watching Octavia peek her eyes open.
"I am assuming that smug look on your face will never change either." Octavia raised an eyebrow watching Raven think it over.
"Not when you're causing the look." Raven nudged Octavia in the bed.
"How is it so obvious to me now." Octavia looked over at Raven now.
"What?" Raven wasn't sure what she was referring too.
"The attraction between us and from you. Like I never seen it before but looking at you sometimes and feeling what I feel knowing how you are looking at me like I don't get how I missed it." Octavia leaned up on her elbow now so they were both facing each other.
"I had my ways of hiding it. I wasn't as see through then as I am now I guess." Raven shrugged not sure of why Octavia hadn't seen it sooner.
"Why did you never say anything?" Octavia was curious.
"You were my friend. You Clarke's friend. I was lucky enough just to have you two and that you both befriended me. I wasn't going to push that line knowing you were into dudes." Raven never thought in a lifetime that Octavia would have looked twice at her.
"I mean I would never deny the fact that you're hot Raven. You know I admitted that in the past but you never seemed interested even when I said it." Octavia thought it over.
"True but I mean usually we were all drunk in a bar with people when you said it. I just assumed it was the alcohol talking and you usually had some guy on you." Raven stared at Octavia wondering where all the questions were coming from.
"So us dancing never got to you?" Octavia thought of the countless of times they had danced overly friendly with each other.
"Of course it got to me but I wasn't going to admit that and make things awkward." Raven couldn't count the times where Octavia had teased her dancing to the point that she had to fake need a drink to get away from her.
"When did you realize it all?" Raven countered with a question.
"I already told you that." Octavia tried to not switch the subject to herself.
"No for real tell me again then." Raven wanted to hear her say it.
"I don't know to be honest I guess I've always noticed you but seeing you at Voss Inc that night dancing with Clarke and that freaking girl I guess my feelings busted to the top hence the drink in your face." Octavia laughed a little drawing circles on the bed between them.
"Yes that drink. You know I still can't believe you did that." Raven shook her head thinking back to that night.
"You deserved it." Octavia tried to defend herself still.
"I did not. You were being hot and cold with me for a few days and then you randomly toss a drink in my face when a girl kisses me." Raven slid her hand over Octavia's letting her fingers play across her knuckles.
"Okay maybe you didn't deserve the drink but kissing the girl in front of me was a slap in the face." Octavia rolled her eyes.
"You were with Lincoln. How do you think I felt seeing you check me out while dancing with him." Raven tapped Octavia's hand.
"I didn't know what to do with myself. I wanted you and I had thought about it and had dreams about it and the alcohol. You had me all messed up." Octavia babbled it all together.
"Ohhh really now. I had you all messed up huh?" Raven bit her lip sliding her hand under Octavia's lacing their fingers together.
"Yes I will admit it I was all over the place because of you." Octavia met Raven's eyes seeing the girls shine with humor.
"Well I'm not complaining. You can throw a drink in my face every night if it means you are crazy about me." Raven winked at Octavia watching the girl blush.
"I don't think I need the drink anymore." Octavia bit her lip looking down at Raven's. She wanted to lean forward and kiss the girl so bad but they were in her bed and half dressed and she knew exactly where they would end up and she wasn't sure if they should take that step just yet.
"What are you thinking?" Raven watched Octavia look her over but she hadn't said anything.
"I want to kiss you." Octavia blurted it out.
"Then why don't you kiss me?" Raven asked looking at Octavia lips then back to her eyes.
"Because were in bed and half dressed and I don't trust it just being a kiss between us." Octavia smiled seeing Raven think it over.
"Good point but I want to kiss you too." Raven leaned forward brushing her lips slightly across Octavia's feeling the girl grip her hand a little tighter.
"See just a kiss." Raven said pulling back seeing Octavia's eyes were still closed.
"Just a kiss that was like a tease of a kiss." Octavia couldn't help but laugh at Raven for what she said.
"Well you were worried it would go farther so I granted your wish." Raven raised an eyebrow up at Octavia waiting to see her answer.
"Good point." Octavia used Raven's words against her and leaned in capturing the brunette's lips. She felt the heat spread over her body hearing Raven hum into the kiss. It was passionate and slow. They were both savoring every second of it allowing there lips to graze each others nipping sucking tasting each other like it was the first time kissing. Octavia finally pulled back realizing they both had pretty much kissed the breath out of each other.
"That's just a kiss." Octavia bit her lip seeing Raven open her eyes like she was still dazed.
"Mmhmm I'm going to need a very cold shower now thank you very much." Raven opened her eyes seeing Octavia looking completely smug so she used all her self control and rolled over off the bed.
"Where are you going?" Octavia watched Raven get out of her bed not hiding the fact that she was in just shorts and a bra.
"I am following your wishes and letting it be just a kiss, for now." Raven pulled her hair up watching Octavia throw herself back on the bed.
Octavia wanted to smile at the fact that once again it wasn't Raven pushing anything on them. It had always been her with the self control and even though Octavia was dying to feel the girls hands on her she knew them taking everything slow for right now was smart. They both needed to learn how to trust each other and not because of other women or men in their lives but for the simple fact of communication and feelings. Especially if they wanted this to work.
"You are so much better at this than me." Octavia shook her head climbing out of the bed.
"It has nothing to do with me not wanting you. Trust me I'd love to throw you back on the bed and rip your clothes off and have my way with you." Raven watched Octavia's jaw drop at her words.
"You just had to go there." Octavia closed her eyes walking into her bathroom.
'You asked for it." Raven laughed pulling on a hoodie she took out of Octavia's closet figuring she would just give it back to her later.
"Stealing my clothes?" Octavia stood in her bathroom doorway brushing her teeth.
"You can take it off me later." Raven winked purposely teasing Octavia now.
"Seriously Raven we both can push buttons but were not in my bed having sex at the moment due to us starting over remember." Octavia air quoted starting over.
"I know but it doesn't stop my mind from." Raven heard Octavia shut the bathroom door causing her to bust up laughing.
Raven made her way into the living room gather everything she had with her from last night. She couldn't help but smile thinking of last night and this morning. She was thankful Octavia hadn't thrown her ass to the curb and she planned on showing the girl she didn't have any reason to doubt her or not trust her with anything. Checking her pockets for her phone she couldn't seem to figure out where she left it so she started looking around Octavia's apartment knowing she didn't really go to many places so she headed back into the bedroom seeing Octavia standing with her phone in her hand.
"Looks like you were missed." Octavia tipped her head to the side tossing Raven's phone to her. She didn't purposely look at the phone but once it started to flash and vibrate she figured she'd at least give it to Raven just in case it was important and of course it wasn't.
"By you I hope." Raven smiled not sure what the comment was about till she turned her phone over seeing that she had 2 missed calls from Echo and three text from the girl as well.
"Maybe by me but most definitely by Echo." Octavia bit her tongue knowing Raven just stayed the night with her and the feelings they shared told her not to let it get to her.
"Let's see what she wants." Raven knew she needed to prove a point so she unlocked her phone reading the text first. They were the typical how are you and what are you up too. So she hit the redial button on the phone and put it on speaker so Octavia could hear.
Octavia wasn't' sure what to say about Raven's actions. She just told herself not to overreact and she wasn't but standing in her closet changing she listened to Raven and Echo's conversation. She knew Raven put it on speaker phone for a reason. She could hear Echo get all cute and funny when she thought the phone call was actually about her till Raven bluntly admitted where she was and who she was with. Echo tone changed completely to the point where you could actually feel the venom coming through her words it made Octavia laugh. She bit her lip hearing Echo ask Raven out for dinner later on and she waited listening for the response. It made her smile hearing Raven say she was hoping to plan something with her tonight and that maybe they could just catch coffee or something. Octavia didn't even like the thought of coffee but she couldn't pick and choose who Raven decided to hang out with even if she wanted to punch the girl in the face. Hearing Raven end the phone call she headed back into her bedroom.
"Settled?" Raven lifted her hand up in the air seeing Octavia smile.
"You do know that wasn't necessary right?" Octavia wanted to make sure Raven knew that wasn't something she needed to do. It was on Octavia to try and come to terms with others wanting Raven.
"I know but I figured since were taking things slow and starting over I would at least clear some air where Echo is involved." Raven stepped up to Octavia tugging up the zipper to her jacket.
"Well thank you for my sanity's sake and for her sake since she might have been on my hit list for losing some teeth." Octavia watched Raven laugh before feeling the girl lean forward putting there foreheads together.
"I don't want anyone but you." Raven whispered seeing the desire light in Octavia's eyes.
"Raven." Octavia gripped Raven's hands that were still holding the zipper to her jacket.
"Let's go. I need to shower and at least hit the gym after all that damn bar food from last night and then maybe we can plan something for later. I did kind of just blow of Echo in hopes of being able to see you tonight." Raven turned heading back into the living room grabbing her things.
Octavia stood in her bedroom for a split second thinking of what Raven had just said to her. It wasn't the first time she had heard it but the way Raven had said it this time for some reason hit her harder. Shaking it off she told herself that taking it slow was going to be harder than expected especially with how easy Raven seemed to be handling it. If they were going to be hanging out tonight it was going to need to be a group thing because Octavia was going to make sure they weren't alone for long periods of time due to the fact that her own self control my falter.
"Okay let's go so I can drop your dirty ass off at your place." Octavia laughed seeing Raven scrunch her face up.
"You do know that I just slept with you right." Raven laughed this time seeing Octavia think about it.
"I'll make sure I come home and shower as well." Octavia smiled.
"Pshhh I am not dirty thank you very much." Raven tugged on the hoodie not complaining one bit that it smelt like Octavia.
"Come on stinky." Octavia shut the door behind them laughing as Raven grabbed her hand and they headed for her car. Maybe it was going to be a little easier after all getting them back to where they were.
A/N Okay so they got some frustration out regarding there feelings now with a little fluff. Now were off to double date time with of course Voss Inc just to give them some fun along with the introduction of Finn with everyone's opinion. Please Review and thanks for all the support. xoxo