Important Author's Note: Oh my god, a spider crawled up my leg when I was half way through typing this and let's say a most high pitched scream exited my mouth. I have a HUGE fear of spiders! But I flung him away and cautiously went back to typing. Hm-hmph, anyway, Roxas won the poll, cheers for all you voted for my favorite anime blonde. I mean even my mom, who detests anime and such, thought Roxas was a cutie. Sorry for any Riku fans but I was hoping for Roxas to win all along but kinda felt bad for Riku too, anywho, onto the amazing fourth chapter. Enjoy and sorry for any mistakes, I'm still kinda jumpy because of the spider. Thanks for all who reviewed!
Disclaimer: Kingdom Hearts is not yet mine but it will be soon, yes, very soon... Mwahahahahaha!
Warnings: BoyxBoy, no likey, no readie! Plus there's a little bit of spoilers in this chapter, well, kinda. Also I put Kairi in this chapter, don't kill me! (*Runs away quickly*)
Story Start:
Sora's P.O.V.
The brunette let out a pitiful sigh, his pink lips in a small unhappy frown. He couldn't reach Roxas no matter what he tried. It's been two days since he saw the blonde and left him alone in his worst nightmares. Riku kept telling him that the blonde could handle himself but... Sora just couldn't shake this feeling that something was wrong, very wrong. The bright blue eyed boy bit his lip as he kicked his bare feet in the warm sand. What if he was hurt? Or trapped in one of his most painful memories? The tanned boy barely noticed the calls of the hungry seagulls and the crashing waves that skimmed his toes then was pulled back in almost greedily. Riku left to work, something he just recently started doing, and Kairi... well, the brunette hasn't seen her since Riku broke up with her.
Sora frown fell further, he never did ask about that. What exactly happened between the two because now that he thought about it... Kairi, he hasn't seen her for at least a week now. Sora stood up slowly, thinking of all the places Kairi might be found. "Sora!" The blue eyed boy flinched, head whipping around like a wild animal in fright. "Sora!" The scream echoed, bouncing painfully around his skull and suddenly the tanned boy felt faint. Black slowly consumed his eyesight as the scream now turned into a sad lonely cry that sounded almost like the beautiful voice of a blonde haired, blue eyed angel that Sora only wish he knew everything about.
Roxas's P.O.V.
The blonde growled hatefully at the silver haired man in front of him, silently feeling as if he knew the man. He gripped his two keyblades, anger washing over him in waves. Why won't he just die and leave him alone? Why?... "Why? Why do you have the keyblade?" The man asked, pure hatred dripping from his mouth. Roxas paused and stared at the key, the key that held all his hopes, all his dreams. He didn't know why he had it, all he knew was that he must fight. An image of a tanned blue eyed boy entered his mind, a whisper repeating in his ears. Sora...? He didn't know any Sora, did he? Was he the true chosen one of this blade? His gut made him believe so.
"Sora." The blonde spoke softly making the silver haired man gasp. The blonde dropped his hood, revealing his dull pained blue eyes. "I have the keyblade because of Sora." Roxas suddenly charged but the man just deflected his attack on pure instinct, the blonde flew back, landing roughly on the cement ground. His mind continued to scream Sora's name, making the name into a panicked chant. He heard the silver man's booted feet walk to his still body, slamming a keyblade next to his head. But then a soothing calm washed over the blonde, Sora... he was here. The cloaked man began to walk away, feet splashing in the puddles. Roxas turned his head slightly, opening his eyes almost painfully. He saw Sora standing there, eyes wide in fear and horror. "Sora..." The blonde stood shakily, grabbing his keyblade swiftly. He must talk to Sora. He has to win. He rushed forward, the blind folded man falling several feet back. "Why don't you quit?"
The man stayed still for quite a few seconds, fists clenched. "C'mon Sora, I thought you were stronger than that." He said slowly, making Roxas jerk back in fear. Why...? Why was he calling him Sora? The blonde glanced over at the said brunette, seeing the tanned boy holding himself in a tight hug, sobs escaping his mouth. Roxas looked over at the man, noticing he couldn't see Sora standing there, hurt and alone. He must finish this, and soon. But suddenly his body jerked once more, his mouth opening of his free will and words escaped his mouth with a voice that wasn't his own.
"Get real. Look which one of us is winning!" The voice was almost taunting when Roxas suddenly froze, hand reaching towards his mouth in hurt confusion. Was that Sora's voice? Why? Why? The silver haired man just softly chuckled, walking towards the blonde in a slow manner.
"So it is true, you are his Nobody." Roxas shook at the word, fear reaching up to his odd beating heart. "Guess Diz was right after all." Roxas growled, commanding another blade to his hand. No, he was nobody but Roxas. He wasn't Sora, he wasn't anybody but Roxas! The silver haired man stopped a few feet away, hands still in a tight fist.
"What are you talking about? I am me! Nobody else!" A pained cry echoed loudly off the walls, making Roxas snap back and hurridly look over to Sora. The brunette sat there, hands clamping his head. The landscape began to fuzz, the silver haired man frozen in place, and the lights started to dim. "Sora!" Roxas rushed to the tanned boy's side but a barrier blocked him off, making the blonde jump back with a slight wince. The buildings began to tumble loudly, lights sparking with freed electricity. Roxas dodged quickly, attacking the barrier with useless power and frustration.
"No! No! No! No!" Sora began repeating, voice filled with intense sorrow. "Roxas is not me and I'm not Roxas! We are not one!" The blonde stopped attacking, frozen with the brunette's words. But then even the brunette himself began to fade away into the now increasing blackness and before long, Roxas was left alone once more.
Sora's P.O.V.
"Sora, wake up! Please Sora!" Bleary eyes opened, dark red hair and worried blue eyes filling everything in sight. A moan escaped the tanned boy's mouth, tears leaking down his cheeks. "Oh God Sora! Are you okay? I was so worried when I saw you passed out and-" But the brunette blocked out the rest of Kairi's ranting, his thoughts still consumed with the memory he saw of Roxas and Riku just moments ago. Roxas was so scared, and angry, and hurt. Roxas was in so much pain... Sora felt more tears form and fall freely down his cheeks. He left Roxas alone once again, and the blonde knew he truthfully was Sora and Sora was him even though they both wished that they weren't one in the same. Roxas could never be human without taking Sora's heart with him.
End of Chapter Four
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