Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural

Warnings: Mpreg, Wincest, No Mark of Cain (At least not yet), Kevin's alive

Please feel free to comment, I love to hear what people think and if there's something I need to work on. Sorry this chapter is short.

Chapter 6: Saying Sorry

Sam sat at a table in the library, looking through the local papers for place to live. He decided that Dean can have the bunker, his brother would probably need it more than he would. Benny walked in with a glass full of milk and set it next to Sam before sitting down in front of him.

"Thanks," Sam nodded before to taking a sip.

"Have you found a place?" Benny asked.

Sam pushed the paper over to Benny, showing him some of the ads that were circled in red ink," I circled the ones I thought sounded nice."

Benny took the paper and silently read the ones Sam circled," You know you don't have to leave here."

"I don't think Dean will want to live with me anymore after we," Sam took a deep breath before continuing," We separate."

"But you'll never find a place as safe as this," Kevin said coming into the room, taking a seat next to Sam.

"I'll just have to try and make it as safe as I can," Sam shrugged.

Benny shook his head," Dean should be the one to leave."

Sam shrugged again, taking back his paper and looking through the ads," Tomorrow, I'll start taking a look at these places."

"Do you want someone to come with you?" Benny asked.

"Sure, if you guys want," Sam answered.

"Cool," Kevin said," I need a day out."

"So what does everyone want for lunch?" Benny asked.

The others thought for a moment before Kevin finally gave an idea," How about some BLTs?"

Sam nodded in agreement and Benny stood up," Okay, I'll go get started on them."

"I could cook," Sam suggested but Benny shook his head and left the room in the direction of the kitchen.

"So, you got the papers ready for to be signed?" Kevin asked.

"Yeah, the lawyer drew them up quicker than I thought they would but seeing as I'm not really fighting Dean on anything we have and he doesn't want this child, she thinks it'll be an easy divorce."

Kevin nodded and put a reassuring hand of Sam's shoulder and gently squeezed. Sam gave him small, sad smile before grabbing the paper and checking the ads once more to make sure he didn't miss something. Sam wasn't expecting his brother to come running into room with Castiel hot on his heels.

"Sammy!" Dean yelled coming to a stop before him.

"Dean," Sam nodded to him before turning to Kevin," Could you go to my room and get the papers on top of the dresser?"

Kevin nodded and quickly left, passing Benny in the hallway. Benny stopped at the doorway of the library and watched, ready to move if needed.

Castiel stepped forward," Congratulations Sam, you'll make a great parent."

"Thank you," Sam smiled at him," Who told you?"

"Dean informed me," Castiel answered.

"So he told you that the child isn't his?" Sam asked. Castiel nodded.

"Babe, I'm not infertile like I thought," Dean said smiling happily at Sam.

Sam stood, outraged at Dean," What?!"

"When I pulled him from hell, I fixed that problem as well as others." Castiel answered for Dean.

"Hear that Sammy, it's possible for me to have kids," Dean said grabbing his hand," You were telling the truth and I'm sorry for not believing you."

Sam pulled his hand away from Dean's, "You're sorry?! That's all you have to say for how you acted these past weeks?!"

"I know I screwed up," Dean responded.

"You bet you screwed up," Sam agreed with him. Kevin reentered the room with the papers and handed them over to Sam. Sam set the papers on the table between him and Dean," It's too late, you didn't even try to believe me when I told you the truth…after all we've been through."

Dean eyed the papers, "Are those…?"

"Divorce papers?" Sam asked before nodding," Yes, please sign them so I can give them back to the lawyer."

The room became eerie silent before Dean finally gave Sam an answer," No."

"No?" Sam asked.

"You heard me baby, I said no," Dean said grabbing the papers and ripping them in half.

"I can get more papers, Dean!" Sam yelled at him.

"Do it and I'll rip them up to," Dean dared his husband.

"Why are you fighting this?" Sam asked.

"Because I was wrong to think you'd ever cheat on me but you were wrong to think I only married you because you wanted to. Sammy, I married you because I love you more than anything in this world," Dean confessed.

Sam rolled his eyes, not believing a word Dean said," What about Lisa and Ben?"

"You have never ever been second best to them and if I ever made you feel that way than I'm sorry but when I thought you were gone forever I settled for a life with them," Dean told him.

"Are you sure about that?" Sam asked.

"Without a doubt," Dean said and walked around the table to kneel in front of his husband. He took Sam's hand and lightly kissed it," I know I don't deserve it with the way I acted but give me a second chance, please?"

Sam looked down at the man he was still very much in love with and sighed," And if it doesn't work out?"

Dean looked up into Sam's eyes hopeful," I'll sign the papers and you can have whatever you want."

"If I wanted the impala?" Sam asked skeptical.

"It's yours." Dean answered without uncertainty.

"Wow," Sam said, "I'll give you a second chance but you have to trust me."

"That goes without saying," Dean agreed with his husband.

"We'll still sleep in separate beds for now," Sam demanded.

Dean nodded," Understandable."

"I also want to go to couple's counseling," Sam told him.

"Really?" Dean asked. Sam nodded and Dean sighed," I don't think that's a good idea."

"Why not?! Sam's voice raised and he back gave Dean his bitch face.

"We wouldn't be able to tell them everything," Dean answered honestly.

"That's you're problem," Sam said before turning and heading out of the room.

"What's that supposed to mean?!" Dean yelled after him.

"You find the counselor and make an appointment," Sam yelled back.

Dean stared at his three friends in the library," Maybe there's a hunter who's also a couple's therapist."

Kevin shrugged while Benny shook his head," Doubt it, brother."

"Perhaps I could counsel Sam and yourself," Castiel offered.

Benny let out a loud chuckle," That'll be interesting to see."

"I'll think about it Cas," Dean told the angel but didn't really meaning.