Chapter 8: Chapter 8

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Chapter 8:Revelations

A/N: All Twilight characters belong to SM I am just providing an alternate reality.

Please note that the second part of the chapter takes place from Jake's point of view.

"What happened to them Bella?" Jacob repeated.

Bella looked down and then back up. "They—they were my first bites to eat," she confessed.

Jake stepped away. "No, that can't be."

She shook her head.

"You heard me. I killed them! I killed them all, starting with Alice who never saw it coming. Then Jasper.

"Oh God! I can still remember how Emmett and Esme tried to escape me. But it was all for nothing, it only exhilarated me. I've never felt so high," She closed her eyes, her body shaking. Her voice trembled as she fought the monster inside her. She was suddenly hungry. She took a deep breath. "Then there was Carlisle, who actually went to find me. He begged me to find the will to stop but when he saw Esme on the floor he only held her tight against his chest. I've never someone cry so hard."

Bella broke into deep sobs. "I broke a man who only treated me like a daughter! He didn't deserve it and I killed the woman he loved. The sweet woman days before had held me and told me she loved me as her own daughter. They didn't deserve to die but they tasted of sweet agony and I couldn't stop. Then Rosalie, oh God, Rosalie. She was so afraid but at the same time I could see the tears in her eyes not because she was scared but because she had always wished to be human again. And here it was through me, and in seconds I stole everything from her. I snapped her neck and drained her."

Jake couldn't believe what she was saying. All this time she had wanted so much to become one of them. She had desired their lifestyle from the moment they walked into her life and they accepted her with open arms only to find their end with her.

"What about him?" he asked.

She swallowed the memory. "He didn't fight me, he basically offered himself to me. You would think I would be able to stop but I didn't. And God, that taste. Better than anything I've ever had. Nothing else has ever compared to that wonderful, euphoric taste."

Jake shook his head, he couldn't believe it.

"Wait…he was your singer. Weren't you his singer?" he asked. "And he resisted you."

"I guess he loved me more," she said coldly, hating herself. "So you see, you were right. I made a stupid choice. And I have suffered hell because of it. I have been alone from the moment my heart stopped beating, so finish this. Kill me."

And she waited. But he didn't answer.

"KILL ME!" she roared so fiercely that the whole forest trembled.

And when he wouldn't react, she pushed him hard and watched him fly off into the forest of trees.

Why doesn't he ever listen! her thoughts exclaimed.

As he felt the force of her push against him he felt nothing but sadness for her. All these years, she had been alone as he was but it was worse he at least still had his family and the tribe. She on the other hand had been in isolation and was now begging for death when she had never experienced life.

He landed into a ditch, the mud almost buried him but he pulled out in time before she came in for another attack.

She was quick, but he could move just as efficiently even in his human form. He knew she wasn't using everything she had. She was holding back, she just wanted to piss him off so he could lose his head, so he would take off hers.

"I'm not going to kill you, Bella," he hollered as he escaped a flying boulder she had tossed.

Losing her patience she speed up to him and kneed him in the groin causing him to fall to the floor.

"Stop being such a pussy," she hissed before going for a different attack but she didn't get a chance when suddenly Jake was on top of her as a full on wolf. He struck her once on the head with his giant paw and something that never happened to vampires happened to her.

She knocked out.

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He watched her sleep baffled by something that was impossible. But there she was covered in mud, sleeping on his bed with a shoulder that he had mended. As she snored quietly he began to think of everything she had said in that field.

She killed the Cullens. Fuckin' irony she killed them all. I always thought he would end up killing her.

He would have thought he would be happy to hear that they were gone. After all if they had never existed there would have been nothing in the way of Bella and him, they would have lived a normal existence.

But all he felt was…well sadness. Carlisle though a bloodsucker had only kindness in his eyes, just as his wife Esme. At the end, Bella literally destroyed a whole 'family.' And more.

He knew it was her gift…no her curse to have this uniqueness. Could it be that perhaps everyone around her desired her to keep her humanity so much that in turn it became a part of her. Yet, this was not like the stories he had heard of other mystical vampires who could create pain or force fields this was something unique as though she were the balance between the world of vampires and humans, for what would be worse for a vampire then to die as a human?

To live what you had forced others to endure under your own sharp teeth?

He walked to the living room and did something he rarely did, he turned on his television/computer device.

"Manny, on," he said.

"Hello Jake, how can I help you today?" asked the television in a sweet female British voice. "Would you like to finish watching 'Monster, Inc.' you are twenty-three minutes to completion."

Jake groaned, he hated technology but now was not the time to bitch about it. He needed to find anything on vampire lore. In his own tribe there were just legends of the Cold ones but nothing like this.

"Legends on Vampires."

"I found 35,323,342 sites regarding vampires would you like to narrow your search?"

He rolled his eyes.

"Extreme blood lust."

"All right then," answered the computer. "I found 30,340,321 articles."

"Fuck," Jake groaned.

"There are 1,203,293,973,391,590 articles and several videos, I might add. Including active devices you can connect to your sensor suit."

Jake rolled his eyes. "Go back. Look up legends and lore regarding blood lust in vampires. Look in archeological and anthropology articles."

Manny brought up a few entries.

Jacob scrolled through a couple of articles which had nothing but the usual lore of the insane blood lust of the undead but nothing compared to Bella."

"Find mysterious blood disease deaths that wipe out villages and such steaming related to vampires," he then said.

The machine updated its list and read the first entry for Jake even though Jake hadn't asked it to.

"In the late 333 A.D. in Rome there were sightings of several thousand deaths in nearby villages. These mysterious deaths where caused by blood drainage. It had been concluded to be animal attacks by a judiciary, however a clan of Roman priest called the Excubiarum claimed it was a demon of unbounded blood lust that had manifested itself in those condemned. It is noted by the head official that the demon came out of true emptiness in the world; it was the embodiment of envy and loss manifesting itself in condemned humans in a period of decent or death in this case the demon had manifested in what the Excubiarum called a frigus sanguinem (Cold blooded) being."

"How does it end?" Jake asked wanting to get to a solution.

"The Frigus Sanguinemwas disposed of by another clan of priest called the Voltu…"

"Stop," Jake interrupted. From what he heard those bloodsuckers had all but disappeared by the hands of a powerful creature. Now he wondered if Bella could be the cause. And the it occurred to Jake.

Could it be that Bella is the reason why I have not seen a vampire in quite a long time?

He sat on his couch and ran his fingers through his jet-black hair.

It seemed that aside from the fact that Bella was a vampire she was also the vessel for some form of demon.

So if I throw holy water on her I should expect her to go full exorcist on me, he said dryly to himself.

"Does Exubiarum society still exist?" he asked just out of curiosity.

"Yes," the machine answered.

"Where?"

"There are several locations, primarily one in New York, New York and another in Rome, Italy."

"New search," he announced. "Give me any stories on Vampires turning human."

"There are two entries," the machine answered.

"Let me see the first one," he asked.

The first story was of fiction, something to do with Mr. Darcy breaking his curse.

"That was fiction do we have any legends?"

"The latter entry is legend," the machine answered.

"Pull it up," he said.

His final search had been fruitless there was no lore of vampires turning human just something to do with twin souls in some Latin script he couldn't even translate on Google translator.

All he could come up with was what Carlisle had said to him while mending his broken bones.

"We exhibit our natural abilities more after turning,"Carlisle said. "For Edward it was his ability to read people that gave him insight into minds. For Esme her passionate want for love in life transferred into her very loving heart."

"And if you suck the life out of the girl I love," he said angrily before screaming out in agony again as Carlisle cracked another bone into place.

"Well Bella is special," he said with a smile. "She tends to bring humanity in all of us, even those who hide it within. I am sure it will be something she will carry over if she chooses that life."

At the time he hadn't really paid attention but now he thought about it more closely to it. Could it be that Bella's gift was to literally bring back the humanity and mortality of those around her. He had felt it himself in the woods it had struck him deep within the recesses of his mind shocking him into a state of shock as to transform every bone and muscle back into human, perhaps it was similar for vampires. But it was all just a theory.

He returned to the bedroom only to hear her snore lightly. But before he turned around to find some food in the kitchen she heard her voice between light snores.

"Jake, I'm so sorry," she whimpered. "Please don't leave Jake, just dance with me once more."

A/N: SO we have some background on the possibilities of why Bella had such extreme blood lust. But they are just theories after all there is only so much one can discover through Manny Google. But it's a beginning.

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