Hey! this story is gonna be from Mami's point of view
Hey, stop it, okay. You can at least try to not cry. You have to stay strong. You can defeat it. You will defeat this which.
I am so weak. At least no one is here to see me cry.
When I die, it will be a quiet one, almost no one will remember.
I failed... Madoka...I'm sorry...
I told you guys not to make a contract and now... your best friend...
Sayaka... I am sorry... I really am sorry...
But I can't change this...Hitomi is dead now... It's my fault.
Mami felt tears coming...I'm sorry...
"Mami, watch out for that familiar." Kuebye said.
Why? Why should I care? Why do I continue fighting?
Mami shook her head. No. I need to keep fighting. For all of the innocent souls.
"Alright; Sayaka, Madoka, watch from a distance."
'But-" Sayaka started.
"Just do as I say. And if anything happens, forget about me."
"Mami-"
"No Madoka, I chose this fate."
Sayaka and Madoka watched her fight like they said they would but they looked scared. They haad never looked scared at a witch fight before.
"Don't worry, I will defeat it."
Madoka nodded but she didn't look comforted.
What is wrong with her today?
Oh yeah... A whole lot is wrong. Her best friend is dead.
Mami turned her backs to them. A single tear slide down her face. I am useless.
She fought as though she had lost her drive. Her reason for fighting.
at the end of it she said "Go home Sayaka and Madoka."
"Why?" Madoka asked.
"Because you don't want to know what happens to magical girls after you can no longer clean your soul."
"It wasn't your fault Mami!" Sayaka yelled.
"I am the only one able to take responsibility. Human lives rest on my shoulders."
"And what happens when you can no longer bear the weight?" Madoka asked.
"Go home."
"You don't have to carry it alone Mami."
"GO AWAY!" Mami yelled and started running back to her apartment.
I have lost all hope of saving graces. I cry for my lost soul. I pretended to be strong for too long. My soul has finally snapped under the weight. I see the truth.
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The next morning Madoka came by my apartment.
"Mami? Are you okay?"
"Oh yes, I am better than okay."
"So are you ready for school?"
Mami laughed
"Can't you see Madoka? Magical girls are demons. I sold my soul to become a demon. And I do intend to become a demon."
"Mami?" Madoka said with tears in her eyes, "What are you saying?"
"Accept your fate, It's useless to fight. We all have inner demons. They always come out. Do you see now? It's a losing battle."
And with that, Mami smiled and a single tear dropped. Then Mami's blessed soul turned into a cursed grief seed.