Chapter 13: discovering more things
[Cry's pov… surprise!]
The walk towards my house was quiet… I guess neither party knew what to say to the other…
I unlocked the door to my house and let them get in… I haven't had any other visitors except Felix here in a long time… I've tried avoiding getting to know anyone at all for a time now… and avoiding people at school tends to leave you with no friends from school…
"So?" Kathrin asked…
"So what?" I asked…
"So, you going to show us that you're Cry or what?" Kathrin asked angrily, and I could clearly see that she was doubting this whole thing…
"Oh right… I forgot about that…" I said… I really had…
"Oh I bet you had…" Kathrin said… something about her pisses me off…
"Oh shut up…" I said in response, quite angrily if I must say so myself…
She didn't answer, she just looked at me with annoyance…
I ignored her annoyed stare and proceeded to walk over to my computer… the both of them following me, Amelia because she was curious, and Kathrin kinda just followed me with her arms crossed over her chest… she's really getting on my nerves… like always…
"So anyway… this is where I record everything…" I said before I turned on my computer…
"Whatever, let's just see it, shall we?" Kathrin said… for fucks sake…
"Kathrin! That's enough!" Amelia said just before I was about to tell her something along those lines myself…
"Oh shut it… just because you like him…" Kathrin started angrily but never finished… wait… does Kathrin possibly?
"Ryan? what's that file?" Amelia asked as she pointed to the last video I made…
"Oh that's the one I was going to edit and publish today…" I replied…
"Can we see it!?" Amelia asked, and I swear I could see sparkles in her eyes…
"Sure… but as I said, it's not edited yet…" I replied…
"That's alright…" Amelia said happily… and this apparently caught Kathrin's attention…
"You have no idea how much of a Cry fan Amelia is Ryan…" Kathrin said…
"Kathrin!" Amelia said as she started to blush furiously… she's kinda cute… if I hadn't fallen for Felix I'd probably go for her… oh fuck… I'm treating her just like Amanda treated me aren't I!? Good thing I wasn't dating her before Felix… wait am I implying what I think I'm implying? You're not gay Ryan… and you know it… it's only Felix… would I have dumped Amelia for Felix?
"Ryan?" Amelia asked, successfully snapping me out of my previous thoughts…
"Huh? Oh yeah, I'm sorry… just thought about a few things… that's all…" I replied…
"So are we going to watch this video or what?" Kathrin asked…
"Yeah we are! Just calm the fuck down…" I replied angrily…
"Good…" Kathrin said…
I let them watch the video and I just kinda checked how they reacted to it because, well… you don't get this opportunity everyday do you? Seeing a fan up close watching your video…
When the video was over Kathrin looked a little more convinced, well until she spoke…
"But that doesn't sound like you at all… so I guess you'll just have to record one in front of us…" Kathrin said… wow, really?
"Really? Are you going to be just as slow as Felix?" I asked… fuck… that said a little too much about everything… Kathrin didn't seem to get it though…
"Wait! Does that mean… you haven't told Pewdie that you're Cry yet!?" Amelia asked… of course she'd realize it…
"Yeah… I kinda haven't… but that's because I get to know more stuff when he doesn't…" I replied…
"Ryan! That's kinda mean…" Amelia then said… yeah I guess it really is…
"I know… but it's just… he talks about everything to 'Cry' and I just have to know… and besides it's his fault for not noticing… I mean I have given him so many hints, and we talk together all the time! I don't get how he still hasn't recognized my voice yet…" I replied...
"Yeah, but a camera can't capture a glint in someone's eyes…" Kathrin said… wow… never thought I'd hear something like that from her…
"Yeah… I guess… and hey, does that mean that you believe me when I say that I'm Cry?" I asked Kathrin…
"No, still have to see that recording of yours… it doesn't seem like you, but as I said a camera can't capture a glint in someone's eyes…" Kathrin then replied… she's just amazing me more and more…
"Damn, you're smarter than I thought…" I said…
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean!?" Kathrin asked… she's angry… I guess that kinda came out wrong…
"I meant that it seems like there's more to you than I previously thought…" I corrected myself…
"Oh… thanks…" she then said as she blushed slightly… wow, so she does have this kind of side to her too… I looked at Amelia and I saw a sight I never thought I'd see from her… she looked at us with both anger and depression… wait… so is Amelia also?
"You guys… no, just forget it… let me edit this video, and then I'll record the next one…" I said… and they seemed to go along with that…
They watched me the entire time it took me to edit the video and I couldn't help but feel nervous… I'm not used to having others stare at me while I edit my videos, okay?
When I was done editing I uploaded the video to my YouTube account… and when Amelia's phone made a sound I got startled… I'm not used to hearing unknown sounds randomly either…
"Look Kathrin! It says that Cry uploaded a new video! You can't say that you don't believe him now!" Amelia said happily…
"Amelia! For fucks sake… I was trying to make it so you'd see him make a video live…" Kathrin then said… well she tried whispering, but I heard her anyway…
"So that was why you didn't believe me at all… no matter what…" I said… she turned nervously towards me and I could see that she tried forming sentences in her head to get her out of this situation…
"It wasn't really a problem you know… I mean I guess it'd be okay to let you guys watch me record a video…" I then said…
"Really?" Kathrin asked hopefully…
"Kathrin? Are you secretly a Cry fan?" Amelia asked… wow, glad she asked... that means that I don't have to…
"I… kinda… yes…" Kathrin replied with a dark blush spread across her face…
"Wow… and you've been saying all these mean stuff to me for all these years… oh well… I don't really care anyway…" I said…
"I'm sorry… I guess I've been a jerk towards you… but that's because you never would talk with me… I… I kinda liked you at the start…" Kathrin replied… what!?
"Liked me?" I asked… I need to confirm this…
"N-no, not like-like… just… I wanted to be your friend… you seemed so cool about everything, and then I got to know that you like gaming… and just… we shared so many common interests… and yet you wouldn't talk to me at all… I just… I kinda got pissed about it all, and I… I didn't know what to do about it…" Kathrin said… wow…
"Wow… I don't know what to say… I'm flattered I guess… but still… you didn't really have to be mean towards me… that's not going to make friends you know…" I replied…
"I guess you're right… so hey, want to be my friend?" Kathrin asked… WOW… just wow… all the things I've gotten to know lately… I mean just think about it… Felix broke up with his girlfriend… Felix is gay, and he likes me… Felix also have another person that he's interested in… Amelia have known that I'm Cry for some while now… and both Kathrin and Amelia knows that I'm dating Felix… and now I know that Kathrin always wanted to be my friend? Wow… just… wow…
"Yeah… sure" I said… wow, am I getting myself into a friendship too now? What happened to "let's try to make sure no one notices that I'm Cry, let's just avoid everyone"?
"YES! Finally!" Kathrin said happily…
"But hey, you guys really can't tell Felix my secret!" I said after a little while…
"Why?" Kathrin asked… am I really going to tell them everything?
"I… that's kinda a long story…" I replied…
"We have a lot of time…" Amelia said comfortingly… okay I guess I am going to tell them everything…
"Oh shit… well then I guess… sit down, this is going to take a while…" I said, and after they had taken a seat I started telling them the whole story of what had happened between me and Felix…
"Wow…" Amelia said after a while, successfully breaking the silence… and making Frank go away…
"If Pewds dares to hurt you I'll personally kill him…" Kathrin said angrily… I like her more and more…
"Haha, thanks, but I'd still love him…" I said… love him? Do I really?...
yeah I guess I do…
I love Felix…
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wow... I've been writing like crazy... and I'm on vacation people...
just wow... I've been writing nonstop for hours now...
hope you're happy...
I don't blame you guys though... (I've actually made some sort of deal with myself... "if I get 10 more views then I'll write the next chapter..." and stuff like that... and just wow... we've gone over 1,500 views on this one... wow...)
but I've been making so many mistakes... (I corrected them all though... I think)
I'm kinda tired... I need sleep and I will go to sleep...
goodnight everyone...