Okay so just for you guys, I started writing this in pencil and paper at school so love me.
On the other hand..
Our dumb asses got caught and in the middle of talking about "genital infections" we were told to "Stop taking dick notes"
;_; You didn't have to tell them…
But anyway here we go, hopefully I'm in the zone cause currently I'm listening to Aot opening 2 cause.. it's bad ass.
Opening 1 is better
Well did I ask you? No. So stfu.
WARNING: I'm going to fuck with you in this chapter ;3
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"This is going to be where you are" Levi lead into a large common room closed off. It looked like an average living room if it hadn't been the fact there were doors leading off to what I presumed were bedrooms.
"Group therapy is every Thursday, pills come at noon, and daily therapy will start once we figure out your schedule" He talked firmly as he walked into one of the room, waving for me to follow.
I dropped what little bags I had as I took in the room, Levi unpacking my things as I examined everything. It wasn't much of a change from the hospital other than a chestnut dresser and a small cushioned chair next to the wall.
"The others rooming here are currently at group therapy, they should be back soon. You'll be missing today obviously seeing as they're halfway through and it's best not to interrupt." He commented as he finished setting everything up neatly before walking back into the common room and heading toward the door.
"If you need anything there's a green button on the side of the wall and a red one across the room if there is an emergency. The room is mostly proofed so.. try not to get into what little trouble you can brat?"
I nodded as I stood in front of him, watching him turn to scan his card to leave.
Sht, there goes my means of escape..
I mentally noted, not noticing I was still following him till I felt a hand touch my shoulder.
"Are you listening brat? I said you can't follow me outside. This is for your safety. Unless someone comes to take you to therapy, you're going to lunch, or god forbid a fucking fire.. stay here."
My face flushed as I looked away embarrassed, feeling stupid for such a dumb ass obvious mistake.
"Hey.. Everything's going to better now. Aright? I'm going to get you better.. I'm going to keep you safe." I nodded, my heart pleading him to stop talking as I felt tears start to form in my eyes.
"Come here brat.." He whispered, pulling me in for a hug, as I sniffled.
"Please don't leave…" I whispered softly, holding tightly to the back of his shirt.
"I don't want to be alone.." I bit my lip, trying to cry as best I could.
He lead us over to my room, setting me in the bed as he got in beside me. "Shh.." He whispered soothingly, brushing my hair between his fingers.
"I'll never leave you.. Never again.."
Before I knew it, something warm touched my lips, and I opened my red eyes to see Levi kissing me gently. I closed my eyes again, pushing my lips into his as our tongues fought for dominance for a while, before he won, his tongue exploring my mouth.
"Promise me.." I broke the kiss to take a breath, as he recaptured them not even a second later, a hand slowly coming up my inner thigh.
"I will never let you go.. brat" He smirked devilishly and I suddenly found the small kindle of love I still had for him that had locked itself away since I woke up.
His fingers slowly made their way under my shirt, a cool finger touching my nipple as I shuddered letting out a breath.
"A..am I interrupting?" I froze as Levi slowly looked up to see Petra in the doorway, trying hard to contain her laughter.
"Yes." He flatly said, not bother by the fact we were just caught doing something rather indecent on the current 'predicament' we are in because of myself.
"Well.." She let out a small distorted chuckle. "The others are waiting outside with…" She laughed again.. "Erwin to introduce Eren.. Thought I'd let him know before I went looking for you but.. I guess I'm killing two birds with one stone." She suddenly lost it, bursting out laughing "Or should I say making lemonade with two ripened lemons!" She continuously laughed in the doorway.
"No one says that.." I whispered, covering my reddened face.
"Well no use now.. Let's go Eren." Without getting a say, my arm was pulled and I was already out of the bed, getting dragged to the door.
"Why couldn't I have had an isolated room.." I accidently muttered aloud, with Levi smirking in front of me as I covered my mouth, accidentally slapping myself in the process.
Petra took a moment longer of wiping tears and rubbing her sore cheeks from laughing before she finally opened the door and told the others to come inside.
"Eren… meet Bertholdt, Connie, Sasha, Historia, Ymir, Annie, and Marco" Erwin said as he stepped inside.
A few of them simply nodded, though the two I had met earlier in my little.. exploration.. walked over to greet me, along with two others who I didn't know.
"Hey you're the fuck up trying to escape from the hospital!" The brown haired girl yelled.
"Yeah the kid who was just wearing grey scrubs Sasha.. can we go back to our room now? This one just looks like trouble." He stuck his tongue out immaturely before walking away, the girl named Sasha waving, shoving food in her bother before following whoever the hell the asshole was.
"Don't worry about them.. those two peas in a pod are always getting in trouble together more than I can even count"
She seemed nice, though I was reluctant to trust her seeing as last time I trusted didn't get me too far.
Though you did get laid..
I didn't even bother to go down that thought, so I quickly shook it out of my mind before telling her and freckles there that I was tired.
Soon as I actually lied down I realized how tired I actually was, not bothering to change into the probably more mediocre bleached clothes.
"god damn it.. Why'd Petra have to interrupt.. Why'd I have to end up here.. Why'd my life get so fucked up?" I groaned as I buried my face into the pillow.
I heard a knock on my door as I turned, looking at the white door, half annoyed.
"I'm sleeping!" I called half-heatedly, not really in the mood to bothered.
"Sorry, thought you might want something to eat.. they flag you for more things if you don't eat.." I watched as freckles walked in with a tray of food, "Plus.. I want to talk to you about.. someone you know." He scratches the side of his face nervously as he sits on the red cushioned seat.
"If you're gonna be like a prison movie and ask me for like.. cigarettes for protection.. I am not going to be your bitch. If that's not what your gonna ask, talk all you want."
He chuckled in a somewhat understanding of my joke then got serious, his smile still on his face.
"Actually.. I used to go to middle school with ya, you were even my neighbor."
I spit out the bitter juice that he brought on the tray and looked at him in somewhat disbelief.
"Marco..?" I looked at him more than just the freckles and suddenly made the connection, as he let out a somewhat hearty laugh who I thought got shipped to boarding school for the last 3 years.
"This is where you've been? Jean told us all your crack shit parents sent you to some.. boarding school or something."
He smiled, looking down as if he was remembering something important. "Yeah.. I asked him to cover me while I was gone.. though at the time I didn't think I'd be gone so long.."
I thought he was laughing till I looked up to see tears go down his face. Instinctively I jumped up over to him, wrapping him into a hug.
"Hey.. what happened? Why are you here.. you don't deserve something shit like this.."
He sniffled, keeping his smile as he looked up at me.
"You're a really good friend Eren.. but I'm pretty sure deep down you know the reason why.." He whispered, resting his head into my shoulder to rack out a few more silent sobs.
He was right, I knew damn well. His parents were two faced shits that pretended they were christian as fuck, though if anything, if hypocritism was a religion.. they'd be the fucking priests.
So much for love thy neighbor. It was a month after Marco came out that he began dating Jean. They were cute together, it was nice to see the two of them happy. But as soon as his parents found out they shipped him off to what we were told by Jean "boarding school". Guess that was more bullshit to add to my list.
"So this is where you've been? Can't you prove you're not psychotic or something? There's no way you just ended up here just because you like guys.."
He shrugged, as I handed him a tissue, sitting on the edge of my bed as I got ready to listen what he was about to say.
"They ugh.. called in a few favors.. faked a few shit.. and pieces kind of fell into place with them. I thought I'd get out eventually but.. things kept getting darker for me. The day they came to pick me up I… decided to give them a show I suppose.." He smirked, I suddenly looked closely in the dark room to see the bags under his eyes, and the echo in his eyes of what used to be there, he'd completely given up. He was way past the point of return, even I could tell.
"I slashed my wrists, right before I was sedated. Thought maybe if they thought I was crazy, I might as well act as though I was."
Something wasn't right with him, I could tell deep in my gut that I needed to get away from him. Something was wrong and it made me anxious,the type you feel deep within every fiber of your body to run, get away.
"Hey ugh.. t..tell Jean I love him.. alright? I can't ugh.. get visitors but, I'm sure you can find a way.." He smiled at me like nothing was wrong and I pretended I didn't see the darkness in him as I walked him to the door, before he said something very disturbing just before walking out.
"It was nice to see a friendly face right before I leave… Though I wished I could see Jean one last time.. Take care of yourself Eren, okay?"
I nodded to him, shivering a bit not understanding before I let him leave with an exchange of goodnights before I finally went to bed.
In the morning I had gotten the horrible news of what had happened and I understood what he meant.
"I wish I could see Jean one last time…"
I imagined his smile as two doctors lead away a bed, a wrapped body underneath the white cloth.
Marco Bott was dead.
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Okay honestly I'm too tired to make a proper goodbye
And I spent all day working on this so be thankful
I love you guys a lot annnnnnnnnd
I'm tired as fuck um..
Can we go to beeed~?
WAITTTTT.
Sorry to fuck with you guys with "THEY'RE GOING TO FUCK. YES" to suddenly "Ohay Petra how long've you been there?"
Anyway G'night!
This is why we all have trust issues.
Don't mock me I'm too tired =-=