Hey guys so I'm really sorry I haven't been on in so long :c Things have been SO busy..
So I decided to switch it up a bit since I'm returned and trying to get in the swing of things an all THEREFORE:
I'm going to do a fuckin' LEVI'S POV (hold your gasps) cause I got something BIG planned.
So grab your tissues and I hope you enjoy!
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Levi's POV (odamn)
"Levi wait! Please, why are you taking this so personal?" I heard Petra run after me.
"Damn it you just don't understand! Did you see the way he fucking looked at me? So hateful and ..and scared. I shouldn't have pushed him. This is all my fucking fault damn it."
For the first time since I was a spoiled child was acting as though I just broke a vase and I knew I was about to get my ass whooped. What was so special about Eren that got my blood boiling?
"I say let the little shit throw a tantrum, it'll serve him right. Teach him right from wrong for a change! He'll learn quickly how things work around here, the more tantrums the child throws the longer he has to stay here."
"Fuck off Auruo. This doesn't really concern you, the whole point right now is to help Eren remember? Petra interrupted him, I just kept walking. I wasn't really in the mood for the normal bullshit.
"Why don't we all go get something to eat then come back and check on him, I'm sure the kid 'll cool off after a bit. Plus none of us have eaten in a while.." Gunter suggested to Petra and the others.
God fuck..
"That's a great idea!" Petra ran up next to me, "What do you say, like old times? It'll just be us having a nice meal with nothing to worry about.." She smiled.
"What a pain.." I whispered, nodding as I could already feel a migraine coming on. I needed to forget about that damn brat for a moment.
And forget your love for him as well?
I shook my head, sighing as I nodded to Petra. She beamed proudly as if I'd just allowed a 9 year old to have their first phone as she pulled out her keys. "I'm driving!" She put a thumbs up to the others.
"Hell no." I muttered, yanking the keys from her hand and walking out over toward the door, nodding to the guards as the buzzed us out.
I heard a few snickers and suddenly felt like a mother driving her kids to a girl scouts meeting as I sighed softly to myself and got in the car. "Hurry up we haven't got all day.." I muttered, trying to play off the fact I just realized it was 12:30 AM.
"Remind me why the hell we're going to go eat dinner at fucking 12:31 AM?" I sighed, pulling out of the hospital parking lot.
"Because… we're hungry and we haven't eaten?" Erd suddenly spoke up from the back, looking just as tired as I felt.
I let out a sigh once more, this time covering up the fact I was yawning and started to drive, "Where are we heading anyway?"
"Mom's Kitchen*!" Petra beamed, Auruo nodding, with Gunter and Erd's stomach just growling in agreement.
"Alright then…." I muttered, taking a turn into the more heavily trafficked part of where we were.
"Wait it's right there on the left. You'reGoingToPassIt!" I was interrupted, causing me to take a sharp turn into the parking of Mom's Kitchen.
"Jesus don't gotta scare the shit out of me, what if crashed." I hissed, as she nervously laughed.
I looked back to see Auruo clinging to Erd, while Erd and Gunter clung to the roof rails*.
I sighed, getting out of the car rolling my eyes. "Don't be such wimps.." I sighed, getting out of the car and walking toward Mom's Kitchen.
"See that wasn't that far away?" Petra breathed a sigh of relief as she got out of the car as if she hadn't nearly killed up with her "warning".
I shook my head as I walked inside, looked like fucking Popeye's. Where the hell were we?
"Remind me why we didn't just order food in the hospital cafeteria or just went home and let Petra cook? Aren't you in cooking classes.." I muttered, rubbing the bridge of my nose.
"Wasn't the whole point coming here to get away from the hospital.." Gunter nervously laughed, trying to support Erd who was still shaking from our "near death experience" of a horrible thing called "navigation"
"Next time we go out to eat can we leave me out? I think I need to lay off the death with a side of road rage please.." Erd muttered, Gunter rushing over like a fool with water as if he'd just been in a traumatic accident.
"Can we just get our food and leave? This is starting to become a pain." I muttered quietly, slightly annoyed with the whole situation in general, and still a bit fuming from earlier.
"Eh? But we haven't even ordered anything!" Auruo rushed over.
"Well then as soon as Petra's done ordering we can take our food to go. I don't want to be gone for too long." I sighed, finally sitting down.
"I don't think so. I'm not getting back in the car just yet.." Erd muttered, looking like he was about to blow chunks.
I already had grabbed everything as I sat ready for Petra "Fine. But you better shove the food in your damn mouths.."
I rubbed a plastic knife on my thumb as I thought to myself, looking out the window, thinking of life before everything happened. Before Eren, Petra and the others, Forced to work at the hospital, even before meeting-
I stopped myself from meddling with things in my mind that shouldn't be dealt with at the moment.
Petra was smiling as she came over with a tray of food, trying to balance another. "A.. A little help?"
I stood sighing, grabbing the one with the most food on it and walking over, setting it down.
"Damn this is good.." I muttered, taking a bite into my chicken.
"I know right? When's the last time something ever tasted like an actual home cooked meal.." Petra grinned, eating her fucking salad.
"Better than eating fucking powder potatoes and mystery meat.." Auruo mumbled as he messily ate his food.
I scoffed in disgust, already a bit disgruntled by the greasy meal I was eating, but watching him eat was a whole different level.
"Close your fucking mouth when you eat, will you? I'd rather have your food inside your mouth than out.." I hissed, mildly annoyed.
He shrugged, continuing to eat loudly, now probably doing it on purpose as he smiled at me, a piece of corn falling from his mouth.
He yelled as he bit his tongue, furthering his look as a moron as I looked at him panic over the small cut on his tongue.
"Well I'm done eating." I sighed, pushing my food away, utterly disgusted as a bit of blood landed on his food.
"Same Here…"
"Same.."
"Right here too."
Petra laughed a bit, even though she'd just given up half her "meal".
"You were kind of asking for it Auruo. You can't deny that.. That's kind of what you get for mocking him.." She laughed, standing and taking the keys.
She spun around to look at me, starting to head past me "Alright…" She sighed "Let's head back before they call out a search for Levi in the closets." She winked at me.
"Hey watch it I'm still your superior.." I grumbled, striding behind her, Erd and Gunter not-so-happily following behind while Auruo rushed past with about thirty damn napkins in his mouth.
Soon as we all got in the car, we all buckled quickly and immediately grabbed the roof rails for safety, Petra taking her sweet damn time.
"You sure you want to drive…?" I asked again, actually a bit scared to be in the car with her behind the wheel.*
"You sure you don't?" She retorted back, turning the engine on causing me to jump a bit, which was out of character for me on my part but damn was this a bit scary.
I sighed, calming down as she drove, eventually falling asleep 15 minutes after driving. I hadn't even noticed, until I could see it.
The ocean, it was so calm and beautiful. It reminded me of Eren's eyes the way the current flowed softly.
I closed my eyes and let the breeze flow from behind me, as I listened carefully.
"Levi…" I heard a child's voice whisper, as I felt myself twitch slightly.
"Leeeevi!" It called again, laughing, as I heard someone running toward me in the sand.
"Leviiiiiii!" The voice yelled in my ear, causing me to violently fling my eyes open.
"Isabella!" I yelled, sucking in a harsh breath causing me to choke.
"Levi!" Petra screamed, as she swerved.
It took me a minute to realize what was happening as our car flew in the air upside down, glass everywhere.
For what seemed like forever, everything was in slow motion as I watched in horror.
Then, all was black, as I passed out.
When I woke it was still dark. Debris was everywhere and I couldn't make out anything.
"L..Levi.." I heard softly, as I turned around and saw Petra against a tree with a giant glass shard in her stomach.
"Petra!" I yelled, trying to get up but falling with killing pain. I looked back to see my leg trapped under the car.
Without thinking I pulled forcefully, my leg freeing with a sickening break.
I crawled over to her, assessing myself in my thoughts.
Three… No four cracked ribs. Broken leg, dislocated shoulder, gash above my right eye.. and something lodged in my side.
I took this knowledge and stored it for later dragging myself to Petra best I could.
"L..Levi…Levi….It hurts.. It hurts so much.." She whispered, bleeding badly as tears ran down her soft face.
"I know. I know. Shh.." I whispered, propping myself next to her, putting an arm around her.
"It's okay, you're going to be okay. You here me?" I whispered soothingly, trying to keep her distracted* as I quickly took out the glass, immediately putting my hand over top of her wound as she let out a yelp.
"Shh it's going to be okay.." I whispered again, as she rested her head on my shoulder, shaking.
I brushed my hand over her hair as I gently held her, looking around to see Gunter, Auruo, and Erd not far on the ground looking mangled and still.
I let out a harsh slow breath and closed my eyes, kissing the top of her head. "It's going to be okay" I repeated, holding her tightly.
"Promise…" She whispered, still shaking, her breath slowly and her body temperature dropping fast.
I closed my eyes tightly, brushing my hand through her hair repeatedly to keep her calm. I wanted her to go peacefully, and with little pain as I whispered gently to her.
"I promise…."
With that, I felt her body go still, her breath no more and her skin cold, as I continued to rub her hair.
"Petra…?" I whispered.
No response.
And with that, my friends all left me alone, as I smiled, closing my eyes feeling myself too drift off to wherever.
Sorry Eren…
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Well since I am back I might as well fuck with you all right?
Anyway thanks again for being with me even though I've kinda been here and there lately
It was REALLY touch and go for this one so this took me a month cause a lot of things have been happening
Gomen though ;-;
I have sooo many midterms (WHICH I GOT 97 ON MY JAPANESE MIDTERM. FUCK YAS)
* = Mom's kitchen was a joke about Eren's mom.. and let's just say it got fucking BAAAAD.. heuheu
* = I had to fucking look up what a car railing was called. And car railing? That's dumb ;-;
* = I wrote istracted and at first and it never fucking corrected me till like much later when I got a random *ping* "YOU GOT A TYPO. HEH LMAO GOT YA" Fuck me. ;-;