Jane Pov

I get to Frankie house and I see that it's empty. He probably went out to celebrate. I put my stuff down and I lay down on his couch looking up at the ceiling. The only thing on my mind is Maura, my crazy ass fiancee.

I should leave her ass, I should walk away from her. Or better yet I should fucking cheat on her ass. Give her a reason to not trust me. Who am I kidding, there's no way I'm walking away from her. There's no way I could cheat on her. I hate that I love her crazy ass so much.

My thoughts are Interrupted by Frankie voice and giggles. Oh shit Frankie is back and he is not alone.

"You are so sexy. Come on the couch is over there" oh fuck no, this is going to be awkward as hell.

"Frankie!" I yelled,sitting up

"What the fuck!" Frankie yelled and his date screamed. He turned on the light and glared at me. "Jane, what the fuck are you doing here dude!" Frankie said trying to fix his self and so is his girl.

I stood up and said "Me and Maura had a fight."

"So fucking what, you sleep on the fucking couch like everyone else. Hell Maura has a guest room, use the shit!" Damn he is really pissed off.

"But Frankie I'm your sister. hello I'm Jane by the way" I said extending my hand to Frankie's date.

"Meghan" she said accepting my hand "oh my gosh you're gorgeous, and your skin is so soft" she said letting go of my hand.

"Thanks, so are you. And its actually this new moisturizer I've been using-" I was cut off by Frankie.

"Hey, hey, hey! Enough of all this, Jane go home and fix things with Maura"

"No I'm teaching her a lesson," I said standing my ground.

"No you're not! Everyone knows you're never gonna leave the girl! You are so fucking whipped dude! She has you wrapped around her fingers, you're not going anywhere. Go talk to her Janie"

"You know what fine, I'll leave. You are the worlds worst fucking brother. Oh and when its game time don't expect to watch it on my flat-screen!" I barked at my brother. Then I smiled at his date and said "It was so lovely to meet you Meghan bye. And good bye asshole brother" I got my suitcase and I went home.

I walked into my house and dropped my suit case by the front door, then. I put my keys on the key holder. I walked into the living room and my heart broke at the sight before me.

Maura was passed out on the couch. There was an empty whine bottle on the table next to her wine glass. I walked over to Maura and sat on the ground next to her. And I tried to wake her up.

"Maura? Come on baby it's time to get up," I shook her a little bit and she began to stir.

"Mmm Jane?" She whispered

"Yeah it's me. Sweetie,why did you drink a whole bottle of wine?" She's been drinking a lot lately. I'm really starting to worry.

"It wasn't a new bottle" Maura sat up, I got off the floor and sat next to her. I pulled her closer to me, I kissed her neck and she turned her head so I could kiss her properly. "I just needed to take some of the pain away. Why did you leave me" She asked looking me in the eyes. Her eyes filling up with tears. That completely broke my heart. I hate to see her cry, I hate to see her in pain. And I hate myself even more because I caused this.

"Babe I thought we needed some time apart." I said softly.

"I don't want to be apart from you Jane. That hurt me so bad," her voice cracked and tears rolled down her face. I kissed them away, then kissed her lips.

"Stop crying, I hate it so much. Don't cry babe, I didn't mean to hurt you. You have to believe me"

"I know but I hate being away from you. When you packed that suitcase it just broke my heart. Because my biggest fear was coming true. You were leaving me, and I didn't know if you were come back."

She shed some more tears, but this time I didn't do anything. I know she needed to get this out "And I know you didn't do anything for me not to trust you. Jane I just don't want to get hurt. I'm so afraid that you will hurt me. I'm so tired of being hurt, everyone hurts me and I'm so sick of it." She broke down and started sobbing.

"Sweetie" I pulled her in my lap, sat up a little so that she can wrap her legs around my waist. She buried her face in my neck and held on to me for dear life. I sat back and I rubbed circles on her back "It's okay Maura,let it all out. I won't hurt you like everyone else did. I love and respect you to much for that"

"I'm so tired of being hurt. Am I that worthless?" she sobbed harder, god this is breaking my heart.

"You're not worthless Maur. You are worth everything. And I will spend the rest of my life proving that to you. Don't you ever feel like you're worthless. I love you so much, so much" I whispered has I let my own tears fall.

"Promise me you will never cheat on me Jane. Promise that you will never hurt me like that. I wouldn't be able to take it. Please don't hurt me baby, please" she sobbed

"I promise I will never cheat on you. I belong to you and only you, I promise. I love you so much babe" I whispered

"I love you too"

I put my feet up on the table and I held her as she cried her self to sleep. And once she was asleep I was able to relax enough to go to sleep.

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Jane is so sweet lol.

Anyway hope you guys liked this chapter and sorry for the mistakes.