Thank you for the reviews and well wishes for the weekend. I can't wait till #TGIT, I know the love bubble won't last long but I'll take what I can get because it's been way to long. Anyways those who were happy about Jerry having a boyfriend I didn't start this fic with him being gay but I'm glad I did. Now kkimberly49 sorry for the confusion but to make it less confusing I have decided to write the story as memories. Trust me it will all fall in to place in the end. So if you see things like 5 months from now or years it is being based off the pervious memory, also his coming out is just something he struggles with like many who are in the LGBT community, it's not trust it's more of fear of rejection for him. Hope I cleared up as much as possible and if not bring the reviews. Enjoy. T-4 days OLITZ shippers.

We decide to get ready for bed. I go take a shower to try to calm my nerves because I just spent hours talking to a guy I can see myself with. Not only that, he could be a friend if we didn't get together. He did say that he wouldn't be against it, but I wonder if he was humoring me. I get out the shower with all these thoughts in my head. He's already in his bed I move quietly to mine trying not to wake him.

"Hey Jerry."

"Yea," I stop from climbing in my bed.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure," I hear him shift and I look and he's out of bed, "whats up Zaire?"

"Can you come here?"

I move from my bed to meet him in the middle of the room, "what did u want to ask me?"

He moves closer to me and I start breathing quicker.

"Can you feel it?"

I knew what he was talking about but I didn't want to embarrass myself so I asked him what he meant

"This pull between us. I felt it once I laid eyes on you but I wasn't sure if you felt it too."

"I did. I do. Zaire I don't know what this is but it's strong and I barely met you today."

"I know but do you believe in love at first sight and soulmates?"

"I do and I think that can be us."

"I do too."

"Can I ask you something," I stutter out.

"Yeah."

I don't know where this courage came from but I wasn't going to let it slip by, "can I kiss you? If that was to forward I take it back, you know what we were just talking…"

He smirks and I can't help to go weak in the knees the way he says my name, "Jerry."

"Yes?"

"Stop rambling and kiss me already."

I close the little space between us. I look in his eyes for any hesitation and I don't see any. Moving my hands to his face I bring his lips to mine. His lips felt like heaven, they were super soft and had a hint of a sweet taste to them. I break the kiss first.

"Umm…" I was nervous as hell and didn't know what to say or do.

"Wow."

"Really?"

"Wow."

"Can I kiss you again?"

"You may but you don't have to keep asking. But that was your first kiss?

Dropping my head, "Yes did it show, great I'm a bad kisser."

He grabs my chin and lifts my head back up, "no you're not I remembered you saying that you never dated before and that brought along the idea of you never having a kiss but the way you kissed me it seemed like you had practice before."

"Oh yea you're my first kiss."

"Well I am honored and it will be a pleasure to kiss you again."

He leans his head down a little and our lips touch softly at first. Zaire takes the lead in this kiss and I'm glad he did. He brings his right hand up to my cheek and the other goes around my waist to pull me closer and deepen the kiss. I was intoxicated by his lips and smell. I don't know what to do with my hands and I guess he could sense it that he takes my hands in his and puts them around his waist without breaking the kiss. We only break the kiss because air is much needed. I run my hands on his hips and glide them up his muscular arms than his chest and it sends chills down my spine.

"Jerry Grant you have placed me under your spell."

"Zaire that was.."

"Amazing or horrible there's only two ways this can go and I hoping it was the first."

"It was perfect."

"I'm glad I can help."

"What does this mean?"

"What does what mean?"

"This kiss, what we feel?"

"I don't know but I can't ignore this feeling and I don't want to. How do you feel, I know this is moving fast and this is your first kiss and relationship talk."

"I want to explore us and you," I glance in to his eyes.

"Explore away."

And with those words I kiss him again. We end up making out till our lips were swollen and we quenched our thirst for the night.

Laughing I look at him, "well I got a new roommate, a boyfriend, my first, and make out session all in one day. Talk about putting in work."

"You Jerry are funny and we are going to be great."

"We are."

Somehow we ended up on the floor lying on our sides and I couldn't be any more comfortable. I entwine our hands and kiss his hand in mine, "we should get to bed, we have class in a couple of hours."

"Okay," we stand and are still holding hands, "night boyfriend."

I giggle, yea I know giggle because I'm so happy and giddy plus I'm someone boyfriend, "night boyfriend." We kiss again and I get in my bed and feel at peace when I close my eyes.