Recovering Memories

by PersonalPages

It's quite hard going on an unplanned adventure, no treasure and no mysterious beautiful captured princess. No outcome. Just some memories, memories I've spend my life trying to unravel, right there infront of my eyes. If you're one of those people who spend their time lifeless, sitting on a couch reading fanfic's like the author of this, come join me. Trust me, it's worth it.

12. Unconsciously

ShootingStarMuffin: I really wish it doesn't end up like that. I only realized my sexuality because I watch SU. (I'm lez.)

"You're her..." Half of my statement was not heard by the person infront of me. My hand fell by my side again, as I tried to remember what that memory meant.

I walked out of the room (thankfully with my shirt on) wondering what the fuck just happened.

In the memory, it was clearly shown that she was trying to protect me from a certain thing which would erase my memories of things. Erase my memories of her. But then, if she tried to protect me from something that would particularly erase my memories, why didn't she remember? Why didn't she explain what happened?

Questions running through my mind, with no conclusions. All unanswerable questions running through my mind.

Maybe this is all just a weird dream, maybe this world is just in my mind, and I'm in some weird coma or something. I still can't deny the feeling that this is all so real, and so was the memory.

I sighed, realizing that I had spend hours trying to figure out what happened, miles away from the hospital as I walked unconsciously.

I sat down, and arose from my pockets to my hands, were small post-it notes with a pen attached to it.

I started to write down how I remembered everything that happened before the year I was missing, but nothing in the year? Next to it I wrote : 'How is this possible?'

The only thing that ever related to a situation like this, was a question I always had as a teen : Why couldn't I remember my childhood?

The only reason I never talked about my childhood was because I had never actually remembered it. Not even one split second of it, no distorted memories, no nothing. It's like it all vanished in thin air, like my childhood never happened, like someone took it away from me.

It was very like the situation I was in right now. Right now - Trying to remember what happened in the year I went missing, When I was a teen - Trying to remember what happened in my childhood.

My gut had s feeling that my childhood related to all of this, however my brain concluded that if I didn't remember what happened in my childhood, how did I know it related to this?

I continued walking away from the hospital, not realizing what I just saw.

I gasped. Of course, I knew exactly what is was.

CLIFFHANGER!

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