PAST

Lucy eyed herself in the mirror. She was wearing tight dark blue jeans, cowboy boots and a dark blue blouse. She was very satisfied with herself. She always wore her dark blond hair open and tonight it fell perfectly around her slim shoulder.
She skipped down the stairs and dropped herself on the couch. Her mother pulled up an eyebrow, then went back to her Saturday evening show.
"What?"
"Nothin' baby," she smiled, but Lucy knew something was up.
"Oh mama, come on. I know that look."
"I'm just worried, my baby girl is going out with a Son."
"What do you mean? Daddy's SAMCROW."
"My point exactly," Lucy's mother said, giving her a serious look: "You and Jax have known each other all your life and I know his mama raised him well, but all the shit that has happened with your daddy, I just don't want you to go through what I have gone through."
Now Lucy pulled up an eyebrow. Yes, there have been bad times. Her dad had been in jail, gotten shot and probably slept with other women behind her mother's back, but this was their life and she had never thought her mother felt this way about it.
"I know baby. I know. I love the club, it's our family. I'm just having trouble adjusting to the thought of my baby girl…," she broke off and smiled at her daughter: "Don't listen to me. I bet your night is going to rock."
Lucy laughed, leaned forward and gave her mother a big kiss: "You don't really say 'rock' anymore."
Just then Lucy heard a car pull into the driveway.
"That's him." She jumped up and ran to the door. Then she stepped back took a deep breath and walked back to the couch.
"Good girl," her mother said.
Lucy waited for the doorbell to ring.
"Hi," she said after opening the door and looking into the very handsome face of Jackson Teller.
"Hey. You ready?" Jax asked.
"Yeah. Bye mama," Lucy called and followed Jax outside.
They hadn't even reached his car when he pulled her close, looked deep into her hazel eyes and placed a kiss on her closed lips. Lucy was startled – what was that for?
"I'm really happy we are doing this," Jax said, his face only inches away from hers.
"Me too," was all Lucy could say.
Jax pulled her towards his car, opened the passenger door and helped her inside. He drove a truck with a large cargo area and Lucy shivered thinking about the things they could do on it later tonight.
"You hungry?" He asked, kissing her again.
Lucy's head was spinning, if he kept kissing her, they wouldn't even make it out of her driveway.
"Yeah, very."
Jax grinned at her and climbed into the driver's seat.

They drove to a diner on the outskirts of town and cuddled into a booth together. They ordered Burger with Fries and two diet cokes.
After their food arrived they started eating in silence. Lucy tried concentrating on her food, but the only think she really noticed was Jax hand on her upper thigh, slowly moving upwards.
"It's good right?" He asked shoving a handful of fries into his mouth.
"Mhm," she said taking a large sip of her coke.
Jax leaned closer, kissing her earlobe, then whispering: "Maybe we should just go someplace else?"
Lucy turned, pressing her lips upon his. He tongue found its way into his. He answered with a muted groan and pulled her closer.
"Stop," she pushed him back and folded her hands on the table: "I think we should just slow down. Let me be honest. Kissing you is awesome. But this is our first date and the least we can do is finish our dinner."
Jax laughed and slid away from her.
"OK."
Lucy was pleased. She had always dreamed about going on a date with Jackson Teller and now she was sitting here, eating fries with him, while his hand had stroke her legs just seconds ago.
"You know," Jax said, leaning closer again: "I'm not really the typical first date guy."
"I think you aren't wearing your cut yet,so you are allowed to be a gentleman."
Jax threw his head back laughing.
"If you say so darlin'."
Lucy giggled.
They finished their food and talked about school and the club.
"I'll be able to ride a bike in about five years and that's when I'll become a prospect and get my first cut. I can't wait." Jax proudly announced.
Lucy smiled and slid close to him.
"I bet you'll look real sexy wearing leather."
Jax grinned: "Well, that's the only reason I want it."
Lucy laughed and rolled her eyes at him. He took her face between his hands and kissed her softly on the lips.
"Let's go." He said, placing money on the table.
Lucy followed him outside and climbed into the truck.
"Where do you want to go?" Jax asked, taking her hand.
"The park?" Lucy asked, not looking at Jax. She knew what was going to happen and she was excited and very scared at the same time.
She had never done more than kiss and fool around with a boy, but she was sure Jax' had had many girls before. She leaned against his shoulder and closed her eyes. When they arrived at the park, Jax pulled out a blanket and put it onto his cargo area.
"Come on," he whispered and helped her on it.
They lay down next to each other, Jax' arm underneath her head, her fingers locked with his.
Lucy giggled
"What?" Jax asked sounding slightly defensive.
"Nothing, I was just thinking, that this is pretty romantic for a hardcore soon-to-be outlaw biker and all." She continued laughing.
"Oh, you are really funny," Jax barked, turning his head away from her.
"Oh come on baby, don't be offended," she climbed on top of him and tried turning his face in her direction. He clenched his jaw and didn't move an inch.
Lucy leaned forward and started kissing his throat, then went on to nibble on his ear. When Jax still didn't react, she took his hand and lay it onto her breast. That got his attention, his eyes found hers and he gave it a little squeeze.
Lucy moaned. Then they kissed passionately, Jax turning them around, so that he was on top of her. After a while of intense kissing and touching, Jax tucked on her shirt trying to take it off, that's when Lucy froze.
"What?" Jax rolled off her and eyed her intently.
"I just... I don't think I want to do that."
"What? Kiss me?" Jax seemed confused.
"No. I like kissing you. I mean, go further than kissing. I've never...You know."
Jax started fiddling with the blanket, but he didn't answer her.
"I'm sorry, I guess you thought I wanted to do that. But I just…" Lucy broke off, she had been so stupid. Of course a guy like Jax wanted to have sex. How could she think that this night was going to end any different?
"You better take me home," she whispered and jumped off the cargo.
"Lucy wait," Jax called, following her. He got a hold of her shoulder and pulled her into his arms: "Listen, I ... I have never done it either."
Lucy couldn't believe what he was saying.
"You've never…..?"
Jax shook his head: "It's kind of stupid, but ever since you helped me repair your dad's bike I've liked you. I've liked you a lot. I didn't really see any other girls in the last year and …."
Lucy looked at him, but he didn't continue.
"I've liked you that long as well," Lucy replied, squeezing his hand.
Jax smiled at her. Then he took a deep breath, slowly continuing: "I want you. I want only you. I want you to be my first."
And that was the moment Lucy Stone fell in love with Jackson Teller.

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