I said I had the next chapter done~^^ I do not own durarara

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Shizuo sighs, he got home after taking Psyche to Shinra's and was angry. He had seen Izaya and the child.

The child that Izaya had taken from him. 'Fuck him.. that flea doesn't deserve to be around that kid if he didn't even want me or psyche.' He thought and noticed the picture again and slammed it face down. 'Acting all happy... He could of staid with us. He could of been a great mother to Psyche, but no... His job rules fucking all.' He thought and growled falling back into bed.'I fucking hate him.'

He groans his thoughts suddenly going south fast. He remembered things he wished he could forget. The taste, the smell, the softest touch, and sweet words from the raven he still craved. "We could of been a family..." The blond says softly out loud and looked back at the picture lifting it up.

It was a photo of Izaya and he, the day the twins were born.

Izaya looked tired, but smiled holding Psyche, and Shizuo was kissing his cheek holding the other child. It was the last day that they were happy. Not even an hour later Izaya and Shizuo were in deep shit. Their shouting match brought in security, and Izaya took the other twin since Shizuo was holding him. The raven had shouted that he should be careful with his temper before he hurt the child, making Shizuo seem like a true monster, and Shizuo had yelled back that Izaya should be like that more often and showed he at least gave a fuck that they now had babies to handle.

It was bad, and Shizuo regretted it deeply. Words he didn't mean got spat out and he took Psyche away from Izaya calling him a terrible mother already. Then the night came and Shizuo had stayed in the room next door with a nasty stab wound, but had taken the newborn with him.

When he got up he still had Psyche with him, but Izaya had fled with the other twin. Shizuo didn't even know the baby's name.

Fresh tears flooded his eyes and the beast of Ikebukuro nearly wept again for his lost son. 'One day... Maybe one day...' he thought and sighed. He had seen the child that evening, he looked so much like Izaya, so much like Psyche. And Shizuo longed to at least hold him once, and tell him that he does love him. And... That he still loves his mother.

After an hour he got a call from Shinra and got up.

Psyche was fine now and was hyper, driving Celty up the wall. He smirks and walked through Ikebukuro to get the child he still had.

"Psyche~" he called and smiled when his legs were attacked by a hug when he opened Shinra's door. "Are you causing Celty trouble?"

Psyche giggles," no~"

[Yes~] Celty typed and let Psyche see causing him to giggle.

"I've been good~" Psyche says," I woke up feeling much better thanks to uncle Shinra." He says and jumped up and down with his arms up wanting to be lifted.

Shizuo complied and let Psyche take off his sunglasses and play with them while chatting with Shinra.

"I saw Izaya today..." He says and saw Shinra freeze and Celty's shadows slow."He was with the other one..."

"Shizuo..." Shinra says," why don't you just-"

"I can't just go up to him." Shizuo says and put Psyche down to go play."He left me."

"You took a child from him." Shinra says and watched Psyche run off giggling from a ball to play with.

"He took one from me too..." Shizuo sighs and needed a smoke." His stupid job was more important to him."

"Well.. He's in a job where you can't just up and leave." SHinra points out and watched Celty send a few shadows as butterflies to Psyche.

"He didn't want to leave."

"Yes he did." Shinra says sharply a bit," you're just too caught up in the fact that he couldn't just quit. You yelled at him, and he reacted in the way you know he goes, which is to which is to ruin. He can't help it. He made you feel like a monster while holding a small infant because you made him feel like a horrible mother and...you not even paying attention are you...?"

"Shut up Shinra." Shizuo says and growled."Psyche." He called and the small child ran over giggling."Say goodbye to Shinra and Celty."

"Bye-bye~" Psyche says happily and gave Celty a hug. He skipped to his daddy and walked by him hugging a stuffed animal.

Shizuo sighs and picked up Psyche scared of him being trampled by people on the sidewalk and walked to Russian sushi.

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Izaya sighs returning home from reporting to Shiki. He had left Kida in charge of Roppi and opened the door."I'm back~" He says and heard crying. The single mother didn't even pause and ran into the living room.

Roppi had a knife in his hand and a nasty scar across his palm and he was crying.

"M-Mommy!" He cries and held his arms up wanting to be held. Izaya ran and picked him up, taking the knife away.

"KIDA!" He yells and saw Kida on the couch with a gash on the side of his head. "Namie.." He turns and saw her on the floor behind the desk knocked out as well. He growls and walked to the front door, slamming it shut with his foot. Then he ran into the bathroom still holding his son and set him down.

"Shh..Shh, Mommy is here. Roppi...Hachimenroppi..." Izaya says twice to get his attention," shh" He kisses his forehead softly," nothing is going to hurt you with Mommy around."

"M-mean humans b-broke in and t-t-took some files... K-Kida got knocked out when o-one of them saw me and t-tried to take me..." Roppi sniffles and watched as Izaya gently wrapped his hand after cleaning it."N-Namie... t-tired to stop th-them from taking the file but... She got hurt..."

"How...How did you get hurt?" Izaya asks trembling slightly cleaning the knife that had his son's blood on it."Roppi...Roppi tell me what did they do to you?" He asks and knelt before the crying child.

Roppi shook his head," Mean man tr-tried to carry m-me away... K-Kida got knife...ran at him calling him names...I don't understand.. He was very mad and picked me up tried to run but...fell.. after man hit...him... I grabbed k-knife but it hurt... Then some one said...that they saw you enter here... and..." The child spoke trembling worse and worse as he went on.

"And..what?" Izaya asks running a gentle hand through the smaller raven's hair. When he didn't get a response he got more worried," Hachimenroppi...What else happened? Where did those me-"

"Behind you, Mommy..." Roppi says in a very soft voice, his red eyes looking past Izaya. Fear etched into his body as he saw a few men standing there with knives and guns.

Izaya kept his gaze on Roppi, and looked closely into his son's orbs seeing the reflection. A talent he had gotten from talking with clients while Shizuo was around. He sighs and stood still with his back to the men. His hands in front of him giving Roppi signal to get down and under cover, then they slipped into unseen pockets to grab his weapon of choice.

"You must be truly desperate to either hurt me, or kill me, or get yourselves murdered, if you break into my house and knock out my help, and most of all...Harm a four year old." The mother spoke calmly, but too calm that it made Roppi back away to hide in the tub. "Desperate, or incredibly stupid." He says.

"We came for the information, Orihara. The file you have kept from us for years." A gruff voiced male spoke," but there's parts missing."

"And whom's file are you after?" Izaya asks turning around with his hands in his jacket pockets, his ruby eyes glaring and reading them all instantly like a computer."Oh..." he sighs," Shizu-chan's..." He tilted his head acting bored with the whole situation, and Roppi smiles. The signal that his Mommy was about to hurt a bunch of humans. the toddler shifted his small feet to get a better view but then he tripped. Roppi had been standing and stepped on his bath toys. He fell and bumped his head on the tub side and called out crying. Next he knew there were the sounds of gun shots.

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Psyche skipped about happily next to his father. He had a new hoodie from his uncle to wear and was elated. A coloring book with anime characters on it in one hand, and his other hand gripping his father's tightly."Uncle Kasuka s-said that when I'm older... I could be a singer!" He says happily and smiles brightly.

"Is that what you want to be?" Shizuo says and grins holding Psyche's hand carefully.

"Yes~" The tiny raven says and jumped over the white lines on the cross walk."M-maybe one day I could sing on TV...and Mommy would see and come to us." He says and smiles brightly again and stumbled over his small feet a moment before continuing his skipping walk.

Shizuo sighs," one day..." He flinched when suddenly his phone went off and read a text from Celty.

[Come to Shinra's. Something has happened.] Was all she wrote making the blond frown. He changed direction and walked to the underground doctor wondering why she texted him.

He got there a few minutes later with the hyper raven at his side and knocked.

Shinra opened the door and smiles," ok... So before you freak out, Celty wasn't the one who texted you to come an-" Words Shinra only says when something very bad is going on, and the same words Shinra had spoken when he found out that Izaya was pregnant.

The blond felt his eye twitch and pushed opened the door with some force.

"Just come out a say it." He says and let Psyche go to the couch to play.

"Izaya's house was broken into and... the kid was home." Shinra says," he came here and was very freaked out-"

"Is the kid ok?" Shizuo demands," why didn't he text me? I could of-"

"Shhh." Shinra urges," quiet. You might wake them up."

"Them?"

Shinra winces at how harshly it was said and winced even more when a door opened.

Shizuo's breath caught when he looked to the guest room and saw him. A toddler the same age at Psyche rubbing a bright ruby red eye, and wearing a black shirt with grey pj pants and mismatched socks."Uncle Shinra..." He says and had a bandage around his other hand, and one around his forehead.

"Roppi-kun what are you doing up?" Shirna asks and knelt before the child checking his bandages for any mistakes and made sure he was alright.

"Potty..." Roppi says and lifted his arms to be carried.

Shinra complied and lifted up the small kid," sit down please, Shizuo." He carried the still recovering child to the bathroom and helped him before carrying him back to the bedroom to be with his mother. The underground doctor winces noticing Celty and got a solid elbow to the stomach for it.

[Why did you do this?]

"Izaya is hurt, this wa-"

"What happened to Izaya?" A gruff voice interrupted. Shinra squeaked when suddenly Shizuo was standing right next to him, caramel eyes flaming.

"S-Some men broke into his apartment and attacked them. Izaya has been shot twice, and Roppi-kun has a laceration on his palm and a gash on his forehead."Shinra says quickly," Izaya is asleep right no-ah! Shizuo!" He got pushed out of the way by the brute who opened the guest room door.

His caramel eyes landed on the bed seeing the informant he had fallen hard for. Crisp white bandages were wrapped around his small torso, and there was a bruise over his left eye. His skin was pale, but his breath was even. It made Shizuo's heart ache. He stared for a while longer then heard a small panicked voice. "G-Get back!" The blond looked down by the edge of the bed seeing the raven haired kid peeking out with ruby eyes," stay a-away from my Mommy."

"Hmm..." Izaya groans at the noise and the kid looked up. "Ro...ppi...rop..pi..." The adult raven calls lightly," Shizu..chan..." he winces and woke with a start. "ROPPI!" He looked around frantic a moment before the toddler climbed up then held him to his chest trembling."Roppi..."

"Mama!" Roppi began to cry relieved and nuzzled into his mother while Shinra and Celty came into the room. Shinra went straight to the bed and pulled Roppi away from the raven.

"N-No...Shinra, let me..." Izaya pulled his baby back to his chest and sighed in pain but relief. The mother raven still hadn't noticed Shizuo and let Roppi stay with him for a while longer before parting kissing his cheeks and forehead.

"Izaya I need to check up on your wounds." Shinra says and reached for Roppi again but pulled back getting a very Shizuo like glare from the child." You can stay with your Mommy." He assures," bu-"

"Make him go away." Roppi says pointing to the tall blond. The small raven turned when he heard his mother take in a sharp breath, and felt arms tighten around him.

"What are you doing here?" Izaya demands eyes sharp and glaring into caramel orbs that held him captive. The informant was slightly speechless but pulled the toddler more to his side away from Shizuo, he didn't want things to involve Roppi and had a feeling where this was going to go.

"...I am here for my son." Shizuo says his anger building from seeing two of whom he loved injured." Izaya... I am going to sue for custody of Hachimenroppi." He says simply," you cannot have a child in an environment where he could be shot." The blond knew he was being a bit cruel, but he wouldn't stand it longer. If Izaya refused to go to him, he would at least save Roppi from being hurt again."I'll see you in court." He turned and left without a goodbye leaving Izaya wide eyed and for once, fearful.

Fearful because no judges liked Izaya, and there was a 95% chance that Shizuo would win.

The raven laid back feeling numb, he was going to lose all he loved.

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Red: Hope you enjoyed this~^^ and don't worry things will get worseXP

Shizuo:*counting pennies to afford court*

Izaya:*still in shock*

Psyche and Roppi:... You look just like me...

red: Please review, and follow! I love to hear from you guys! Plus ideas are very very much welcome and are considered!

Psyche: UNTIL NEXT TIME~~~~!