Title: My Heart in Your Hands

Disclaimer: I do not own these characters and I do not make any profit from this. I dont have a beta so all mistakes are mine.

Chapter 12

Later Olivia was awoken by the incessant chirping of Natalias phone alerting her to a missed call and her own phone ringing. She groaned and rolled to search for them but was pulled back. "Where are you going?"

Natalia wrapped completely around her and buried her face in her neck. Olivia sighed in contentment but the damn chirping was maddening. "I need to grab our phones. Mine was ringing and yours is still alerting a missed call or something. Its driving me mad."

Natalia chuckled pulling away slightly and pecked her lips. "I can distract you from the noise."

Pushing in she took Olivias lips in a searing kiss, thoroughly distracting her but before they could deepen it more both phones started ringing loudly. "Oh for Petes sake," Natalia groaned as she rolled off of Olivia and off the bed in search of their phones.

Olivia chuckled and got up to look as well. "I told you."

Natalia found hers first and answered it. "Natalia Rivera."

"Ma? Is everything ok? Ive been trying to call for over an hour." Rafes panicked voice filled the phone.

Natalia smiled. "No, everything is fine. I was just asleep and didnt hear the phone right away. Did you need something mijo?"

On a sigh he sat back finally calming. "I got the text that the doctors appointment went well after I got off work and when I was getting ready to leave I called to check in and let you know that Buzz and I were about to head out. You didnt answer but I figured you'd call back so I just kept getting ready then Ava called the house phone. She's been trying to call both of your phones all afternoon and you didn't answer so she called the house getting worried. We agreed to both keep trying then Emma called the house phone too looking for you and we really started to worry. You guys must have been in a deep sleep."

Natalia blushed deeply thinking of exactly what they were doing the first time she heard the phone ring but it got ignored because she was very busy at that moment and then they fell asleep after Olivia reciprocated again totally forgetting the phones. "Its been a long stressful week but we're ok. Im sorry we worried you all and by the sound of it Olivia is talking to Ava now and I'll call Em in a few. Where are you now?"

"I'm still at the house. Buzz is here with me because we weren't leaving until we knew you guys were ok. Anything could have happened on the road or with Olivias heart. We just had to make sure."

She smiled at his thoughtfulness and worry. "She's fine baby, you guys can go ahead and head out. I'm so sorry we delayed your leaving. Have fun with Buzz and bring me back a CUB's Jersey. Ill see you Sunday. Text me when you get in but don't be alarmed if I dont text you back right away. We're going to grab some food then probably turn in for the night. If you have a problem call but otherwise I'll talk to you later."

"Will do Ma, have a good time and I'll see you Sunday for church." With that she hung up and she turned to Olivia.

"Ava just calm down and listen, Im fine, Natalia's fine, we just didn't hear the phones."

Ava threw her hands up in exasperation. "How do you not hear your phone going off for a few hours straight mom? We were worried sick. Even Emma couldn't get through to you and was getting upset."

Olivia put her hand over the receiver and mouthed Emma to Natalia who nodded picking her phone back up to call their youngest. "I'm sorry we worried you but we are fine. We were sleeping and didn't hear them until we answered. Natalia has talked to Rafe and is calling Emma now. Stop stressing, Im fine baby.

Ava deflated and sighed. "I can hear that but you really scared us. Please put your phone closer to you or turn it up or something so next time you hear it."

Olivia chuckled. "I'll do that. I'm sorry, I left my phone in my pants when I took them off and forgot to get it and put in on the nightstand. I'll plug it into the charger now and set it right by my head. Was there something you needed?"

"I got the text about Rick releasing you to active duty with only your previous restrictions and when I got a break at work I called to check in. I just wanted to talk to you for a few, thats all."

Olivia smiled crawling back on the bed over to where Natalia was sitting on the edge talking to Emma. Putting a leg on either side of her she pressed in close. "Well, everything went great with Rick so I took Natalia out for a nice weekend alone since your sister was having a weekend sleep over and your brother was heading to the city with Buzz to catch a game."

Natalia hung up the phone and leaned back into her moving her head to the side allowing her better access as she started kissing her neck softly. Ava having heard what Olivia just said about taking her away to be alone and now hearing the sound of kissing finally put it together. "Oh my god my call totally interrupted you two doing more than sleeping didn't it. Oh Jesus I'm sorry."

Olivia chuckled into Natalias neck. "Calm down we weren't doing anything when you called this time. The other times we were asleep but I think the first time you called we were..."

"OLIVIA!" Natalia slapped her leg and took the phone as Olivia burst into laughter and she could hear Ava cracking up on the other end too. "Hello Ava."

Ava calmed and just smiled. "Hello Natalia. Now that I know you guys are ok Im going to let you go and get back to whatever it is that you were doing. Call me Sunday after church and well have a proper talk. Enjoy your weekend."

Natalia turned beet red but smiled softly. "We will and I'll call you Sunday after lunch when we get home."

With that they both hung up and Natalia put the phone on the nightstand with her own as Olivia started kissing up her neck again. "I should get up right now and stop you for telling her that."

Olivia chuckled tightening her arms around her. "You could but then you wouldn't feel this." Since both of them just jumped up to get their phones they were both still fully naked and Olivia shifted her hands up to take both luscious breasts into her hands and started kneading them. "I really dont want you to move."

Natalia moaned arching into her hands, "fine, but no talking about what happens in our bedroom with anyone else, especially our children."

Olivia nods into her neck and bites down. "I wasn't going to talk about it I was just waiting for her to catch a clue and hang up the phone. I need you baby."

Natalia turned her head to chastise her again but was cut off by Olivias lips. On a grown Natalia turns her body fully and pushes into Olivia until she is lying down and shes hovering above her. After a moment of just kissing she pulls back and smiles down at her. "You're lucky I love you."

Cupping her face in both hands Olivia pulls her back down looking into her eyes and kisses her softly. "I know I am. I'm the luckiest woman alive to have you love me."

Natalia just melts and connects their lips once more. This kiss doesnt heat up, it doesnt deepen. It's only meant to convey the love they are feeling in this moment and they both relish it. They just lay there languidly kissing until Natalia pulls back shifting to the side and snuggles into her. "I think we need to head into the kitchen and find some dinner so you can take your medicine then I want to lounge with you on that beautiful deck of ours and watch the stars."

Olivia rolled pushing Natalia to her back and kissed her gently. "That sounds like a wonderful plan to me."

They kissed again for a moment then got up throwing on their robes and headed to the kitchen. The rest of the night was spent just snuggled up together. Natalia made them a simple dinner of spaghetti and meatballs while Olivia cut up vegetables for a salad. They enjoyed a lovely dinner just the two of them, a rare occurrence that they cherished.

After dinner, like Natalia wanted, they moved out the private deck off the master suite and Olivia started a fire in the outdoor fireplace since it was just a bit chilly this evening and they curled up under a blanket together on one of the loungers just enjoying each other. They mostly just lay quietly together either watching the stars, the water or the deer in the distance or they shared loving kisses.

Once the fire died down and it got too cold to stay where they were they moved back into the bedroom and came together in the middle of the bed. Earlier in the day they made love out of desperation, frustration of having to wait and fear or what had happened with Olivia. Now when they came together it was out of pure love.

Natalia shifted until she was nestled into Olivias side and slid her hand down to her center and groaned. "Oh god you are so hot and wet. I don't think I'll ever get tired of the feel of you."

Olivias breath hitched and she moaned at the contact. "Thank god for that. I dont think I'll ever tire of you touching me baby." She shifted pulling Natalia over where she was half on top of her and ran her own hand down and cupped her then pushed a finger in to circle her clit. "I love touching you just as much."

Throwing her head back Natalia groaned again, "Oh me too."

They lay there together just softly touching each other, neither knew for how long. They just explored every inch of each other mapping their bodies, exploring what made the other moan or her breath hitch. It seemed like hours before they found their final release.

When they settled into each other coming down from the final intense orgasm that they had just shared Olivia pulled her into her chest and kissed her head lightly. "I don't think I can ever explain in words the love I have for you Natalia. I just know that I have never felt closer to another person in my whole life and I never want to lose what we have."

Natalia burrowed in and kissed her neck softly. "I feel the same way Olivia. I love you so much I can't do anything but hold on and pray it never ends."

Leaning up she connects their lips once more then they settle together and fall asleep content in one anothers arms. They knew things in their lives werent totally perfect and they still had a lot to deal with. Rafe still wasnt fully ok with them, Ava was planning a visit home to investigate this new thing for her mother and Frank was still an ass but they were happier together then they'd ever been apart. They were perfect and they would face anything that came at them together.

A/N: Ok my lovelies, just a little fluffiness to wet the whistle. More to come very very soon.