Chapter 24: the bag
[Ryan's pov…]
I stood there in front of the mirror, completely baffled by the fact that the clothes fit me perfectly…
Wow… how did she know… no I'm not even going to think about it…
But… cat ears? Really? And a tail?
The cat ears and tail even matched my hair color… and they were of REALLY good quality… well she IS rich… It looked like the cat ears really belonged to me… like they always were there…
I would never have believed Miranda of all people to choose something like this… she have always been more or less into the classy and cute styles… well the cat ears and the tail is considered cute I guess… but the rest isn't…
And considering that she had to put a manual in it, I thought it would be something weird… but these clothes…
These clothes were just so fucking amazing and they were comfortable as hell… well I liked everything except the cat ears and tail… I mean that's just not like me…
I got these black glows which covered everything except my fingers… they nearly went up to my elbow… they were actually kinda cool… the glows fit so perfectly and they were exactly the way I would want them to be…
And then I got this black t-shirt with slightly longer sleeves than usual t-shirts which hugged my body perfectly… and above it I was supposed to wear this dark blue hooded jacket with no arms… the instructions said to leave it open…
And then I got these blue jeans that also fit me perfectly… the jeans were darker than the jacket…
The clothes were just my size in every possible way…
This is fucking creepy…
No wait this is fucking horrifying…
How the fuck does she know so much about my body!?
Since WHEN did she know so much about my body!? About everyones bodies!?
Damn… I wonder what the others got… I can't wait to tell them that we're in the same group!
I took the bag with me down to the living room, and I could see them all waiting in silence…
They hadn't even started talking together? Oh wait… of course they didn't… I mean I probably wouldn't either… I mean I had some crazy images in my head about these clothes…
"Guys stop being so tense… these clothes are fucking awesome!" I said as I entered the center of the room…
"And guess what! We're in the same group, all of us! We're the 'blue cat' group" I said cheerfully.
At first they didn't seem to register what had happened… well I did give them a lot of information on a short period of time…
"Wow… that's great!" Kathrin replied eventually.
"Yeah… but there's something really creepy about this… and that is that these clothes fit perfectly on every inch of my body…" I said, and as soon as I had said it I felt a shiver run down my spine… wow… saying things out loud makes it scarier than just thinking it…
"Wow… you think it'll be the same for us?" Kathrin asked.
"Yeah… I mean do you really think she could guess her way to knowing exactly how my body is like? But the fact that she knows what I like when it comes to clothing is also kinda creepy… it feels like we've all been watched… like we can't have any secrets before her… like she's a God…" I said… wow, where did all that come from?
It was true, but still…
"Don't say scary things like that…" Kathrin said…
"Sorry… but really… you'll be amazed… or maybe well, creped out by how perfectly these clothes fit… and they're so comfortable…" I replied… I don't actually know why I'm so freaking happy…
"Well we all have to change into our clothes to check if they're alright… so I'll just borrow Ryan's room, Kathrin you could take the bathroom, and Amelia… you'll just have to wait unless you want to change together with Kathrin or down in the basement or something…" Felix said just before he started walking towards my bedroom…
"To the bathroom!" Amelia said as she pulled a quite confused Kathrin with her to my bathroom…
So… I'm all alone in the living room now… oh well…
Wait…
We're the blue cat group…
Felix… how will his clothes look like!? His clothes will be blue… He'll look like a cat too…
Imagination can be a dangerous thing at times…
That reminds me that I haven't checked up on the whole "who's on top" thing… I have to do that sometime… but when will I get enough alone time to do that? I mean Felix is always around, and Amelia and Kathrin… they…
I'll never know, will I?
Oh well… it's alright… I actually don't care too much anymore… either way is fine…
I wonder if we'll even get to go that far…
No depressive thoughts right now Ryan… think about happy things… like cats… and puppies…
Our group is called blue cat…
I'm starting to like these clothes though… I hope we get to keep them… well I don't care much about the ears and tail, but the rest is pretty awesome…
"You were right about the clothes, Ryan… they fit perfectly in every way possible…" Felix said, successfully snapping me out of my thoughts…
"Wow… you look good in them…" I said… and he did… no, correction, he looks fucking awesome…
"I know right, I look fabulous!" Felix replied, doing that pose with his arm above his head.
"What!? You're not gay anymore!?" I asked jokingly, pretending to be shocked.
"Haha, don't worry about it Ryan, I am" Felix replied, and we both started laughing… this reminds me of all the times me and Felix made videos together…
Wow… I hadn't thought about that…
How will the whole confession thing with Felix go? Could it do something about that too?
I mean if we break up then… I'm not too sure if I can pretend like nothing happened… we might just have to stop recording videos together…
I don't want that…
What the fuck do I do!?
Where is Kathrin!? I need to talk to her…
"I thought you were joking about the whole 'the clothes fit in all places possible' part, but damn… they really do…" Kathrin said… my powers strike again…
"Kathrin, I have something I want to talk to you about later…" I said.
"Okay… let's wait for Amelia to finish first then…" Kathrin replied.
"Wait… you guys changed in the bathroom together right? So why isn't she done?" Felix replied… good point…
"Well… we kinda ended up not doing that… we-" Kathrin started but was interrupted by Amelia as she hurriedly walked in and hugged Kathrin from behind.
"We ended up making out a little and stuff… but it wasn't in your bed this time so you should be pleased enough… and I started changing a little later than Kathrin… that's why I was delayed…" Amelia said… well their relationship is going along smoothly… maybe I shouldn't bother them with my problems…
"Yeah… the bathroom's fine…" I replied.
"So let's go talk!" Kathrin said as she started walking towards my room…
"No… I… it's alright I guess…" I said… I don't want to bother her with my problems now that she's finally starting to get her happy days with Amelia…
"Bullshit! You're coming with me, and you're going to talk!" Kathrin said before grabbing me by my arm and started dragging me towards my bedroom…
"But really it was… nothing special… I just…" I tried, but I couldn't even bring myself to finish saying it…
"Ryan… tell me what's wrong…" Kathrin said when we had gotten to my bedroom…
"I… it's just that… how will the whole conversation with Felix go? If we really break up… what will happen with…" I started, but I just couldn't find the right words to finish my sentence…
"What will happen to Pewdiecry?" Kathrin said with a small laugh…
"Not the words I was looking for, but yeah…" I replied.
"Well… I don't know what to say to that… I mean you just kinda have to follow your heart… but I guess you guys won't record any videos together for a while if you really do break up…" Kathrin said.
"Yeah…" I replied… I did not intend to sound so sad… but I guess I am kinda sad… thinking about it makes me sad…
"But hey… you have him all to yourself for the time being, and you don't know if he'll really break it off with you or not yet… so don't be so depressive! And you still kinda have the party to worry about…" Kathrin said… she's right… shit! The party… he might find out about the whole "I'm cry" thing there… damn… what do I do then?
"Fuck… you're right…" I replied…
"Haha, some help I am, now you're depressed about the conversation with Pewds AND worried about the party! Let's just make the most of it, right?" Kathrin said.
"No, I'm glad you made me talk to you about it… just talking about something helps too… and yeah… let's make the most of it…" I replied.
"Make the most of what?"
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okay so I was totally trolling you with the whole "what am I going to make them wear indeed?" comment...
but! who is the person that asked the last question!? find out in the next episode... nope...
so anyway... I might just write the next chapter today too...
(because I feel like I have let you guys down... I haven't posted as many chapters as I should have... I'm sorry... I've tried, really I have... but I just... I just couldn't do it... not to long ago I sat and stared at the screen for about an hour... I wasn't able to write anything... but then someone gave me comments and I just... I HAD to write more... but now it's kinda over... so now I'm starting to get back to the way I was before that...)