Okay so sorry I've taken a little while to post to you guys, I've been procrastinating SO badly you have no idea.

Tsk tsk... so off task? Big bad wolf is back...

Stfu I need to focus.

So thanks to Num, Kyra, and (Wild Dick) for helping me on this and collabing with me for ideas and different writing styles!

Which you probably won't notice cause we won't change jack shit

NOT TRUE LAAAAAAAA

Okay here we gooo~

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It wasn't until a few hours had passed that after lying in my room that I'd finally thought up a plan. I tested it slightly by twisting my wrists against the bandages from the sensitive flesh from the previous attempt with the restraints.

They're not as tight... Did someone so this on purpose or is it that they didn't want to hurt my wrists?

At the thought of the that I rolled my eyes. Didn't want to hurt me my ass,someone was just being a dumb ass, but that works in my advantage anyhow.

I started to slowly work at the right wrist, squirming and pulling trying to slip out till I managed to pull away.

"Fuck yes.." I whispered under my breath and undid the rest of my legs and arm.

Quickly I jumped out of the bed and raced over to the door to be found with the shattering realization of the scanner by the side of the door.

It's locked...

My heart started to race as I heard people talking outside the door. Within a another moment to think about what I was going to do I redid the straps quickly around, making sure they were all loose. With that I quickly got in the bed, redid the blanket over my legs like they were before I turned my head to the side, closing my eyes to make it seem I hadn't woken yet.

The door opened quietly with the sound of someone shuffling inside, muttering quietly about sedatives being too strong. I waited a little while, ignoring whatever the person was whispering with annoyance.

They say I'm fucking crazy, can't he stop talking to himself? god this guy's getting on my fucking nerves...

Not waiting another moment to listen to his stupid mutterings, I jumped up to be surprised with breath-taking grey eyes. I stood there for a moment and stared at Levi, his face somewhat twinged with confusion and anger.

I wasn't going to wait for him to act, so with out a moment to lose I pulled him on the bed and as fast as I could did two of the straps on his wrist.

That should be enough...

"Eren! Eren! Fuck.. undo them damn it! Let me up brat." I ignored his stern words and looked at him, suddenly consumed with anger.

"Why the hell should I? You wouldn't have let me up would you? Oh that's right because I'm sick" I spat "You know what? You're the ones fucking sick. Labeling people like they have.. no they are some desease!"

I didn't understand why I was so angry but frankly I didn't give a damn as I grabbed the ID card from his chest pocket. I started to back up toward to the door and watched as he thrashed around like an animal, yelling at me and for someone to come help.

"And you said I'm sick..." I muttered, scanning the door, ready to make a break for it.

"Eren STOP." Levi yelled sternly, making me flinch asI held at the door handle. "You're sick. You're SICK damn it get ahold of yourself. Just fucking accept it so we can help you. Can't you tell we're doing this to help you brat? Or is your mind just too fucking sick to understand that!"

Furious, I scanned the card again and opened the door without hesitation, and making a break for it. Without thinking about where I was going I ran past nurses and doctors, racing past handlers, Military Co. people, other patients, but they didn't matter.

I caught a glimpse of a sign pointing to the exit and made a sharp turn down a corridor only to be blocked as I fell backward.

"That hurt~" I heard someone moan groggily, a hand suddenly appearing in my face. "Well don't just stare at it. You gonna take it and get up or what?"

I looked up at a girl with food in her mouth, smiling down with a stupid look on her face. I pushed her hand away and got up myself, when someone runs over suddenly and I flinch.

"Sasha! You okay? Did this guy hurt you?" He turns to look at me accusingly though he doesn't look quite sure of himself. "This..tall... guy..." He clears his throat.

"And what are you gonna do? Karate chop him to death?" She snorts, imitating a kung-fu sound. "The only this you could ever hurt Connie, is a butterfly.. not even!"

Before I could really wrap my head around the situation 'Connie' changes his expression as he looks at me up and down.

"Let's go.." He mutters, and it confuses me even further at his sudden change in demeanor. "He's got grey scrubs, hurry up before we either get killed or worse.. in trouble." She looks at me and nods, stepping closer to him as they both walk past me. How was getting in trouble worse? What was this place..really?

I turned just in time to see Levi leading a few other people in my direction. They looked furious as hell and it was obvious they weren't coming over to show me the way out.

Shit!

I knew I probably wasn't going to make it but I honestly didn't give a fuck. If they were going to take me I at least owed them a show. Without needing second glance, I looked around and saw the object I most needed in this situation.

This is a hospital after all right? They should be more careful of who they bring in..

I smiled to myself slightly and grabbed a scalpel off a tray. It was probably abandoned from when everyone fled, or this had to be a really shitty hospital.

Sadly my fun ended quickly as I ran into another room, misreading it for another corridor. I scanned my surroundings but was forced into a corner as Levi and his team I suppose entered the room, looking serious as all hell.

"Put the scalpel down!" The tallish one yelled.

"Put it down!" A man stepped closer, looking like some one who didn't really belong here.

"Eren give me the scalpel!" Petra screamed at me, which hurt even more. I thought she was the only one not in on this, yet here she was, with the rest of them.

The blonde man stayed silent but had the same stern face, though I was shocked at what happened next.

Levi stood in front of me yelling for everyone to calm down.

"You're all not going to make the situation any better by screaming your fucking heads off. You're just going to set him off." He was surprisingly calm for the situation, but I still kept my distance. Before I thought it could get any worse, Hanji ran into the room, grinning madly.

And they think I'm crazy... Says the one holding a knife..

I shook my thoughts as looked at them all, as they slowly eased closer, still yelling.

"Isn't that right Eren?" A stern voice knocked me out of my thoughts.

"Huh? What?" I looked at Levi still a little shaken as I held the scalpel tightly in my fingers.

"Damn it brat... Put the scalpel down. Aren't you just scared? You're just defending yourself isn't that right?"

I caught on quick as I lowered the scalpel from my person, looking at them and realizing how much hate and fear they had in their eyes.

"Right..." I muttered, handing him the scalpel slowly, then backing up back into the corner, my eyes cast down in shame. I thought of how Petra looked at me with those eyes.. regret and hatred filling me. Those eyes... the look you give to monsters. Monsters like me.

With that Hanji coached me gently to come with her as I followed slowly, out of the room and down the winding hallways. There was so much hatred in my soul toward myself for acting out so stupidly. To actually think I could leave just like that, and with no consequences as well was pure stupidity on my part.

Why the hell did I even bother living.

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And that was a lot harder than you all think seeing as 1. The only thing I had help with was ideas =^=

2. I started this at like 3 and this is now ending 10:57 PM EST..

3. I had so much road block on this.. not writers block, just me getting so distracted and writing so slow.. it's not even funny

I thought it was funny. You took fucking forever.. and you barley did jack shit most of the time

Bye..