OOPS!
Chapter 2
AN: I forgot to mention most of these chapters are verrry short. I reckon I might stick some of them together to make them longer but then again I might not – who knows.
Disclaimer: anything unrecognisable is mine anything recognisable is not.
Sky
What am I going to do? What if I am? What will Zed say? My parents? Zeds parents? Oh I wish I knew! This is driving me crazy. When was the last time? Why can't I remember? God I'm so stupid!
A buzzing on my leg brought me back to the class room. My phone vibrated. Must have gotten a text. I quickly look up to see if the teacher is watching. She's not.
Im sorry baby I don't know what I've done talk to me Sky im going crazy here an then Sean said something about us breaking up we're not r we? We cant please Sky ill be waiting for u after class please tell me whats wrong
Zxx
What?! Breaking up?! No of course we're not breaking up why would he think that...? Oh. Right. I have been treating him badly, I basically ignore him all the time. But I can't tell him I just can't he'll freak and then what'll I do? Hell, what will I do anyway? This would be so much easier if I told him, so much easier but I don't even know how to, I don't want to worry him. Who are you kidding Sky he's worried anyway he actually used the statement 'breaking up' in relation to our relationship. We're soulfinders we'll never break up he knows that. So why don't you just tell him then? It's not like he's going to leave you, he loves you, and it'll be so much easier if he knew… God! Shut up Sky! History. I need to concentrate on history….
Zed
I'll probably get detention but I don't really care, if this means I get the normal Sky back then what's one detention? It's not like I haven't had one before. So here I am, waiting for her outside her history class. I decided not to give her the chance to get away. I need to find out what's going on between us. It can't be that bad surely… but with the way she's acting right now I'm afraid it might be.
Sky
Oh god why does he have to do this to me? I try to walk past and pretend I haven't seen him but he just comes over and grabs my arm "Sky?" I didn't miss the sniggers from Sheena and her crew and I especially didn't miss the look of hurt that crossed Zeds face when I tried to walk by. "Please Sky come with me" well at least he isn't trying telepathy again, it hurts so much when I have to keep him out. I miss him. Zed just looks at me with a confused expression on his face "miss who?" Shit. No wait my shields are up… oh no please tell me I didn't just say that out loud! Quickly I looked away from him and noticed we were standing in one of the music practice rooms. How did we get here?
Zed is still looking at me waiting for an answer I don't want to give him, so I just walk over and start to play the piano. It always makes me feel better but today it doesn't seem to be working. Zed just sighs and walks over to stand beside me and starts stroking my hair. I hate hurting him but I just don't know what to do and I'm too scared to tell him.
"Come on Sky help me out a little here. Why won't you talk to me? Hell you hardly even look at me. I'm sorry baby. Whatever it is I've done I'm sorry. I don't know what I've done. Please baby tell me what's wrong" god why does he do this to me? He sounds so sad, I'm hurting him I know I am but I can't tell him the truth because I'm still not sure what that is yet.
I've stopped playing, I didn't even notice until now. I can feel his hand shaking as he strokes my hair and I freeze. Zed inhales sharply and moves away, I can hear him sniffing and I wince. I did that. This is all my fault, I'm hurting my soulfinder and I can't seem to stop because I can't tell him the truth when I don't even know it myself.
I turn around to look at Zed and find him with his back turned running his hands through his hair. "Is there someone else Sky? Is that who you miss?"