When I arrived at Frost apartment is was like a zoo. There were news reports, cameras, and civilians everwhere. There were also police officers trying to keep the crowd behind the tapes.

I jumped out my car and I made my way to the front of the crowd. And once the news reports recognized me they came after me.

"Dr Isles can you tell us what's going on!"

"Dr Isles do you know the victim!"

"Dr Isles can you give us an update!"

I was getting angry, and I was about to give them a piece of my mind. But before I could say anything Frankie came to my rescue.

"Everyone back up right now! Come on Maura" he held up the tape for me and we rushed up the stairs. Once we got to Frost apartment I grasp at the amount of blood I saw. Then I saw the body bag, they were lifting it, ready to take it out.

"Wait"I told my tecs, I walk over to him,unzipped the bag and gasp. I can't even explain what I saw. It was so gruesome and it didn't even look like Frost. I've seen a lot of gruesome things, but its so different when is someone you know and love.

I quickly zipped him back up and told my tecs to take him out. I walk towards his room and I see Korsak at the door trying hard to get Jane to open it.

"Vince" I said rubbing his back, he turned around. "I got her, she'll be ready to give her statement soon." With tears running down his face he nods his head and walks away.

"Baby, its me. Can you open the door for me" I didn't have to wait long. She unlocked the door and opened it a little. I walked in the room and closed and locked the door. And what I saw broke my heart. Sitting in the middle of the floor with her knees to her chest, rocking back and forward with blood on her face and clothes was my fiancee. She was staring into space, I walk over to her and I sit in front of her.

"I couldn't stop him, he didn't listen to me" she said through tears "I tried to stop him."

"It's not your fault babe. His mind was already set." I whispered

"I just want to go home baby. Please take me home"she sobbed

"You have to make your statement and then we'll go home okay"

"Okay"

After she made her statement, I gave her keys to Frankie before we made our way to my car.

We finally make it home and without a word I ushered her to the bathroom. We showered together and I tried to put her on some clothes but she shook her head and climbed into bed. I discarded our clothes and I carefully climbed into bed. She snuggled her head into my chest and I run one hand through her hair and I lightly run my nails up and down her back.

We sat in silence for a few minutes until she broke it by saying

"He said he couldn't take it anymore. He can't take life anymore. He was sick of the world. He was sick of seeing death, he said it was starting to hunt him. He was sick of being depressed. I tried to talk him out of it. Baby he wouldn't listen to me, I did everything I could to get that gun from him." She was lightly sobbing "I work with that man everyday and I didn't know he was depressed. He's my partner and I couldn't tell, he's like another brother to me"

"He hid it from us baby" I whispered "he hid it very well, there was nothing you could have done to stop him. Its not your fault babe." I kissed her head, tears swelled up in my eyes.

"It is my fault, I should have known. I should have known maura, why didn't I notice something was off"she sobbed

"It's not your fault there was no way you could have known my love. It's going to be hard im not going to lie to you babe. But we'll get through it. I promised, I love you so much" I kissed her head again

"I love you too babe"

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Sorry for the mistakes