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Sirius's point of view.
I do not take credit for Harry Potter.
Belongs to J. K. Rowling.
It's hard to tell you how it feels to die. I mean one minute you feel the pain and the next you don't feel anything. Then the darkness comes, a bit of light shines on you then you decide whether you want to move on. Honestly it's rare for anyone to go beyond the light. You have so much to do back in your living life that you don't want to go. Which is why I stayed for awhile, just to make sure everything was alright. That Harry was alright.
"No Sirius!" Those were the words I heard when I decided to stay. "Get him! He only just went through!"
I watch as Harry struggles against Remus's efforts to hold him back. "Harry." I walk over to him, wishing he could see me. "I'm sorry." Course I knew he couldn't hear me but I did hope.
It was heartbreaking watching him break down the way he did. I knew I was a huge part of his life but I never thought he would react that way for me. For someone he's only known for a couple years. I stood there for awhile. Trying to figure something out. That's when I disappeared from the Ministry and somehow ended up in front of Dumbledore.
He was pacing as he always did when he was stressed out. "Dumbledore!" I yell. But no use. I'm technically not there so I can't get through to him.
Now I'm pacing, thinking. Then it came to me. I'm a ghost but I can transfer my frustration through objects. So I went over to the window and slammed it shut. He jumps from the noise and walks over to it. The window starts to fog up and I write "Harry in trouble. Death Eaters. Order at the Ministry."
Just as he was reacting to the message an owl comes throw another window. He grabs the letter and starts to read. His face was puzzled as he looked at the writing on the window and the letter multiple times. Then without a second thought he writes something down, hands it to the owl then apparates.
I vanish from the place he was in and end up back at the Ministy. Harry was cornered behind the statue fountain, Bellatrix was giving a speech. "Typical cousin of mine." Then anger as she tried to fire a spell at him.
As I went to go over to them everything gets cold. Voldemort appears, then Dumbledore. A fight breaks out between them and Voldemort is defeated for the time being as Ministry people start to come around. They all noticed him, then he disappeared. Fudge had a look of puzzlement and shock. It was as if he finally started to get it. That everything he thought was a lie was actually the truth. In a way because of him is why I'm dead.
I stood there for awhile, just watching everything. Dumbledore used a port key to get Harry away from here. Then the rest of the Order and children slowly came into view. The kids were hurt, that much was noticeable. Even poor Tonks looks to be in tears. It was a horrible sight and I hated to stay here knowing that I left just as things were getting worse for the world.
"What am I going to do?" As I was thinking this I'm in darkness again.
I knew I left the spot but not sure where I was going to end up. Just as I was reappearing I heard a crashing sound and just ducked out of the way of an object being thrown across the room. I look around and see I'm in Dumbledores office. Harry was there and he was in a rage. Throwing things around in anger. Now I know for sure that I left at the wrong time.