Charas POV
When was the last time when I felt positive emotion toward other individual being?
Maybe ages ago or two.
My point is I never ever thought that someone or some human could really influence me to change my mind, to the point to let me consider the meaning of the word affection.
Few years ago or more, considering Frisk's current age, when i first met with the girl, I saw her as an opportunity to fulfill my dream, mere paw of my big cleanup plan. By manipulating her I took control of her body and almost... almost accomplished my plan. Who could have known that she was the biggest living determination container?
Of course her determination helped me in some extend, but the problem was, it was much more than I could handle.
At first I hated her for her incredible strong determination and I hated her for prisoning me in this hell. By hell I mean this damned black abyss. I despised her, wished her to die in the cruelest way.
How... like me...
But now, I know it's strange but, things significantly changed.
It begun when she started to constantly appear in front of me. Always showed and fed me with different useless information about her daily life. And the most irritating thing about her was her unceasing cheerful smile. She was determined to change me, despite my regular "nice" remark.
I threatened her, tried to kill her and tried to harm her in any possible way in the void. Still she came back. And here I thought she was not determined enough for this extend. And at the realization my hatred turned into different emotion.
I became curious... about how far can i push her. Then she impressed me again with her never ending determination. It was... she was admirable. Different from anyone I've met before.
Maybe i was becoming insane in the void and she was the only one keeping me sane or she was the one turning me insane, i can't tell the difference, I started to look forward to her little visits. Again how strange that the life can turn things into something insane, I should have been the manipulative one…, and here I am sitting and expecting her like a good little boy who is waiting for his bedtime story.
How strange... and amusing...
Maybe things would be different. Maybe MAYBE I can try to do things that she mentioned before.
Yep, yep i am loosing myself.
The strangest thing is that my hatred toward human kind, which continued for the century, ceased into something not very important like it used to be. Hell, I can't even remember what they did to me. Did it happen 70 or 100 years ago? Shame that I didn't count the years. Oh well, at least thanks to her I won't see their ugly face.
But...hers...
…yeah her face is fine.
She is okay. Not meaning anything by that though. I have seen way better ones before - just mentioning.
By the way what is she doing now? Is she in her school doing meaningless things or hanging out with her dorky friends.
Hn.
Her friends.
Bunch of morons.
She should stop hanging around with them. Especially that self-proclaiming, untalented, bone headed comedian.
Gosh, how I wish that I could snap his bones in pieces. Can't even imagine that Frisk being with him at the moment. She better not be.
She better not be with anyone...
Yeah she should be with someone who knows her well... Someone who lived in her mind, literally...
…like me.
Anyway, is she coming?
She should be here now.
Did something happen to her?
I shouldn't have let her go that soon. That nut-brain must have got herself in a trouble. Not a surprise… though.
But she better start taking care of herself! Since she's so pathetic and selfless brat!
Maybe I shouldn't have let her go there at all. She can be with me…
Here… Safe and sound…
Yeah, yeah, I know this place is horrible but, Hey I will always be with her.
You know…, eternal dark abyss would not be that bad if she stays with me.
We could do things… she likes.
No worrying about anything or anyone.
Yes, I am talking about eternity
But, sadly, there is a very high chance that she wouldn't like the idea.
If…
If only I could make her stay longer…
How…
Damn
How I wish that…