Yes, I know that I have disappeared for months. Why exactly? I had writer's block for this particular story. Cassie and I had put together ideas and stuff but we have both been busy.

I want to apologize ahead of time for that big margin below... My keyboard doesn't work correctly so it's pretty complicated to write the correct grammar and stuff.

Lastly I want to have a shout out to my most frequent reviewer Grumpy DelSan13. Thank you for all your positive reviews. They are part of the reason I stay positive with my writing.

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Caitee.

Lizzy Pov

It was past midnight and both Luna and Caitee were still not back from wherever they went. The only thing I knew was that Caitee had phased and took off in her wolf form; more likely to go after Luna. Jacob had not stopped banging his head on the wall since she had taken off.

"Okay," I told him,"That's enough banging your head off the table, Ducky." I had started calling him that ever since he had come out in those rubber ducky boxer shorts. He shot me the death look just as Caitee and Luna walked in with a gallon of pudding in each of their arms.

"Where have you two been?" I asked curiously

Luna had just one word, "Pudding!"

Of course they had went to get pudding. That's what we always get when one of us gets depressed. Caitee and Luna both gave us cheeky smiles and continued to pull spoons out of their bras. They open the lids of the pudding , taking a spoonful each, and shoving it in their mouths. They let out moans of delight.

"Want some?" Luna asked with her mouthful, I shook my head no.

"What about you, Jakey poo?" Caitee asked Jake, "You know you want some, the spoon was in my shirt," She teased, giggling at the lust that entered Jake's eyes in that moment. He continued to open his mouth and close his eyes; waiting for the spoon of pudding to hit his mouth. Caitee stood three feet away from him with a devious smile on her face, "Too bad!" She giggled and ran, "To catch the squirrel, you must become the squirrel!"

"You're a wolf, genius, not a squirrel!" I yell after her, I closed my eyes and concentrated on where Caitee was, teleported, grabbed her, bringing her back to Jake's small house. In the process I grabbed her gallon of pudding, but she held onto it. Thus causing a huge explosion of pudding in the middle of the Black's kitchen.

The pudding was everywhere. On the counters, On the floor, and all over the four of us. Caitee stood there shocked at the pudding that had exploded everywhere. "My...Pudding!"

"What is going on here?!" A voice asked from behind me I turned to see the vampire named Bella entered the room, scrutinizing the mess of pudding in the room. Caitee pointed to me and I to her. Bella looked at the both of us and started laughing. Behind her stepped another vampire with the same hair as my mother, he actually looked like my mother. He was holding Nessie,"This is my husband, Edward."

"I'm Elizabeth Masen," I introduced myself, "I would shake your hand, but as seeing that I am covered in chocolate pudding." Edward stared at Caitee and I curiously as if he was searching for something. Bella ignored her husband's intense staring and speedily started cleaning up th pudding that had spilled all over the place.

"Yo, pretty boy?" Luna spoke up, "What's with the intense staring? It's rude to stare you know!" This seemed to snap him out of the trance that he had gone in.

"Sorry," He mumbled,"Would you mind showing me a picture of your mother through your thoughts?" I pictured my mother through my thoughts. Her long bronze curls, her crimson eyes, her petite figure. There was a gasp and my eyes snapped to Edward; whose mouth was hanging open, "Is her name Shayna?"

"Yes." Caitee replied for me while walking up to me and scraping chocolate pudding out of my hair.

"Did you know her?" I asked while swatting at Caitee's hands.

"Briefly," He replied, "She was my older sister." Caitee and I froze, stunned by this answer, and apparently Bella was too because she stopped cleaning. "I can see her in the both of you. Caitee, you have her eyes. Liz, you have her cheekbones. It is very subtle, but it is there."

"You're... You're..." Caitee stuttered

"Our uncle?" I finished for my sister

"I believe so," He replied, "Has Shayna ever mentioned her little brother?"

"Our mother doesn't tell us much about her past," I told him, "She has ever only told us that she was disowned by her parents, because she slept with another man and not the man her parents had planned to give her to."

"That is true. She wanted love, not a forced marriage. Though the man she slept with turned out to be married already. She was different from then on. My parents wouldn't see her, not even when they were dying. I tried to keep in contact with her, but after my father found out, he almost beat her to death. Later, I found out that that was when she was turned. I was 10, she was 17. She never came back after that, at least not until they were dead." While he was explaining this Caitee sat down onto Ducky's lap, and Nessie had started to look sad because Luna had rejected her so I knelt and scooped her into my arms.

"I never knew mom was hurt like that." Caitee sad, tears glistening in her eyes. I looked over at Luna, wondering how this story affected her. Her face was covered by her hair, but i caught a glimpse at her deep blue eyes.

"I..I need a shower." Luna said, as she turned around and ran upstairs.

"Is she ok?" Bella asked.

''I am not sure, I caught a glimpse of something, but thats all i got. She shields her mind well."

"What was it that you saw?" Bella asked. i instantly directed my thoughts to Edward.

Edward, dont!

I knew that Luna wouldn't want him to reveal the hell that she had been through. Caitee flashed her eyes at me. They naturally were full of complete concern.

''I'm not sure yet." Edward told Bella. Caitee excused herself quickly and ran upstairs after Luna.

Caitee's POV

This wasn't good. This was not good at all. I should have known that Nessie wanting to be held by Luna and the story of my mother would set her off. Set off that depression that had been so hard for her to dig herself out of. I ran upstairs as fast as i could, stopping outside the bathroom. I could hear a muffled crying on the other side of the door. I knocked softly, and the crying immidiately stopped.

"What do you want?" Luna yelled through the door, no sign of sadness in her voice.

"Luna, its me, stop pretending and open up."

"Im fine, go away!'' Luna yelled again.

"Luna!" I knocked louder.

"No!'' Luna's voice broke.

"Luna! Please tell me your not..."

"Just leave me alone..'' Luna whispered. Oh god, i need to get in there right away! I bang on the door, which is unusually strong, and try to break it down.

"Liz! I need your help!" I scream. She pops up next to me. "Can you get in there?" i ask desperately. Liz disappears,but reappears when she bounces off an invisible barrear.

"She blocked us out." Liz stated, fear showing on her face. We jump at a bam that we hear downstairs. There is frantic running up the stairs, then Paul appears at the end of the hallway.

"Whats wrong with her?" Paul said, freaking.

"She locked herself in the bathroom and blocked our powers, even our strength. We need to get in there!" Paul nodded and moved towards the door.

"Hey, can you open this door?'' Paul said, knocking softly.

"Fuck off Paul!" Luna screamed

Paul looked at us, "You told her my name, but I dont get to know hers?"

"Its Luna, now get your butt in that room!" I screamed, ready to pummle him.

Paul rolled his eyes "Luna, you need to let us in!'' Paul said loudly.

"I won't open this fucking door for..." Luna's voice cut off, then we hear a soft thump.

"LUNA!'' we all screamed at the same time. We got no answer and pounded on the door harder.

"Let me try teleporting in again!" Liz said, disappearing a few times, but each time bouncing off the barrier. "It's weaker, maybe if he phases, he can break through." Liz turned to Paul and slapped him across the face, then backhanded him. " You won't ever be good enough for her, you scumbag!" Liz screamed, then she turned, grabbed my arm, and ran into another room.

We heard wood splinter, then a howl. I ran back out, Liz right behind me, and stopped at the bathroom door. "Liz, get her to the hospital, now!" All I could see was the blood on the floor and all over her arms. Liz rushed over and grabbed her, disappearing a second later. I dropped to my knees.

"Why would she do that to herself?!" Paul asked.

"I can't tell you...'' I said softly, the smell of Luna's blood was strong in the air and it was more than I could take, "I am gonna run to the hospital I will meet you there ." I turn and run.

Luna's POV

I woke up in a white room. I looked to my wrists and saw they were strapped down and heavily bandaged. I see Caitee and Liz asleep on my right, and Paul asleep on my left. I look back to my right to see that Liz has her eyes open and is staring at me.

"I learned from last time." I said, smiling slightly.

"Yes, sadly, you did. Luckily, Paul was able to break through after you passed out from blood loss." Liz said quietly, trying to keep the anger out of her voice.

"I just couldn't take it... I had to..." I was cut off by Liz.

"Had to! You could've talked to us!" Liz yelled. Paul jumped awake, throwing himself over me, and Caitee snapped her head up.

"Get off of me mutt!" I screamed at Paul, trying to push him off, but not being able to since my hands were strapped down. Paul sat back down as I glared at him.

"Luna!" Caitee screamed, hugging me tightly. "You scared me half to death!"

"Can someone just get the doctor so I can get out of here!" Paul left for the doctor.

"Luna, you're not leaving for a while. You almost died!" Liz yelled.

''That was kind of the point Liz!'' I yelled back.

"Just stop you two! Liz, you're just mad she was able to keep you out of the room with her spells this time. Luna, you are just mad because we were able to stop you. Now shut up, both of you." Caitee exploded. I just stared at her. "We understand that you lost a lot! But don't you see you have gained so much more! I understand that no one can replace them! Taking your life isn't going to take away the pain, it would only cause only more pain and death."

"But I miss them so much, I want to see them again Caitee. This is the only way." I said, tearing up. Damn it. Stop crying, now! Caitee grabbed me and held me by the shoulders.

"They will always be with you!" She exclaimed, "In here!" She pointed to the left side of my body, "In your heart!"

I broke down crying, not being able to hold back the flood of tears anymore. "I'm sorry..I'm sorry..I'm sorry" I kept repeating. Not only to Caitee and Liz, but to my two daughters also.