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this was written with a painful broken finger... 3,570 words

~|_X_|~

They ate with small banter and lots of talking about old times, and when Roppi began to nod off, and after Izaya somehow managed to get Psyche awake enough to drink from a bottle, the two parents got the twins to bed.

Izaya sighs, a small smile on his pale face as he watched the two boys sleep soundly and fuss a bit sharing a bed since the other wasn't set up yet. The mother raven closed the door softly and felt arms wrap around him from behind. His heart sank and already he craved to give into Shizuo.

"Shizu-"

"Please..." The blond rested his forehead on the smaller's shoulder."Let me have this..."

"Shizuo," Izaya turned and looked up into deep caramel eyes. The eyes of the monster he still couldn't resist. After a silence where their breaths matched, and hearts beat slowly, he stood on his toes and pressed his lips to the beast."... One night." He murmurs and pulled the debt collector to the bedroom.

It was a night to remember for the both of them. A night mixed with sweet love, and bitter regret. Hearts became one and so did bodies, until they had to part.

Nothing like their first time.

~|_X_|~

Six Years Ago.

Izaya panted riding his boyfriend. His small hands on Shizuo's shoulders as he rocked his hips drawing them both sinful delicious pleasure. He hugged the brute and kissed at his neck while feeling yet another bite mark being placed on his neck.

"Sh-Shizu~" He whined and pouted when the monster pulled back licking his lips with a smirk.

"You asked for it." Shizuo spoke his voice sending shivers down Izaya's spine. He suddenly grabbed the other's hips and thrusted up undoing Izaya almost instantly in bliss. He flipped them over and pressed deeper still trying to fit the last inch inside of his slender boyfriend.

"Ah~AH! T-too deep-AH!" Izaya arched his back from the bed feeling Shizuo used some inhuman strength to force his way in. He froze up suddenly when a sharp pain over took him and whimpered gripping at Shizuo's shoulders tightly.

Soft lips pressed against Izaya's forehead and trailed their way down to his opened mouth. Their kiss was hot, sloppy, and full of greed wanting to devour the other.

Shizuo smirked slightly having got half an inch more in and counted it as a new record. They were still getting used to each other's bodies and were currently fucking in Shinra's guest room while the doctor and family and Celty were out on vacation. Izaya agreed to house sit since his parents didn't care if he left for a bit, and of course with a place to himself and nothing else to do he invited over his hot blond monster.

Izaya let out a mangled scream and came between them heavily and squeezed around the thick heat inside. HIs body shook with each thrust, and suddenly he felt the giant cock pulsing and a searing thick hot substance flooding his insides. They both fell flat and tired, a fuck fest of a day behind them.

Shizuo panted and kissed again at Izaya's shoulder and sucked leaving a mark that made the small ruby eyed male wince."...We're getting better at this..." he mentioned and smiled seeing a red blush creep up Izaya's neck and face."...I love you."

Izaya blushed again and kissed his lips." I love you too..." He wiggled slightly feeling the seed leak out a bit and pouted."... You condom breaking brute."

"Ahh...shit..." Shizuo pulled back and out wincing when he saw a flood of white cum leaking from his now annoyed boyfriend."Sorry..."

"That's the third type we tried today that broke." Izaya said and tried to sit up but winced. A soft warm hand suddenly rested on his back and he smiled."...Mmmh? Shizu-chan you wanna go again now that you've seen your little mate dripping your cum?"

"Maybe..." Shizuo spoke and kissed the smaller again," they keep on breaking, we might as well give up and just go raw."

"Cum is a pain to clean up." Izaya sighed and leaned against his favorite brute.

"Why don't I help you?" The other offered with a smirk and lifted his love up preciously.

After a very very hot shower both laid on the couch. Izaya's clothes forgotten as he wore one of Shizuo's shirts and pants which were oversized and o so very comfy. They had been there for three days enjoying the life of just being together, and Izaya relishing in the idea of teasing Shinra that he and Shizuo had fucked in his house. It was too much fun to make their friend freak out.

They slept soundly through the night and into the day.

Shinra entered the apartment with his father and Celty and sighed seeing his two friends. He let them sleep since it was still early and went into his room and checked the guest room before turning a bright red.

"IZAYA!" He shouts and ran from the scene of obvious sex to the now laughing raven."Y-You will c-c-clean that up!"

"What up, may I ask Shinra?" Izaya purrs and sat up straddling Shizuo who woke and wrapped his arms around him. The brute looked at Celty who seemed half amused and half in Shinra's state.

Shinra's father was indifferent and walked around with a spray while the teens bickered and laughed. He was home for the first time in a while and was interested in his son's friends."You guys are welcome to stay for dinner if you want." He said and got a thanks from them then held up in his room something planned. His eyes went over Izaya's medical records again and a smile formed on his face.

Izaya and Shizuo hung out all day with Shinra giving him a headache, but they cleaned up and even went out with him to buy things for dinner which Shinra's father offered to cook.

"Eat up." He said and watched Shinra dig in with Shizuo. He eyed when Izaya ate and took a few notes until Shinra noticed.

"Stop eating." He said quickly and shot his father a look. "What did you put in our food?"

"Nothing. Just wanted to see if the different types of activities caused a teenager to eat differently."

Shinra sighed and Izaya shrugged before digging in again.

He and Shizuo gathered their things and left after Izaya wished Shinra sweet dreams in his nice comfy bed. To which Shinra paled and asked if they had seriously done it in his bed, but Shizuo shook his head laughing lightly.

The happy couple walked down the street hand in hand gladly. Shizuo kissed Izaya goodnight and watched him go for as long as he could before going home himself a smile on his face no matter how he tried to hide it. He loved that raven and nothing was going to change that.

~|_X_|~

Izaya laid on Shinra's couch feeling like crap. He had fainted in the morning after going home , puked a little bit a week later, and now he had a full headache, vomiting, and low blood pressure. He mumbled and looked at Shinra who was on the phone. After a while he paled and for once began to yell at whoever was on the line before hanging up.

"What's wrong with me?" Izaya demands with a glare.

"...My dad drugged you." Shinra sighed,"... you might want to call Shizuo."

"Why?"

Shinra looked at him and was nervous,"...when you and he...you know... had intercourse did you guys properly clean you out?"

Izaya turned a pink,"...no..." He was curious to why Shinra asked until he took in all accounts and what consequences of unprotected sex would be."...I'm don't have an STI do I?"

"...No..." Shinra said and bit his lip."...Izaya you're pregnant."

~|_X_|~

Shizuo groaned getting a text and checked his phone. He tilted his head seeing it was from Celty asking him to come to the apartment about something. He shrugged and told his parents he was going out before walking to Shinra's.

When he knocked on the door Shinra answered." Before anything, Celty didn't text you. I did, and uhh-"

"What's wrong?" Shizuo demanded and pushed open the door while Izaya was still on the couch in shock."Izaya?"

The raven winced and looked over his shoulder with eyes wide."...Shi..zu.." He says softly.

The brute pushed past Shinra growling," what did Shinra do?" He asked and knelt before his lover ready to murder if needed.

"N-Nothing..." Izaya spoke and put his hands on Shizuo's shoulders to keep him in place."Shizuo...Uhh..."

"What's wrong? My love, please tell me."

"...I'm...Pregnant..."

There was a silence. Shizuo felt his heart stop then flutter, he pulled the other down into a loving kiss."..This...is great." He says softly," Izaya... We're going to have a family." The blond teen was elated, the news shocked him, but he didn't mind. He loved Izaya more then he loved life, and if they had created life he wanted it and everything with Izaya. He wrapped his arms around the still in shock raven and pulled him into a warm embrace, smiling when it was returned though Izaya was shivering.

"Shizu-chan..." Izaya says softly and nuzzled into the strong brute."...Shizuo... I-I...I can't have this."

"What?" Shizuo pulled back heart sinking and his insides turning cold."Why?"

"I'm o-only 16. A-and I got the job as an informant, and we still have two years left in highshcool."

"..."

Izaya's eyes widened when he didn't get a response and he felt a slight panic."P-Please don't break up with me." He begged and knew it had been a huge mistake to tell Shizuo about the baby. He didn't want to and neither he nor Celty knew Shinra had texted Shizuo.

"Why?" Shizuo growled suddenly," why did you get that job." He demands. He hated everything to do with gangs and the stupid yakuza who were always causing more trouble then he and the raven had during their fights."Why did you get that stupid job?"

Izaya winced," because it's what I want to do." He said and winced again when Shizuo stood and ran a hand through his blond hair."Shizu-chan..." He sighs and winces.

"Quit." Shizuo demanded," you must quit the job right now."

"I just started, I can't quit. And I...Don't want to."

"Why?!"

"You know I've always wanted to be an informant. It was so hard to get in contact with the Yakuza-"

"I told you not to!" Shizuo bellows and was furious gripping his hair and trying not to get violent around his lover.

"I wanted to! You can't control what I do Shizuo!" Izaya snaps and stood," you either support me or you leave me."

"I can control this." The brute growled," you are not allowed to abort the baby. I'm sorry Izaya, but while you are like this, you won't be able to go out and do anything. I-I'll be able to get a job and money, and support you-Us." He spoke," I will work for the both of us. Just... You have got to stay out of the yakuza and those gangs way."

"You've got to deal with it. Ok? I want to be an informa-"

"No." Shizuo growls glaring," after the baby is born... After then, when you are holding the child I will accept your decision."

Izaya frowns, his eyes brimming with unshed tears. He nods," fine."

Shinra stood by Celty and sighs," that went be-!" He keeled over when she elbowed him and went over to ease the situation a bit more.

~|_X_|~

Shizuo sighs, he was anxiously awaiting the news. He had lost his cool and threw a desk at his small lover. It was lucky the raven had, had pratice in the past dodging him and didn't get hurt, but Izaya was now in ultra sound at Shinra's while the brute was at work getting yelled at.

Izaya was trying his best in school. He still didn't wear the proper uniform especially when his baby bump began to show, and he hung around Shinra more then ever while Shizuo was working and trying to earn money. They both kept the baby a secret from last their parents and were planning on moving out as soon as they could, and to start living together. Their whole situation putting a strain on their love, but both were too stubborn to let anything ruin what they had.

Izaya groans, another waved of morning sickness making him unable to move from the couch. He had his face buried into a cushion while Celty patted his head. She was being kind to him, feeling bad for his condition and his currently not so great relationship with Shizuo.

"Th-This sucks..." Izaya growls out and curled up more hearing the door open and close.

"Izaya..."

"I thought you didn't want to talk to me today, Shizu-chan..." His sly silky voice floated up dangerously to the brute. Celty 'sighed' with her shoulders and stopped petting the small raven who curled up in pain again.

[He's having bad sickness and hormones right now.] She typed up to Shizuo who nods understandingly. They had been dealing with this for six months and Izaya was only getting more fussy and was starting to grow a bit bigger. School had just eneded thankfully, and he was planning on online classes.

"How's you back?" The older teen asks kneeling on the floor since Izaya refused to leave the couch.

"Quit changing the subject you brute."

Shizuo sighs and winced seeing those rubies glare at him. Their argument and close brush with hurting each other fresh still on their minds.

"You threw a desk at me!" Izaya yells and sat up hitting Shizuo repeatedly. "What if I had gotten hurt? What about the baby, huh?" He kept hitting the blond who blocked with one hand, over and over. "Stupid, stupid, stupid Shizu-chan!"

Shizuo let the small bundle of pregnant Izaya hit him, hugging him softly when he began to tire and the small strikes weaken more. This wasn't the first freak out Izaya had at him, and he was certain it wouldn't be the last. He sighed, and felt bad for acting out again on aggression." Let me explain... Izaya..." he says softly, his deep voice calming the already tired black haired teen. "The guy you were speaking to-"

"He wasn't a client." Izaya snaps," and if I have to talk to a client, I would let you know."

"...Sorry..." Shizuo says looking like a kicked puppy, his caramel eyes reflecting his guilt. He had nearly hurt his lover and that thought killed him.

"You owe that store a lot of money now..."

"I know..." Shizuo sighs, he was trying hard to keep earning money but his debt to the city only grew more as Izaya grew."...I have nothing, I'm sorry..."

"What are we going to do?" The small male sighs softly, running a hand over his stomach and looking to the brute after some more thought." I...I could take the job for Shiki... Being the real informant in Shinjuku. It would come with a huge apartment, and a lot of money." The growl he got in return was predictable. "Shizuo... We've been keeping this a secret from everyone. That means we also can't use their money... If I take up this offer we would be set for a few years. I could help you pay off your debts, we would have a place together. I co-"

Growling, Shizuo ran a hand through his bleached locks."... Fine." He hoped he wouldn't regret this." Take the damned job. But I will be your body guard. You do not see anyone without me around, understand?"

Izaya nods. He would take the job, get the money and apartment and keep going to school for as long as he could."... I love you." He says and sighed,"... we will get through this. Once the baby is born..." He stopped talking, neither knew what would happen once the baby was born.

"Lets just focus on right now." Shizuo says," Izaya..."

Izaya nods again and laid back down, they both were silent for a long time.

"Shinra I know you are there.." Shizuo spoke and heard their friend shuffle in the nearby hall into the room.

Shinra nervously entered the living room and smiled," hello~" he sang and saw two seriously pissed off gazes. He sighs, so much for being friendly, and held the picture up of the ultra sound." The babies are fine."

"Babies!?" Shizuo gapes.

"Yes, twins. Both male." Shinra nods," and before you ask again how was this possible..." He took out his papers," some men have wombs since when we are all developing we start as female. But those wombs are useless, and are cut off. Well, my father studied you Izaya, and drugged you repeatedly to make the womb develop and waited for when you and Shizuo would uhh...have unprotected intercourse."

Izaya sighs," so you mean... I am male."

"Yes."

"Who has a working womb."

"Yes."

"That would of been much simpler." Izaya huffs slightly since he had spent weeks still trying to figure out what was wrong with him to end up like this.

Shizuo nearly groaned since he felt stupid for not understanding it right away." But still...Twins?"

"Yes." Shinra nods," they will have to be delivered early, but it should still be a smooth going process." He smiles unable to hide his own fascination at this.

~|_X_|~

Moving into Shinjuku was huge for Izaya. He walked around his new huge apartment and ran his hands over expensive furnishings Shiki had gave to him. He turned in the living room and smiled," this is perfect!" He says happily and turned to Shizuo who looked out of place and displeased.

"Shiki let you keep all of this?"

"He gave it to me for being his newest informant." Izaya says and moved to the desk looking through the files that were given to him, and information Shiki wanted him to memorize. He ran his hand over the expensive lap top and chess pieces made of real marble."He went all out."

"He's bribing you. He knows you're gonna quit so he's trying to-"

"I am aware." Izaya sighs," he is aware that..." The raven saw the last file and took it out,"... Shizuo... I..." His stomach fell and the raven put it away quickly before turning to the window." I'm happy to be here. So please be happy for me. It's my dream job and I finally have it. I am young, and I am getting what I always wanted." The raven twirled and hugged the brute," you included."

"Right..." Shizuo sighs and looked down at the bracelet on his ankle.

"You should be heading back." Izaya says when he noticed," you can't move in while the police are watching you. And... I can't be found."

"Right..."

Izaya kissed his cheek and watched his lover go."...I love you." He called out just as the other was about to leave.

The blond looked back and nodded before leaving making the raven frown.

"Stupid Shizu-chan..." He spoke and turned again feeling bad. His eyes ghosted back to the filer, and he took out the last one again. 'Heiwajima, Shizuo' was written on it. "...I don't want them finding you..." He says softly and put it aside. The Yakuza wanted everything they could on the beast of Ikebukuro, so Izaya had to pull some strings that broke his heart. He caused Shizuo to get mad again and got him under house arrest to keep him at bay from getting too close. The new informant didn't want Shiki anywhere near the brute since Shiki would want use his strength. 'I made sure to keep the pregnancy a secret, and I got a nice long pardon from seeing clients since I convinced Shiki that I'm still too new. But he can't know I'm connected to Shizuo...' The raven groaned and sat regrets already forming.

"I should of never..." He fell silent,' never what?... Never of loved Shizuo? Never of taken the job I wanted?' He sighs, too many thoughts and hormones getting to him."...I just want to still have Shizuo in the end..."

~|_X_|~

Red: Sorry, stuff came up last week and right now I barely had time to look through this for mistakes. On wednesday I shall be posting the next chapter and hopefully it will be better^^ Please comment! If you see anything not making sense I would love to hear about it!\(^.^)/