Live and Learn

Chapter 11

Riku lifted Sora onto his lap to prevent Sora from straining his neck. The brunette hummed around Riku's tongue appreciatively, burying his fingers deeper into Riku's silver tresses. Halfway through, the movie had been forgotten, but Riku couldn't bring himself to care as Sora nibbled on his lips.

Riku, letting himself sink deeper into the bliss, roughly attacked Sora's lips, no doubt leaving finger-shaped bruises on the brunettes hips.

There were days when Riku couldn't stand being touched by Sora, and days when he wanted to hold him tight and never let go.

But there were also days – like today – that Riku wanted to crawl inside the teacher's chest, curl up and stay there for the rest of his life. Those were also the days when Riku wished Sora was a she instead of a he, because the want he felt for the man became almost unbearable.

Riku ran his fingers up Sora's back, his hand settling on Sora's neck, pulling the man closer. He separated his mouth from Sora's only to attach it to the brunette's long neck. Riku nibbled his way to the teacher's jaw, and heard the man let out a quiet moan.

Suddenly, Riku's head was yanked back by his hair, a pair of hungry red lips attacking his mouth. Sora pressed himself tightly against Riku, his body fitting Riku's perfectly like they were a meant to be together.

But then Riku could feel something pressing against his abs and roughly pushed Sora away. He regretted the unplanned reflex right away, when Sora yelped, and Riku had to quickly grab the man's arms so he wouldn't fall back and crash into the coffee table.

"I-I'm sorry…" Riku sighed after he had helped Sora regain his balance on Riku's lap. Sora gave a small smile and shook his head.

"No, it's… It's all right, it was my fault. I got caught up in the moment", Sora chuckled humorlessly.

Riku sighed again.

"Hey. It's ok," Sora said, smiling. Then he grinned. "At least I know you're not only attracted to my body. You like me."
"Then, do you only like my body?"
"Well…" Sora said, pondering. "You do have an awfully nice body."

Riku grinned and more or less gently nudged Sora in the chest with his fist, making the man giggle.

"Hey Riku", the brunette said after a while and carefully re-wrapped his arms around Riku's neck, as if testing to see if the silverette was still okay with touching. "What do you like about me?"

Riku leaned his head back, studying the petite man on his lap. What indeed, he thought. He guessed he liked the way Sora's nose scrunched up when he yawned, the way his eyes lit up with mischief when joking, his cute smile – small things like that. Though, sometimes he feared that maybe he was just so aware of the teacher because he was gay.

Was that it?

On the other hand, thinking about ending whatever was between them made his chest ache and head hurt. He had too much fun with Sora. He didn't want to go back to being the same grumpy man he had been. He felt different with Sora. He was the new and improved Riku.

Wait a minute…

"I don't know if this answers your question. Well, to me it does. But, I guess", Riku started, smiling, because he had finally, finally figured it out. "I like me when I'm with you. I like the way I am, the man I become…when I'm with you."

Sora was quiet for a while and Riku bit his lip. He hoped it made sense to Sora, because it explained everything to Riku himself.

Finally Sora sighed, closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against Riku's.

"Sora?" Riku asked, worried.
"Shh, it's… I'm, I'm just calming myself down…" Sora murmured. He exhaled shakily, pressing his face into Riku's neck. "God, Riku, you… That's like, the most romantic thing anyone has ever said to me."
"You obviously haven't had any romance in your life then –"
"Shut up. Don't ruin this for me."

Riku smiled, rubbing Sora's back gently. The weight of the brunette felt warm and comforting on his lap. Riku wished he had the courage to accept everything Sora was willing to give. He knew how hard it must've been for Sora to always have to hold back.

Well, to be honest, Riku actually had no idea how hard it must've been for the brunette. It was Riku who set the pace, Riku who decided what was okay and what wasn't. Sora just followed obediently.

I'm so cruel, Riku thought, sighing, hugging Sora just a bit tighter.

"Can I kiss you?" Riku heard Sora's soft voice, the teacher's hot breath against his neck making him shiver.
"Yeah…"

Sora carefully nibbled on Riku's lower lip, before flicking his tongue on it. Riku took the bait, kissing Sora's lips and then proceeding to demonstrate with his tongue what he hoped he could someday do to Sora.

Riku could feel Sora's cool fingers slip under his shirt and stroke his abdomen. The man on his lap ran his nails lightly against Riku's side, and Riku was surprised how intimate it felt.

Sora's fingers continued their way down until they dipped just below the waistline of his jeans, tickling the silver curls he found there. Sora kissed Riku's mouth goodbye before he lowered his lips to kiss down his neck, stopping to nibble on his collarbone before he slid off Riku's lap.

"Sora, what – oh."

Sora had slid his hand up Riku's thighs, before he had stopped to brush his thumb over the slight, jean-clad bulge. The act effectively made Riku's heart skip a beat, a probably unhealthy amount of blood travelling south.

Sora snapped his eyes up, locking his gaze with Riku's as he slowly unbuckled Riku's belt, pulling his zipper down with unexpectedly skillful fingers. Sora carefully traced the outline of Riku's penis, and Riku sucked in a sharp breath, wanting so bad to look down at what Sora was doing to him, but not daring to break the reassuring eye contact he had with the man.

Sora tugged both Riku's jeans and his briefs a bit down, carefully taking Riku into his hand. Riku could feel himself harden as Sora caressed him with warm hands. The brunette lowered his gaze as he bowed his head to take Riku into his mouth, and Riku couldn't stop watching.

It wasn't like Riku was new to this. He'd had countless of women give him blowjobs, some horrible and some mind-blowing. But Sora was the first man that had ever done this to him, the first man Riku had ever even let this close to his cock – even though Sora didn't look particularly male from the angle Riku was looking at him.

All he could see was a mop of unruly brown hair, narrow shoulders, plump lips around the base of his cock, long dark eyelashes that brushed against flushed cheeks every time the man blinked. He watched Sora's small hands that caressed his thighs, his sacs, his abs. And when Sora lifted his mesmerizingly blue eyes to look Riku in the eyes, Riku noticed he was just about ready to cum.

Sora was talented with his tongue, but it was the visual stimulation that pushed him over the edge. Riku came in Sora's mouth without warning, his whole body tensing as he tumbled through his orgasm.

When Riku finally came down from his high, stilla panting mess, he noticed Sora had already tucked him in and fixed his jeans, and the teacher was still on the floor and had pressed the side of his face against Riku's stomach, hugging his waist tightly.

Riku stroked Sora's hair.

"Sora?"
"Hmm."
"You okay? I'm sorry I didn't warn –"
"It's okay", Sora smiled, lifting his face and sitting back onto his calves. The teacher searched Riku's face. "Was it okay? I haven't… for a while."
"Come here."

Riku leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Sora's shoulders, kissing his forehead and then the corner of his mouth – he wasn't particularly enthusiastic about tasting himself in Sora's mouth.
"It was great, Sora", he murmured in the man's ear, making Sora giggle and kiss Riku's collarbone.
"Your voice is all sexy and gravelly", the teacher giggled. "Is it always like this after you come?"
"Hmm, haven't paid attention to it…" Riku hummed, nuzzling Sora's hair.

Sora pulled back, smiled, then leaned up to place a kiss under Riku's chin. Then the brunette leaned his forehead against Riku's knee.

"Thank god you got hard, I was so worried you wouldn't…" he mumbled, and Riku felt like the teacher didn't really know he had said it out loud, so he didn't comment on it.

"Want something to drink? You must have a horrible taste in your mouth", Riku said, pulling Sora up from the floor and onto his lap.
"Nah. It's not that bad", Sora said quietly, and Riku wrinkled his nose. He really wanted to kiss Sora but the idea of tasting cum didn't sound appealing.

Riku leaned his chin on Sora's head when the brunette settled against his chest. So, apparently he was okay with Sora kissing him, touching him, blowing him… How long would it be until Riku was ready for more? Would he ever be? He certainly felt now like it wouldn't be such a big deal, but he still wasn't quite sure.

Riku could feel Sora tracing his muscles through his shirt, before the man slid his hand under his shirt, touching carefully at first to see Riku's reaction. Sora's hand felt good against the still heated skin of his chest and stomach.

Riku knew from the way Sora looked at him and from the many times the brunette had commented on it that Sora thought he had a hot body. Riku couldn't help but wonder if someday Riku would think Sora's body was sexy. Riku recognized Sora was cute, he could see he was attractive, but he wasn't really attracted to his body.

Nevertheless, Sora's mere presence made him feel so good.

"Your hearts beating fast", Sora commented quietly.
"Hmm", Riku answered. "Wanna sleep beside me tonight?"
"Can I?" Sora asked enthusiastically, then forced away his grin and shrugged. "I mean. Whatever. I guess."

Riku laughed and hugged Sora tighter. They were quiet for a while, just enjoying each other's closeness.

"I'm happy", Riku sighed.

Sora answered him with a deep kiss, and Riku found that he didn't really mind the taste.

A/N: Long overdue, I know. What can I say - life's crazier that I thought...

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Lotsa luv,
Lumeton ~~