A child is the greatest masterpiece that make a man and a woman can make, put all your hopes and dreams your fears in child just hoping that it'll come out to be something greater than you.

- maya hart

You know things about dreams is that they can quickly turn into nightmares, when you come back down to reality. It was just a kiss is just a touch, but we just made love. I bared my soul, my heart and everything was left in the bedroom that night. It was something so simple it's so difficult to understand the way someone can touch you, and forget about all the things that goes on around you. How he can leave kisses down your body but you can still pray for more. I drowned myself in what was him, his fears, his regrets, his deepest darkest secrets as he ripped out all the innocent left in my body. His wild blue eyes captured me, took me on a ride but never seem to end. And the chills the shot through my body from heat shaky breath from his lips linger on neck. And it wasn't just a simple act of letting someone climbing top of you, it like a painting colliding together so many different colors and emotion too create masterpiece. I want to float away but he kept me grounded with kisses that never seem to end with my heart pound against my chest, he made me feel something that I never felt before so deep that my body just couldn't stop shaking with tears running down my cheek and soft screams echoing off the walls. And at that moment I knew that he was the only thing that can break me, he can tear me up inside and that moment I realized I was a slave to what seem to be so simple but so difficult to understand, but I needed him not just physically but emotionally Setting me free, wrecking everything in my body to core and for the rest of my life I can say Farkle J. Minkus my first.

( 2 months later)

It was like shattering glass, the way the news hit me. Emptiness is the only emotion that I felt as the wave of reality hit me. Laying my head on the cold toilet I had be the most disgusting moment of my life but I was too sick to move. I can hear the echo of my mother fake southern accent as she says "oh baby child what are you got yourself into?" In back of my hand. It was a clutter bucket, happening all over again mother was 18 my grandma was 19 but here I am 16 years old facing the cold brutal fact that I was going to be a mother even if I decide not to keep her or him. Just like on cue My phone had begun to ring. I quickly picked myself up floor before going over to my and grabbing my iPhone off the bed to see Riley call me.

Riley and Maya conversation

Riley: Are you busy?

Maya: I really don't have time for you and ranger rick probably right!

Riley: are you crying? Peaches what the matter?

Maya: Because I went to far this, and I messed up big time! I don't know what to do anymore, I can't look my mother eye after I did, Riley!

Riley: Okay Maya, slow down and tell what happened from the beginning, do I have to hide a body? have a great lawyer on call if you need one she's never lost the case.

Maya: Riley, I'm pregnant!

...silence

Maya: Riley, please say something, please don't go into Rileytown!

Riley: pregnant with a baby? Are you sure it not food baby or stomach flu because you actually have to have sex to be pregnant with a baby. Oh shit you had sex! With who Maya? You Know what I don't care, I'm on my way.

End up for phone conversation

After I got the phone with Riley, I walked back in bathroom grabbed white and pink plastic pregnancy. I'm ready for this, was he ready for this, was anyone ever ready for this? I played out different scenarios in my head and every single scenario seems end in disaster. We were kids just babies are ourselves, but for some odd reason I had felt protective of life that was grow inside of me, I was scared to death the outcome I couldn't afford to keep it, but I couldn't bear killed life. How do you make a grown ups decision on your only 16? My mind kept going in circles, until it felt tears running down my cheek. I sat there on my bed thinking of everything that can go wrong, before I heard a knock on my bedroom door. I wipe away tears before getting up and opening the door to Riley. " come to mama?" She said as opening up arms from me to ran, and I didn't just that holding on tightly to my lifeline.

Riley and I didn't talk about the elephant in the room, as she did everything to keep my mind off of it. Is it weird that I want to talk about it, The spill my guts in the back the mercy Smackle. And after hours of watching TV and eating popcorn I finally couldn't handle it anymore. " i'm scared." I whisper causing Riley to pulling me close into her. " I would be worried you weren't scared. I thought before all this crap hit the fan, I call a stop time and all your worries can't wait to tomorrow. " Riley said before kissing forehead as I start I cried. " I wish life like that like it was just me and you and everything in the world." I told optimistic best friends. " oh wise person told me that time is of the man-made, technically if you turned up all the clocks and just pretend like the Magical power and it can just be me and you for couple more hours." Bubbly brunette said causing me laugh through my tears. " lighting," I whisper as I wipe away the tear before lacing my fingers into her, " Thunder" Riley smile back at me. " ring power." We said union as I lay head on my shoulders.

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