next morning Erin woke up in bed not remembering going to be she assumed Jay brought her in here, she got out of bed and went into the bathroom, when she came out into the kitchen and saw Jay cooking bacon and eggs she walked up behind and wrapped around her arms around his chest as he jumped from her cold hands he turn around in her arms.

'Hey beautiful, how you sleep you looked so peaceful i dint want to wake you"

She smiled up to him kissed his lips " I slept great your body heat is one of the best things about you"

Jay grinned "Oh so not my intelligence or the fact I'm a better shoot than you"

She tried to pull back away from him but he pulled her close before she could get away "You know if you have so much intelligenceI guess you don't need to cheat off of me in History "

Jay's grinned dropped "Thats how you're going to be" she nodded

"I guess it's a good thing that we only have 2 more weeks left of school until we go to Loyola"

Erin looked up at him " we don't even know if we got in, and even if we don't get in then your going to " she said nervously

"Babe I know we got it, in the fall both of us will be going to Loyola as Criminal Justice majors, by the way did you talk to your dad about the house"

Jay's dad offered to buy him a house to live in during college and after he graduated as long as he went to college

Erin shook her head " No not yet I'll talk to him about it when we get back but I can't wait to move in with you"

he smiled " God because I found a house I think you will like, its 3 bedroom, 2 bathrooms, kitchen, living room, basement and a small back yard Its perfect to start of with you know" he said as he took the food off the stove, placing the plates in front of her

'I can't wait to see it" she sat down and they started eating

"so what do you want to do today" he said as he ate

"I don't know we could try out ice skating today" she smiled at him

"then thats what were going to do I look forward to you holding on to me" he said as he winked and finished his bacon

Jay got up from the table took their plates and put them in the sink, as he walked back over to Erin pulled her away from the table and lead her over to the couch sat down and pulled her on top of him and started to kiss her neck and when he reached her ear, he whispered "I think we should go to the room for a little bit"

He lifted her up and put her over his shoulder and carried her to the room as she laughed, when they got to the room he played her on the bed and crawled on top of her, as he continued kissing her neck as she moaned when he crashed her lips to kissing her when she kissed him back then stopped placing her hands on his chest saying "we should cool down, its getting intense" even tough her and Jay have been together since sohmopore year they still hadn't taken that step, even though they had talked about it.

When they were watching tv at Jay's house one day when they where making out when they started laying down on the couch and Erin stopped him and said "can we stop"

Jay looked at her nervously "Yeah of course what's wrong"

"nothing really, I just don't think I'm ready to have sex I want my first time to be with you but I just don't think I'm ready"

" Er I don't want to presume you into anything I want to take this as slow as you want, when your ready thats when we do it, I want more than anything for us to be each others first"

"Thank you for supporting on this I just want it to be special"

"Er when you tell me that your ready I promise you I will make it special"

"Yeah we probably should but tonight after we go ice skating, I'm going to keep my promise"

He said as he thought back to when he had asked her to come up to the cabin with him

he was walking over to her locker to go to lunch with her " Hey, you ready for lunch"

she nodded and said "what you feel like today" since becoming seniors they got to go off campus for lunch

"I don't know I'm up for burgers what you think"

"Burgers sound good" as they walked to his car and drove over to sonics

As they were eating he stopped and looked up at her "so I was wondering if over winter break do you want to go up to Wisconsin with me you know the cabin I was telling you about"

"I don't know being in the woods and out doors really isn't my thing"

"yeah I know but I think it would be nice to go up there just you and me take our minds off the acceptance letters"

"Ok I'll go it will be nice get way from the outside word, but umm I was thinking about what we talked about a couple weeks ago and I umm think that I'm ready"

"Ready for what" Jay asked confused

"Ready for you know" she said quietly

Jay looked up to her put down his food and said " Wait are you talking about" she nodded her head "how you decided you were ready for it"

"Well I love you and I know that I want you to be my first also I trust you to know you wouldn't hurt me and if I asked you to stop you would"

Jay looked at her nervously "Are you sure your ready I don't want you to feel like you have to do this, I want you to do this because your ready to take this step"

"Jay I wouldn't be telling you this if I didn't mean it maybe going to Wisconsin really isn't a bad idea we could do it there"

Jay smiled "Yeah I promise you it will be special" he leaned over to kiss her

"Just remember to bring condoms with you alright I know I'm on the pill but i want to be extra careful this being our first time" she says as they walk out and get in the car to head back to school

"I promise everything will be ok" as he moved his hand over hers on her thigh then says "You know I don't know if they make them in my size" he looks over to her seeing her laugh as they get out of the car and head back inside of the school still having 15 mins left they go to the court yard.

Jay puts his arm over her shoulder "What's so funny"

"your big ego" she smiles at him

"here I was thinking you where going to say big head just incase you didnt know that was big"

Erin laughs even harder know "You know maybe we shouldn't do it then"

Jay face becomes serious "You know i was actually kidding, we should go to class know"

Erin smiles "Yeah thats what I thought"

Later that evening after cooling down and watching a movie they got up and went to go ice skating, when they go there Jay went to go get the skates when he came back he puts his on then helped Erin put hers on.

When they stepped on the ice he felt Erin heistate he looked at her put his finger up to her chin so she looked at him and said "I got you" she nodded and they went fully into the rink she holds on to both Jay and the railing as they skate around the circle she lets go of the railing and Jay moves in front of her still holding onto her "Er you know I love you right"

She looks confused "Yeah of course I know that why you saying that"

"Because I see myself having a life with you, I know that your the person I'm going to marry you and the person I want to have in my life for ever and want to grow old with come back her and retire"

Erin stopped him and crushed her lips onto him "I love you too and I can see myself marrying you spending the rest of my life with you, I'm getting cold you want to get out off here" Jay nodded took off his jacket and put around her shoulders

As they drove home Erin fell asleep, after a 20 min thy were finally back at the cabin Jay shook Erin shoulder "Babe where back" she go tout of the car went in to the cabin and played down on the bed when Jay came into the room he pulled out his phone "Hey I wanted to show you something"

"Alright what is it" he hands the phone to her as she looks at it she looks up "Is this the house"

Jay nodded his head "Yeah what do you think"

As she looked through at the pictures "I love it, it's perfect it has a backyard the bed room looks amazing"

Jay smiled "I'm glad you like it cause it's officially ours"

Erin looked at him surprised "Are you serious it's ours"

"Yeah I signed the lease electronically before we went to go ice skating"

She got out of the bed and hugged him "OMG why didn't you tell me"

"I wanted you to be surprised, but It's not just my house it's our your name is on the lease to because I was serious when I told you, your it for me, the house is already paid for since my dad wanted toggle this to me as my graduation gift since I cant get my trust fund until I'm 21"

"Jay I don't care about the house or the money all I care about is you"

"You know you might be the first person I have ever met that hasn't cared about the money only cared bout me and who I was as a person"

"Jay you know my past who I was before I lived with Hank, I wont ever care about how much money you have as long as you stay the kind, sweet,caring and honest guy I know you are" she kiss him as it gets more intense they start laying down on the bed he moves to her neck and starts kissing her when he says "Are you sure, I promised to make this special for you"

"It is special because I'm with you" she smiles then takes off his shirt jay continues to kiss her then takes off her shirt as they continue to kiss he moves down to her breast kissing them as he moves his tongue around her nipple then moves down to her pants as unbutton them she kicks them off and reaches for his belt as she undo's them and pulls down his pants as he kicks them all the way off he leans back down to kiss her as she pulls down her underwear and he pulls down his boxers he leans over to the night stand as she kisses his neck to grab a condom

He rips it open with his mouth and rolls the it down on his dick when he goes in between her legs he rest at her entrance and looks up at her "Are you sure you want to do this, I'm ok if you want to change your mind, even in the middle if you want to stop just tell me"

Erin leans up and kisses him "I want this"

Jay looks at her again silently making sure she wants this when she nods he leans down kiss her and slowly enters her when she grunts and Jay stops "I'm ok keep going"

Jay slowly starts to enter her again slowly stopping giving her time to adjust to her size when she nod's he continues to move in her and he leans down and starts kissing her as he moves in and out of her slowly she opens her eyes "uhh uhh Faster"

"Are you sure I'm ok with asking this slows you want"

She nods "Yeah I'm good I'm kind of use to it"

Jay speed up his movements and started to thrust in and out of her making her moan "Uhhhh Jay umm"

Jay slowed down and kissed her making sure she was ok when she kissed him back he speed up again feeling like he was about to explode, he wanted too make sure she was taken care of. first.

When she started calling out his name he started to slow down "No don't stop ummm uhhh don't umm" she said as she climaxed, he moved his hands from her hips and intertwined them together with hers when he let go "uhhh Er, I'm going to ughhh cum" he continued to move in and out of her as the rode out their orgasm together, when Jay finshed he kissed her and moved his hand onto her cheek and moved her hair out of her face, when he tried to move out she pulled his arm silently asking him to stay he stayed inside of her and kissed her then pulled out of her.

He rolled over to the side of the bed and moved to take of the condom, when he took of the condom to throw away he noticed his hands where sticky and looked he ran. back into the bedroom "Babe we have a problem"

Erin looked at him confused "what is it"

he reached out his hand to show her "Ok so did that spill out of it when you where throwing it away, I thought you were going to tie it'

Jay looked at her nervously "I did tie it" he showed he the condom

Erin looked at Jay "wait so it broke, when"

Jay "I don't know I just noticed it when i was going to throw it away and felt this on my hand, hold on"

He went into the bathroom threw away the condom and washed his hands and walked back into the bedroom and saw Erin laying back down with her hands in her face he threw on some jogging pants walked over to her and held her "Hey look at me, I don't care what happens I'm with you 100% no matter what where going to be ok"

Erin looked at him "How can you say that if it broke well you were inside of me I could be pregnant'

"Hey babe I can say that because I know that know matter what happens between us I will always love you and if you are pregnant whatever decision you make I'm behind you, I Love you no matter what ok"

Erin nods "If this was anybody else they probably would have been out the door by now"

"I guess that just makes me different, now lets go to sleep we go back in the afternoon"

They lay back down with Erin head on his chest as she falls asleep, Jay still up not moving not wanting to wake up Erin he sat up and thought about what would happen if she was pregnant as he tough about, he smiled at the thought of becoming a dad that he knew he would want to have kids epically with Erin just later in life but if she was he knew he would support her no matter what.

Please Review, All ideas are ready I'm sorry the chapter keep coming up in code it's something that happens every time I upload it using a apple product I'm looking for a co-writter if anyone is interestedPM me