And now we stood looking into her grave, I couldn't imagine what Carlisle was feeling, If it had been Jasper in there I'd probably kill myself. But Carlisle wasn't going to kill himself-that'd be too easy so instead he was willing to live through all the horrors and misery life brings, all for her. They lowered her into the ground with solemn faces and It was done...it felt too easy like I was missing something. We all walked home feeling miserable while the rain poured reminding me of Bella's song 'don't you fret'.

JPOV

I sat looking outside the window feeling lifeless and dull. It had been 4 days since Bella's death and I didn't know how long the family would last without her; Alice hadn't had a single vision, Emmett was weak and I couldn't feel anyone else's emotions anymore...we were all lost, the same people waiting for the same fate. Suddenly I felt Carlisle sitting beside me.

"I miss her too" he said simply as if he knew everything I was feeling and normally he did.

"I don't miss her...I need her!" I growled slightly and her put his head in his hands...the hands that Bella should've held on their wedding day. I grasped my hands together and patted his back gently until he looked up at me; I looked until his eyes that held so much wisdom and no hatred for anyone...God he loved that girl.

"JASPER!" Alice screeched and we both zoomed downstairs alert, we were growling and snarling ready for danger. There she stood with dirt all over her and a weak skinny face, she smiled weakly and closed her eyes and reopened them like she thought it was a dream.

"Miss me?" Bella's sweet voice rang through the house catching everyone's attention. Carlisle fell to his knees staring at Bella who knelt down and hugged him, he didn't hug her back he just kept staring at her..."I love you" she whispered sobbing and Carlisle spun her around with a gigantic smile on his face; I was still mesmerized and Bella said she'd explain everything.

BPOV

My eyes opened slowly and I saw nothing but blackness. I coughed whilst dirt fell on my face, I sat up but my head was knocked by dirt-I growled and punched my hand through the dirt. I realised as I climbed out that I was in a grave...They thought I had died, I broke my stone viciously and looked around the plane graveyard. I grimaced as I saw the many names on the stones and realised where I was. I zoomed into the fresh forest where the birds sang and insects crawled on strong branches. I breathed in the salty forks air and smiled freely; I raced home and banged on the door rapidly not wanting to scare them, Alice answered looking weak and tired. I smiled weakly and Alice's face was horror.

"JASPER!" She yelled and Carlisle zoomed downstairs with him-my heart broke when I saw my Carlisle: with dark circles under his eyes, Messy uncared for hair and pale lips. I closed my eyes hoping I wasn't really dead and this wasn't just a dream. Carlisle collapsed onto his knees staring in disbelief, I hugged him and he hugged me back sobbing.

"I love you" I sobbed and he stoked my hair-he spun me around with a smile and all. Everyone raced to me hugging me and crying. I had hugged everyone except Jasper who still looked shocked. I grabbed his hand and his touched my face.

"Its really you?" he asked in doubt-I laughed quietly and hugged him tightly until he chuckled and picked me up. "You were dead?" He said questioningly. I sat everyone down and began my story.

"You know when my body went into that hibernate mode? Well I think that's what happened but you all thought it died...believe me the pain was so bad I wanted to be" I explained and Carlisle's hand tightened around mine. I smiled a small smile his way and Jasper grinned crookedly then Jaspers eyes snapped to the stairs where a very vampire Anna stood. I stood up slowly and Carlisle growled-Todd looked sad and his eyes drifted to the floor...Anna looked terrified of me and Carlisle; I put my hand on his strong chest and he relaxed.

"Bella I'm so sorry!" Todd said quietly and I nodded, Carlisle growled louder and Anna flinched with her new new-born instincts taking over a little, "I never wanted any of this to happen! If Bella hadn't had fallen so easily for Edward's trick this wouldn't have happened!" Todd yelled. My face was a mask of pain and Carlisle stepped in front of me.

"Don't talk in vain of Bella or you'll be out of here!" Carlisle bellowed and I hugged him. Everyone began to calm down and settle-the fire roared and crackled even though we didn't need it, Carlisle kissed my head and Jasper turned the radio on. He held out his hand and I took it whilst Carlisle smiled. I began to slow dance with Jasper. Alice was braiding Anna's hair, Todd was putting logs on the fire, Rose was flipping through a catalogue and Carlisle watched us-everyone looked at us with love in their eyes.

"I missed ya Bells" Jasper whispered as we danced, I chuckled and leaned into him, "really missed you" he repeated as if he wasn't getting his point across. I smiled and shook my head. "I should've taken that bullet for ya!" he growled at himself.

"You've suffered enough and warred with yourself its time that you won" I said simply and he smiled genuinely-Todd began to Dance with Anna, then Rose and Emmett. I let go of Jasper as he danced with Alice and I sat next to Carlisle watching everyone dance.

"You incredible woman" Carlisle chuckled and cuddled me closer.