It's been a month since Frost ended his own life. And it was hard to move past it. I started shutting Maura out, I was working my self to the ground. But Maura being Maura called me out on it, and we're doing just fine.

We talked about her drinking problem and we both agreed that when she feels like she want to drink until she can't feel anything then she would talk to me. So we can work out a positive solution,together.

Right now we're on a plane to the Bahamas. Maura thought we needed to get away from Boston. So for the next three weeks me and Maura will be laying in the sun. We're in first class, I feel so weird being up here. I guess I have to get use to shit like this.

"Babe, why are we going to Bahamas" I said not really understanding why the hell we have to go all the way to Bahamas just to get out of Boston.

"I already told you honey, we need to get away from Boston" she said not looking up from her magazine.

"But we could have went somewhere else. Somewhere closer then the Bahamas" I said

"The Bahamas is relaxing Jane, and we need to go to a relaxing place. Besides its a gift, an all expense paid trip so relax" she said

"Wait who's paying for this" I said

"Jane does it really matter" she asked finally looking at me.

"Yes it does, who got you such an expensive gift" I said a little pissed off. "Is it a guy, or girl"

"Babe"

"It's a guy isn't it"

"Sweetie"

"Unbelievable, who was it. Was it garry or Ian your African boy toy" I'm really pissed off, I know it was a guy because she didn't tell me about it.

"Jane stop" she said getting annoyed. What the fuck was she getting upset about?I'm the one who should be pissed.

"Ohh, is that a sore spot for you? So it was him? So why are you still talking to this dude? Oh Im sorry I forgot." I fake gasp "How silly of me, he's "the love of your life" of course your gonna still talk to him." How is she gonna jump down my throat about talking to other women, when she's talking to the love of her life?

"Are you serious right now Jane?"

"Im dead serious. How long have you been talking to him? And what did you have to do to get this gift?" I saw hurt flicker across her face before anger appeared.

"It was a guilt gift from my mother!" Oh...,well I feel like a jack ass. I looked around and everyone is looking at us. Then the flight attendant came over to us, this can't be good.

"Is everything okay" she asked

"Yes we're fine, thank you. Im sorry about my outburst" she said with a force smile. The flight attendant bought it, she smiled and walked away.

"Babe-" I was cut off

"Don't Jane, just leave me alone for the rest of the flight" she went back to her magazine

"Maura" nothing "baby come on I'm sorry" nothing "really with the silent treatment" nothing "okay, but I am sorry though, I took it to far and I should have just trusted you" nothing. I sighed, I can't even be mad at her for being mad right now, I was a jerk

For the rest of the flight she didn't talk to me, when we got our bags she didn't even help me. When we check in our room she didn't say one word to me.

"Wow this is beautiful"I said to myself as I walk around the room after the bell hop left. Thankfully the bell hop help me put the bags in our bedroom. Maura is in our room unpacking her bags I think. Speaking of Maura, I really messed up this time. I don't know how, but I got to fix this.

I walked back into the room and I see maura sitting in the middle of the bed sobbing, my heart stopped for a few seconds. I run to the bed and I sit behind her and she resist at first but she stopped fighting it and just sobbed harder.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I said as I rocked us from side to side. It took some time but she finally calmed her self down.

"Do you really think of me like that? Do you really think I would cheat on you? Do you think I'm a slut and I just open my legs for anyone who buys me things? Is that how you think of me? You have never disrespected me like that. What is up with you " she said, her voice is laced with hurt and anger, I'm such an asshole.

"Of course not babe, I was angry and jealous and stupid Maura. I don't think those things at all."

"It hurt me so bad and I don't think we can come back from this" she whispered and my heart feels like it's gonna beat out my chest. Is she saying what I think she's saying?

"What are you saying Maura?" I asked nervously

"I'm saying, maybe we should take a break"

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Oh shit Jane went a little to far :(

Sorry for the mistakes 3