His words-
I never left you. That much I can tell you in honesty. I love you more than words would ever begin to describe. When I first saw you, I saw my future. And as corny as this sounds, I saw my life with you all played out in my mind. You were never too 'air headed' as you say- or a 'ditzy blonde'. You were mine, and that was all that would ever matter. The times I came home from the longest shifts of my life, earning the living I thought you wanted- I always thought of the end goal. You - your belly swelling with our child in our little house in the outer suburbs. Me - the chief of staff at the local hospital- working NORMAL hours, coming home to you every night and creating the life that you deserved as my princess. And then, one day, ruling this galaxy by your side, knowing your capable hands would ensure peace for many years to come. That was and still is my dream. She was never a part of the picture. She came in, crawled all over me- making me sick to my stomach with her actions- and weaselled her way into your head making you think I was cheating on you. NEVER. Not once did I contemplate that. I could never see you hurt as much as you hurt that day when she kissed me. And you, you were coming in to the office to surprise me for lunch. I didn't even know you were there until one of the nursing staff asked me how my lunch was with my fiancé. And then, you wouldn't let me see you- you wouldn't talk to me. Then the girls made dammed sure that I couldn't have access to you. It killed me inside, and out. My life was over without you in it. I left the country, knowing that if I saw you, and you dismissed me, I'd die. I regret leaving with every breath that I take. I only hope that you forgive me for my stupid actions after leaving you behind.