This women is so damn bipolar I mean honestly. She just said that she wasn't having second thoughts about us getting married then she said we're not ready. What in the actual fuck is she talking about.

"Maura, what?" I asked confused "You're confusing the shit out of me. You're not having second thoughts about us getting married but you don't think we're ready, I don't get you. Is there someone else or something"

"What, no there's no one else. See this is what I mean." She said getting frustrated with me "Can you please just shut the fuck up and let me talk!?"

I flinched a little, damn I forgot just how much of a beast she can be. I may be "the man" in the relationship but Maura has no problem with putting me in my place when need be. That shit is fucking hot im not even going to lie right now.

"Alright damn go ahead" I said trying to play it cool.

"I love you, you love me. I want to be your wife and I want you to be mine. But right now, we're not in a place for us to get married. We don't trust each other Jane. And without trust we don't have a relationship. And if we were to get married, we would only end up getting a divorce and I don't want that. So I think we should put our wedding on hold for the time being"

"I get what your saying, and now that I think about it your right. If we continue on this road we're on now and we get married we will absolutely get a divorce. "

"But I still want us to be engaged I just want us to not focus so much on the wedding I just want us to focus on us. And I have a perfect solution for us to work on our trust"

"Im listening"

"well I want us to go to this like couples therapy/retreat." Say what?

"Maura" I groaned

"Hear me out, this is really important to me baby"

"Fine, go ahead"

"Okay so its in Colorado in the mountains and its three weeks and its two couples, us included and we stay at this beautiful cabin. And we have a counselor come every day or every two days and we have a group discussion and sometime she meets with us with out the other couple and we can learn from the other couple and it'll be really good for us babe." She said with a smile

"I don't know about this I mean for all we know they could be killers or homophobic or something. And babe three weeks what about work"

"Or this could be a wonderful experience and it could help us. Come on baby have an opened mind please" she gives me the famous maura isles pout. No one on this earth has the ability to say no to that pout .

I rolled my eyes and huffed and she knows she just got her way. She grabbed my face and pulled me into a passionate kiss and pulled back with a bright smile.

"Thank you, you won't regret this. We enjoy our three weeks there work on our trust issues be engaged for a year and then we work on our wedding" she clapping her hands with a bright smile.

"You still haven't answered me about work"I said after the effect of that kiss wears off.

"Well babe we have a month off. We leave this vacation from hell today. That gives us a few days to prepare for Colorado and we get on a flight and enjoy our retreat."

"Wait I thought this was already paid for baby. What are we going to tell your mom?"

"I have a confession. My mom already knows and everything has already been arranged" she said

"Wait what do you mean"

"Well I talk to my mom last night while you was asleep. And she knows about it and she cancelled this and she paid for the Colorado trip." She said looking down

"Why didn't you talk to me first" I said kind of hurt

"Its so hard to get a hold of my mother and I couldnt miss this opportunity."

Now I can get mad at her because she did this shit behind my back, or I can let it go because I really dont want to have a big ass blow out with maura on this beach. Ah what the hell.

"Okay, lets go pack our stuff" I said getting up

"Wait that's it" she said following my move

"Yeah that's it. We're going there to work on us so let's go" I shrugged. She literally jumped on me. And I fall flat on my ass and her she kissed me hard. Her kiss had so much forse behind it I couldn't do anything but fall backwards and moan, sand in my hair and everything. But I really didn't care because the kiss was amazing. My hands went straight to her ass and she started grinding our hips together. This felt so great but then I remembered we was on the beach. I moved my head to the side to break away from the kiss

"Mmm babe, you have stop" she whimpered in protest "come on we're on the beach" I sat up and put my hands on her hips and she stopped rocking them.

"Can we finish in the room before we pack, I want to properly thank you for saying yes" she said in a very sexy low voice

"Sure" I said kissing her, ugh the things I do for this woman.

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Okay that's it for this book, thanks for reading I hope you enjoyed it. It's gonna be a while before I post part three sorry.

Ps Sorry for the mistakes