Chapter 22: alcohol
[Ryan's pov…]
Me and Felix were sitting in the couch alone… I'm really nervous right now… Amelia had just said that she didn't like this and told us that she wanted to talk to Kathrin alone… oh fuck… if shit hits the fan between them and it's my fault, I'll never forgive myself…
"You're really worried about this aren't you?" Felix asked… I looked up at him before answering.
"Of course I am… I might have ruined their friendship…" I said… Felix gave me a reassuring smile…
"You shouldn't worry… it's just that Amelia didn't like the fact that Kathrin was pressed to say it… she wants them to be alone and she wants Kathrin to tell her on her own…" Felix replied… what? How does he know?
"What do you know about that?" I replied.
"Well… when you and Kathrin were talking alone so was me and Amelia… and it turns out that Amelia have feelings for Kathrin too…" Felix said…
"And you didn't tell me?" I said…
"You didn't tell me about Kathrin…" Felix replied
"touché" I said… well then… now I know everything is going to be just fine… wow… this makes us four the only people at school that's gay… I guess gay people actually DOES attract other gay people… what do I know about other people in school being gay or not? Not like they know I am… wait… I'm not gay… just for Felix…
"So what do you think will happen when they get back?" I asked.
"Probably the annunciation of their relationship…" Felix replied… and I kinda think that too…
"So… do you think we'll continue the game?" I asked… I mean is there any particular reason for continuing our game?
"Yeah… in a way at least… but after all the things that have happened we won't be doing any dares…" Felix replied…
"Then just a question round then?" I asked… yeah… we could just do something like ask a question and then just go to the next person and stuff…
"I guess…" Felix replied shortly…
We sat there for a while, side by side until I got up and stood right in front of him…
He looked up at me questioningly, and I just smirked at him.
"I'm tired of waiting" I said before kissing him… we're alone okay? And fuck I've been teased enough today… I want some sort of… I don't even know… but something about the smirk he gave me after the kiss told me that he knew what I wanted…
"You know they could come in any time now…" Felix said just before he contradicted himself by pulling me onto his lap and started kissing me on my neck...
"Right now I couldn't care less…" I said as I put my arms on either side of his head and pulled him in for another kiss.
During the kiss I could feel Felix's hands travel across my body successfully making me moan… Felix then pushed me down on the couch… déjà vu much?
"You… how far are you thinking of taking this?" Felix asked… wow… right now I could just take it all the way…
"How far are YOU willing to take it?" I asked in return…
"Wow, you really want to do this right now, don't you?" Felix asked… no Felix, I NEED this right now…
"Fuck yeah" I replied, and as soon as I had said that I pulled Felix down for another kiss…
Felix's hands started traveling across my body again… I could feel them going from my chest to my hips, the outside of my legs down to my knees and upwards on the inside of my thighs… I let out a moan and his hands went under my shirt…
"Guys… we're back…" Amelia said… well fuck…
The both of us kinda just looked at them for a while…
"Oh yeah… how did it go?" I asked a little out of breath… I had just been making out, okay? And moaning and… they heard all that didn't they?
I could feel my cheeks burning… oh shit… well it was… I started this… shit…
"Fine… we decided to date…" Amelia answered, and I looked over at Kathrin… she was looking away with a blush… wow… not sure if it's because she's finally dating Amelia or because of what she just saw when she walked in on us… a combination maybe?
"That's good…" I said…
They kinda just stood there and looked at us for a while before we realized that, well… it might be a little awkward for them when we were practically all over each other…
"Why do we always get interrupted by something when we're about to do stuff like this?" I asked.
"Beats me…" Felix replied… I guess he's really getting impatient about this too…
"Well sorry, but you're doing 'stuff like this' on the couch, where I'm going to sleep tonight…" Kathrin said, still flustered…
"Sorry… what happened between you two anyway?" I asked.
"Umm… that's…" Kathrin started, trying to find the right words… what got her so flustered and nervous? What happened?
"Well… we kinda got close like you guys, so this'll make us even, right?" Amelia said… what?
"What do you mean by that?" I asked… close like us?
"Well we kinda made out and stuff on YOUR bed, although nothing really happened except making out… and since we both did something innocent like that, we'll call it even… and I just knew you guys would probably take the opportunity and start something here…" Amelia answered… that's not really fair…
"Hey… it's my house remember? But yeah… since it's just kissing and making out, I guess it's okay…" I replied…
"So… Game?" Amelia asked.
"Yeah, but we don't need the dare part anymore…" Felix replied
"So how do we do this?" Kathrin asked.
"Well! The genius, me, strikes again! We could just sit down and, let's say that I start, then I could ask whoever I want a question and when that person have answered it's the next persons turn…" I said, and luckily everyone understood what I had meant…
"Okay… who starts then?" Amelia asked as she sat down in "her" chair… that's kinda funny… those chairs have become "theirs"… it's like they already have their own place in my house…
Maybe even in my life?
"I'll start!" Kathrin said happily, and I didn't register it quickly enough to stop it… because who knows what Kathrin could come up with? What she could start all of this with? What she could ask us?
Let's just hope she's not mad about the whole "making her tell everyone her secret" thing….
"Ryan" she said… fuck…
"Yeah?" I asked cautiously… and her grin didn't exactly reassure me…
"Have you had any experience with alcohol, and if you have, what?" Kathrin asked… she really is so freaking unpredictable isn't she?
"Umm… yeah… but why is this relevant?" I answered… because really? Weren't secrets all we were supposed to figure out about each other?
"Yeah, we're talking about Miranda here… she'll go to using alcohol if she has to…" Kathrin replied… fuck…
"I really… I'm not too good with alcohol…" I replied… and it's true… I do stupid things when I have alcohol in my system…
"That could be a problem…" Kathrin said…
"How about you?" I asked in return.
"I'm… not too good with it… but I'll manage…" Kathrin answered.
"I don't usually drink… but I'll manage too…" Felix said.
"I umm… I don't know… I've never… I've never tried alcohol before…" Amelia then said…
"Really!? But you've been on all the parties I have… it's a freaking miracle you haven't gotten some alcohol in your system after all that!" Kathrin said incredulously…
"Yeah I always made sure not to drink anything I didn't bring myself… and anything I didn't have my eyes on during the whole time…" Amelia answered… wow… that's a lot of trouble to go through…
"Wow… but you know Miranda's probably going to make us drink or something right?" Kathrin said…
"That's going to be a problem for both of us… I don't know what I'll do or say when I… have alcohol in my system…" I replied…
"Well… we probably should have made you guys a little more resistant to alcohol then… but I don't think we'll make it in time anyways so… Ryan answer the question…" Kathrin said… glad we're not going to start drinking… that'd be bad…
"Wait, what was, oh right… well… I've gotten drunk only a few times I guess… we have that time on this party with the previous gang… and then that time I ended up recordin-... no let's not… talk about that time…" I said… wow… I nearly gave away… that was WAY too close… wait he still might figure it out…
"You ended up recording what?" Felix asked… damn…
"Oh that… right… umm… it's nothing Felix… don't even worry about it…" Kathrin said, ignoring Felix at first… I'm not too sure that was a good idea Kathrin…
"What!? Kathrin knows about it but I don't? Why do all of you keep so many secrets from me?" Felix asked… well… sorry Felix but you just can't know yet…
"Well not like Ryan really wanted to show us or anything… we kinda pressed him to do it… and you'll get to know eventually anyway… so just… to quote you 'calm yo tits!' okay?" Kathrin said, and we all kinda just started laughing…
"So you DO watch my videos! You're a bro Kathrin?" Felix asked, still laughing a little… Goddamn I love his laughter…
"Well yeah… kinda…" Kathrin said… she's blushing… I guess she's really embarrassed, huh? She doesn't like admitting that she likes something I guess…
"So Amelia's turn" I said… we still have to get all the secrets from each other… I guess…
"Yeah okay… I don't think we need to play this game for too long though… and besides it's getting late… and we have school… so Felix, are you going to do something with Ryan tonight?" Amelia asked… I never thought that the one that would be worst in these games would be her… she's really blunt and just… different than what I expected her to be…
It's funny how you always get to know new things about a person isn't it?
"I don't think we'll actually DO something… but I really want to…" Felix said before kissing my cheek…
"How about you?" Felix asked in return, and well it was fair considering it really was his turn to ask…
"Hmm… we'll see…" Amelia answered… I'm starting to think that Amelia's going to be on top in that relationship… and that's kinda weird because she seems so nice and innocent… well she DID seem like that… but recently…
"Go to sleep and continue this after school tomorrow?" Felix asked…
We all kinda just nodded in agreement… I don't know about the others, but I'm getting really tired…
I still want to do stuff with Felix though… but I guess it can wait… we still have a lot of days left anyway…
This was the fourteenth day of the twenty days until a possible breakup… 6 days left…
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I'm sorry for not making any chapters for a while... but on the bright side: you'll get another chapter today... you might get two even...
and guys...
this story is nearing it's end...
there's going to be the party, then an event before the whole chat thing... and that's it...
it might just barely reach 30 chapters...
and I feel like I'm trolling you guys a lot with the chapter names...