A?N: OMG i am so sorry for the long update! This chapter is a bit darker so please forgive me- that being said I have much brighter things planned for the next few chapters. Once again thankyou so much for the reviews and follows I appreciate it so much! I love hearing from you all! I hope you enjoy this chapter, please be patient with me for the next chapter I have started writing it but it isn't ready yet. You guys are awesome!
I hurried down the tunnels as fast as I my knee allowed to make it to mine and Kouga's den. Once inside I grabbed my basket of things for a shower, a clean kimono and hurried outside.
The wolves all seemed to be in their own little world's as no one seemed to notice my walking through or my depart. I made it out of the waterfall and headed toward the hidden waterfall, once I slid through the opening I glanced around to make sure it was clear and slid off my kimono. I slid into the water and shivered, with the nights getting colder it was chilling all of the water sources a lot faster than I had hoped.
I dunked under the water and began to bathe making sure to scrub my arms where that foul man had grabbed me. My skin crawled at the memory of his hands on me and his breath in my face.
I pushed away the memory as well as I could and tried to idly think of my upcoming wedding. I couldn't help but smile as I thought of the future I would have with Kouga. I imagined us ruling over the tribe fair and just unlike some other alphas.
There is was again, that memory. Rajiru, his name sent a wave of nausea running over me as I grabbed the side wall to brace myself. My heart started pounding, the sound of blood rushing filling my ears, I needed to get out before I ended up actually getting sick. I turned around and went to pull myself up on the edge, the rock was slick and I slid back down. Damn. I reached over and grabbed again this time though someone grabbed my hand and yanked me out of the water. I was dangling over the water my arm above me, my shoulder aching from being held up with only one arm. I looked up to see who my hero was and my blood froze.
There standing with one arm in the air holding me above the water was Rajiru. It seemed the most natural thing in the world for him to be holding me up and seemed to not exert any muscles doing so. He said nothing just eyed me up and down, my body completely nude before him. I moved my unoccupied arm to try and cover my chest but his other arm short forward and grabbed it. He spun around and placed my back against the stone walls, moving both of my hands into one of his he kept eyeing me. I turned my head away not wanting to see the look in his eye, the greedy look filled with want that sickened me. He placed his free hand on my neck and caressed my shoulder, my skin crawled where he touched it and I felt the nausea set in again.
My head spun, he gently touched my shoulder over to my neck with just his fingertips. The cold air was setting into my burning body as felt goosebumps set on my chest and arms. He moved the hand down my sternum to between my breasts and stroked the skin there for a moment. I suppressed a gasp, not wanting to show any reaction to his touch and maybe he would leave me alone.
I felt that tingle in my belly again that I only got when I was with Kouga, but why? I don't like this man! I don't want this man touching me! He leaned forward and inhaled deeply from my neck.
"Kouga hasn't claimed you at all." His voice was quiet and I felt the urge to vomit becoming more and more prominent. "I don't like unmated women, they are too clingy."
He moved his hand over and grabbed my breast firmly enough that I gasped at his touch. His hands were calloused and his skin felt like sandpaper on my sensitive flesh. He started to knead my breast as the tingle in my belly grew in intensity.
Quit it! Stop reacting to this man!
He chuckled and that was when I had had it! I moved my legs over slightly and unclenched them. I quickly moved my right knee to attempt to knee him in the groin but the moment I unlatched my legs from one another he pushed himself between them. He moved his head off of my shoulder and looked me in the eye.
"Do you want a real man that badly?" He had a smirk twisting his face and I had to look away from the horrible sight.
"Put me down and leave me alone!" I tried to sound forceful but instead I sounded weak like a little girl. He chuckled.
"Your bathing place is very secluded. I bet no one would be able to hear you scream." I whimpered and he kept groping my breast firmly. "Shhhh, if you are a good girl I will make it quick."
"Why? Why are you doing this?" My voice shook. He removed his hand from my breast and lightly gripped my chin to make me look at him. I dared not open my eyes and see the face of this horrible man instead I clenched them tightly closed.
"You are beautiful. The most beautiful woman I have seen in a long time anyway." He ground his hips into mine and I felt his length hard and strong under his fur. Oh god no.
I started to kick out and squirm but only succeeded in grinding myself against him.
"Stop!" I shrieked, as I tried desperately to free my hands. I felt the futility of it and sagged, pinned between the wall and him.
He lowered his hand to my stomach and started gently caressing the skin there making me shiver all over.
"Your mind says no but your body wants it."
His voice was deeper than earlier, he lowered his hand and was now tracing his hand over my hips. I jerked at the sensation, having never been touched there it was completely foreign. I felt the wetness between my thighs in my most private of areas and groaned. Damn him. Damn him for making this happen!
No. No I wasn't going to let this happen! I had to get help someone would come! I took the moment while he was enjoying the feel of my hips to gather a breath and scream as loud as I could.
He jerked his hand up and clamped over my mouth. His eyes wide with something I hadn't seen in him and I wasn't sure I wanted to see it ever again. He leaned down and hissed in my ear.
"Do that again and I will shove something in there you won't like." I stopped squirming and stood there motionless. What did he mean something I wouldn't like? He moved his hand cautiously and sat there to see if I would scream again. Upon seeing that I wasn't going to risk it he smirked, I turned my head away and closed my eyes.
"Don't pretend you don't want this." His hand started trailing down my side, stopping momentarily to grab my breast. He was awaiting a reaction, I could sense it in his tense stance. When I didn't move or make a sound he kept lowering his hand until he got to my hip.
He grabbed my hip and pulled it toward him while thrusting a knee under me. I am now completely straddle him against the wall. My intimate areas meant only to be seen and used by my husband completely open and exposed to his covered penis. All it would take in this position is a thrust and he could be in me. Gulp.
I lowered my head, this was it he was going to ruin me. He moved his hand off my hip and grabbed at his fur, I tensed. He pulled his fur back and there it was the thing I was fearing the most from him at this moment.
His penis fully erect pointed straight for me. Long and hard the tip glistening with the fluid, like I had coaxed out of Kouga. Kouga.
I am so sorry Kouga. I didn't know this would happen, I didn't know he would be here! Please forgive me!
His hand went to his length, I saw that even with his massive hands the tip still stuck out the end of his grip. Oh god, he was going to put that in me. Oh god. My heart started pounding, the blood in my ears deafening I tried to flinch away as he started to pump himself. He seemed lost in it as if he was really enjoying himself. He pumped as he stared at my chest. My breasts bouncing slightly as I realized I was nearly panting I was breathing so heavy.
Suddenly he stopped pumping as I saw more of the fluid from the bulbous tip drip to the ground between us. He looked up at me but I still had my head lowered, albeit eyes open.
"How rude to forget the lady." He lowered his hand to the black curls above my womanhood. He lowered his hand and ran a finger along the lips outside my entrance. I gasped at the sensation and arched my back toward him, Damn it!
I can't react like that! I can't make him think I want this!
He ran his finger between my folds lightly getting his fingers wet. Up towards the front he stopped his fingers and rubbed in a circle vigorously and it took a moment but all the sudden there was a pleasure that rocked up my spine. I gasped loudly and moaned. He leaned forward and nibbled lightly on my shoulder. My skin crawled at the contact of him on my shoulder, I wanted him to move it desperately. His finger continuing around the spot that nearly made me want to scream I bit my lip to suppress another gasp. I tasted copper. Blood.
I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood.
"Please-" I whimpered out around my teeth clenched on my lip.
"Begging for it?" His voice very deep, it vibrated off my shoulder and it made me tingle all over.
"-Stop" I finished my statement and he pulled back to look at me.
"You want me to stop?" He sounded honestly perplexed.
"Yes. Stop." I tried to sound firm, but I knew I couldn't. I couldn't bare to look at him so I kept my head down.
"You think you can command me to do as you please?" He moved his hand off of my tender nerves and toward my entrance, the wettest place.
He quickly thrust a finger inside. I threw my head back and yelped in surprise. He quickly captured my mouth with his and thrust his tongue inside. I tried to scream against him but he wrestled my tongue down and bit it. I tasted more copper, copper and something else I couldn't place. It was disgusting. Then it occurred to me, he smelled like dead animal earlier. I felt sick again.
While his tongue wrestled mine into submission, his finger started pumping violently in and out making a sickening wet sloshing sound. He groaned as his tongue won a battle against mine. He kept thrusting his finger into me and I felt that tingle in my belly.
Unlike the tingle I felt with Kouga this tingle hurt it felt like I was being scorched from the inside. He grunted as he started thrusting his hips near mine, I could feel it getting wet between my folds.
No. Oh god no. Please-
"Kagome!" Someone called my name, it was male and distant but someone was looking for me! Thank god!
He tensed all over and removed his hand instantly. I heard a final wet sound as he removed his hand and released my mouth. He placed my feet on the ground and released my hands and stared at me for a moment. He was contemplating. I could see the gears turning in his mind, He was weighing something out in his mind. He smirked before turning and pouncing to the top of the rock wall, and disappearing.
I fell to my knees and sobbed. I cried like I hadn't since I was a child I was lost in my emotions. I didn't even hear the footsteps approaching me. I saw someone's feet before they crouched before me.
"Kagome?" It was Kouga. Fear etched all across his features. He touched my shoulder, I flinched away. He looked at me like I was some kind of injured animal. "Kagome what happened?"
He reached for my basket and pulled out my clean kimono and draped it over me.
"Kagome please-" I shook my head violently no and threw myself forward into his chest. He sat there a moment before wrapping his arms around me. "Kagome?"
He adjusted himself to where he was sitting against the rock wall, with me on his lap. I sat there sobbing into his chest.
I sobbed for my inability to defend myself, for my inability to stop him from touching me, for me being so weak, for my body's betrayal at his touch. I growled in frustration. Kouga sat there gently stroking my bare back with his palm, chanting soothing words me in an attempt to calm me. I tried, I tried desperately to stop the tears from falling but I couldn't. I resigned myself to crying until I ran out of tears.
Kouga never wavered from his position. He sat there all evening until the moon was high in the sky, rubbing my back and whispering comforts in my ear. I lost myself in his embrace trying to forget the earlier activies.
A/N: Please forgive me if I have offended any of you with this chapter!