Author's Note: First I don't own Haikyu or its characters. This story is based off a dream I had after reading a fanfiction titled "Oh God" by Olympic Platinum. Here is a link to read what is pretty much the beginning of this story. s/10566695/1/Oh-God.
This is Yaoi based and meant for a more mature audience (adults). If you don't like maleXmale couples then please don't read. Also Im not much of a writer. I am mostly on FFnet as a reader but I just had to get this story out of my head and down on paper. So please don't be too harsh with your reviews. But I welcome all reviews.
Kageyama took a deep breath sighing contently as his mates scent filled nose. He snuggled closer to the still sleeping mop of orange hair in front of him. As he cuddled closer he felt a blush creep up on his face as he realized he was still inside Hinata. Last night had been full of unexpected surprises, Hinata going into heat definitely being one of those surprises. During the bonding process neither of them had expected to hear the other's thoughts but what had been even weirder was they had been able to look even deeper. Hinata had jumped right in delving through all of Kageyama's memories. Not surprisingly they had both started in the same place, volleyball. They had both wanted to know how volleyball had started and evolved into the most important thing for the other. Kageyama had been a little more hesitant in combing through Hinata's memories not wanting to stumble across something Hinata wanted to keep private but as he watched all the memories involving himself he knew at that moment he wanted to know everything about Hinata.
They had fallen asleep like that moving through each other's minds, not even bothering to clean up the mess mating had caused. Kageyama sighed again and lifted his head up to look over Hinata at the clock on the night stand. He didn't really want to move from this perfect spot curled around his new mate but they had morning practice. It was 5 in the morning, Kageyama groaned softly and plopped his head back down on the pillow. How were they going to face the team with this new development? Kageyama frowned, Tsukishima would be the main problem with his prickly comments. Daichi wouldn't be too happy either. A shudder made its way down Kageyama's spine at the thought of how their captain would react. It wasn't just the team he was worried about. How would being mates affect the way their own relationship went? Would they always be able to hear each other's thoughts, and how would that affect their volleyball?
"Ya know, you think way too loud in the morning." Hinata said stifling a yawn.
"Sorry" Kageyama apologized as he squeezed Hinata tight.
Hinata rubbed the left side of his neck where Kageyama had bitten him last night and frowned, it was a bit sore. He stiffened as he realized the position they were still in. "Umm… Kageyama, would you mind…" He couldn't finish the sentence as a blush flooded his face.
"Yeah." Kageyama said as he pulled out and away from Hinata. It felt weird for both of them. Hinata turned to face Kageyama and snuggled into his chest. It was partly to cover their embarrassment and partly because Hinata wanted a few more minutes of contact before they were forced to go about their day as if nothing had majorly changed last night. Hinata breathed in his mates scent as Kageyama awkwardly wrapped his arms around Hinata.
"You smell good." Hinata said as he buried his nose in the crook of Kageyama's neck. The urge to bite the neck in front of him passed through him and he struggled to ignore it.
"Go ahead" Kageyama whispered having felt the urge pass through his mate. "You need to in order to make the bond mutual." Hinata bit his lip and glance up at Kageyama. Feeling no hesitation in Kageyama's feelings or thoughts Hinata leaned in and bit hard enough to draw blood like Kageyama had done the night before. Kageyama hissed for a moment in pain and both of them froze as they felt their bond snap and finally settle.
Hinata leaned back licking his lips. Unsure if what he had felt was right, Hinata thought at Kageyama "Hey can you still here me?"
"Yeah," Kageyama said out loud, "but it feels different than before." Kageyama sighed. Well, this would just take time to figure out and there was no point in missing morning practice for this. "We really need to get up." Kageyama said sitting up, voicing his thoughts out loud. Hinata agreed that this was nothing to miss morning practice over and bounced up out of bed, his normal energy radiating through the room. Kageyama couldn't help but chuckle at Hinata as he awkwardly walked around the room.
"Shut up idiot." Hinata shot at him with a frown as he looked around the room. "It feels like your still inside me." He said in explanation of his strange limp as a blush colored his face again. "And where the heck are my clothes/" Hinata asked as he bent to look under the bed, a small groan escaping his lips at the position.
Kageyama frowned as he looked around the room. His clothes weren't anywhere to be found either. He frown deepened knowing exactly what that meant. His mom had come in last night and probably took the clothes to wash them. Forget dealing with the team, how was he going to face his parents about what had happened last night. Not only had he mated at the age of 15, something almost unheard of, it had been Hinata's first heat. His parents weren't going to be happy, especially his mother who had always had high hopes of him mating to a pretty girl she could dress up and dote on. She had always wanted a daughter.
"I think my mom took them, mine are gone too." He said to Hinata.
"There's no way they'll be dry if she washed them just last night" Hinata said as he looked at Kageyama, "What am I supposed to wear?" He asked. Kageyama scoffed, of course Hinata would only think about that not realizing or perhaps ignoring that his parents would have seen them in the position they woke up in, butt naked and still… connected.
"You can just borrow one of my uniforms" Kageyama said as he gathered stuff for a shower. Hinata shrugged and followed Kageyama to the shower. They quickly showered, both ignoring the fact that the other was right next to them. In no time they were both cleaned and dressed, Kageyama smirking at Hinata wearing a uniform 3 times too big for him. It surprised Kageyama how much he enjoyed seeing Hinata in his clothes, having Hinata wrapped up in his own scent, almost to the point where it drowned out Hinata's own scent. As they emerged from the bedroom to head towards the kitchen for breakfast they stopped dead in their tracks. There waiting at the table were Kageyama's parents. Both still in their pajamas and both wearing frowns.
"This isn't going to go well." Kageyama thought at Hinata as they glanced at each other. His parents knew they had mated, would have smelt it the moment they stepped in the door last night.
"Good morning" Kageyama's mom said as the two turned their eyes back towards their direction. "Seems you two had quite the night." She continued as she watch the boys blush as red as a tomato. When they didn't make a move or sound she looked over to her husband.
"Sit down boys" he motioned at empty seats around the kitchen table. "We need to have a talk." Kageyama and Hinata both took a seat staring down at the table as they did so.
"Well, first off, what's your name honey" Mrs. Kageyama said towards Hinata in a smooth voice. Hinata glanced at Kageyama and then turned his eyes towards the two adults before them.
"Hinata Shouyo, mam." He said in a small voice.
"Well Shouyo, you need to call your parents. I think they need to be here for this. Kageyama sighed, well they were definitely going to be missing morning practice. "After that you two should change, you're not going to be going to school today." She continued as Mr. Kageyama handed Hinata the phone. Hinata took it nervously and stood up moving into the family room to get a little privacy while he filled his parents in on at least some of the situation. There was no way he was going to tell them everything over the phone. Just enough to get them both over here.
"So…" Kageyama's dad started after Hinata had left the room. "Care to fill us in on what happened Tobio?" He asked in a no nonsense tone. Kageyama kept it short and gave them an overview of everything that had happened leading up to him and Hinata mating. He wasn't about to give them any details about what had happened during or after, that was private. His parents listened rather patiently as he explained about Hinata going into heat. He had finished explaining just about the time Hinata came back into the room, the phone still to his ear.
"Mom wants to talk with one of you." Hinata said in a meek voice.
"Alright, I'll talk with her, why don't you boys go get changed." She said taking the phone and speaking with Hinata's mother. They boys moved back into Kageyama's room slowly and changed out of their school uniforms. They were mostly silent, their thoughts centering around how much trouble they were going to be in for last night. They went as slow as they could wanting to put off this talk with both sets of their parents as long as possible. It was almost 7 when Hinata's parents got there, a sleeping Natsu curled up in Mrs. Hinata's arms and a frown on their faces.
The talk didn't go smoothly. There were a lot of raised voices between the two sets of parents. Both asking how they could let their son do such things. When it came out that Shouyo had been natureless before last night things shifted and the only thing they seems to agree on was that Tobio seemed to hold the blame for everything. The boys had remained mostly silent, not agreeing that there was anything bad about the night before but knowing better than to argue with parents already unhappy with them. That was until Mr. Hinata suggested that they head to the state department building and the bond be broken.
"No!" both boys had shouted immediately at that rejecting it vehemently. Kageyama grabbed ahold of Hinata's hand and squeezed. There was no way he would let them separate them. They were mates.
"You're too young." Mr. Hinata said looking at the boys with each of the parents agreeing. "Shouyo, you've only had one heat, how could you possibly know that he is the one you want to live with for the rest of your life? You barely know each other." He continued.
"I know everything about him" Hinata shouted angrily standing up. Kageyama stood with him not letting an inch of space between them after the horrid thought of their parents forcibly dissolving their bond.
"And by the end of high school everything you think you know will have changed" Mrs. Hinata said. She sighed, "Shouyo, honey your just confused by the bond, it makes you feel attached even if you hadn't originally wanted to mate. Tobio took advantage of your first heat…"
"No I/he didn't" Both Hinata and Kageyama shouted in unison, Kageyama pulling Hinata close as tears spilled over and down his face. They knew, had seen it in each other's memories and thoughts how much they loved each other, how much they wanted each other and needed each other. "I won't let you take him away from me." They again said in unison as their thoughts screamed loud at each other.
"We're supposed to be mates" Hinata cried clinging to Kageyama like he was a lifeline and Kageyama hugging him back. "Tobio…" he cried into Kageyama's shoulder. Kageyama wanted to sooth Hinata, his omega should never cry no matter the reason.
"We're supposed to be mates" Kageyama stated matter of factly repeating Hinata's words looking at Mr. Hinata and then towards his own parents in a plea for some sort of understanding.
"You're too young" Mr. Kageyama repeated Mr. Hinata's earlier words, no give in his voice. "Even by law you have to be 20 before you can mate without parental consent." Mr. Kageyama stated. "We're breaking the bond today." He continued.
Hinata stiffened in Kageyama's arms trying his best to cling to Kageyama. He wouldn't let go easily and it would take force to pull them apart. "NO!" He shouted again. Kageyama sighed as he hung on to Hinata knowing that this wasn't going to go well.
"I know you don't understand now honey but you will in time" Mrs. Hinata soothed gently walking towards the two. She looked at Kageyama softly a tentative hope that he would understand what it was they were trying to do. "We are breaking the bond" she said again looking at Kageyama. "Making us use force is only going to make it hurt worse."
Kageyama squeezed Hinata not seeing any way to avoid what their parents had decided. He looked down at Hinata and felt his heart clench in his chest at the idea of losing the bond they had only gained just last night. Hinata looked up at him as they let their thoughts swirl together trying to find some way around it all. Hinata gasped at the next thought that went through Kageyama's head even as Kageyama's heart clenched at the thought.
"You're going to let them?" Hinata asked out loud in a horrified tone, their parents oblivious to them sharing any thoughts at all. "How could you even think such a thing?" Hinata asked through his thoughts knowing how much the idea had hurt Kageyama.
"Well," Kageyama thought towards Hinata, "what if we let them break it only with a promise that when we're twenty they won't interfere. It's not permanent, only four and a half years until we are both twenty, and they didn't say anything about forcing us completely apart." Kageyama continued on, "You know I don't want to let them do this, you can feel how much I don't want to let this happen. You are my omega and I am your alpha, but bond or no bond nothing is ever going to change that."
Hinata sniffled as he thought on what had gone through Kageyama's thoughts. He didn't like it, he felt his heart would never recover if he allowed this to happen but at the same time knew their parents would resort to force if necessary and the law was on their side. "You promise the minute you turn twenty that you'll mate with me again. I don't think I could bare letting them destroy this bond without knowing that we'll have it again soon." Hinata replied staring at Kageyama as he tried to calm the raging hurt in his own chest.
Kageyama nodded and they hugged wanting all of this to just be a dream. The parents watched not knowing what or how they had come to an agreement. After all, even though the boys didn't know it, their bond was special. Kageyama turned his attention to their parents to make what they wanted known.
"Neither of us want you to force us to break the bond. Is there no way you will let us keep it?" He asked in all seriousness knowing the answer already.
"It's for the best for both of you." Mrs. Kageyama said to her son. Kageyama frowned but nodded.
"We'll go along with this," Kageyama began, looking at Mr. and Mrs. Hinata, "but only if you promise that you won't completely separate us, and that when we turn twenty you'll let us mate without interfering." Through the bond he felt Hinata's heart break just as his did.
Mr. Hinata was visibly upset and was about to speak in the contrary when Mrs. Hinata and Mr. Kageyama spoke up saying that it was an acceptable promise to make. As Mrs. Hinata moved to pull Hinata out of Kageyama's arms they both stiffened and clung to each other.
"No." Kageyama said holding tightly. "We'll go but only together."
Mrs. Kageyama nodded and backed away. "The state department opened about half an hour ago. Let's head down to the car." She said and moved towards Mr. and Mrs. Kageyama's bedroom to wake Hinata's little sister Natsu and head out.
The ride there was uneventful and quiet. Kageyama and Hinata had chosen to ride with Kageyama's parents, to avoid a bouncing Natsu who would undoubtedly have questions about what was going on. They shared their thoughts about how they had wanted things to be different and how even after the bond was cut they would still look at each other the same way, still love each other the same way they had come to. It wasn't just the bond. They had cared for each other before mating but what had really sealed their feelings were the hours they had spent going through each other's thoughts and memories. How similar they were in their feelings about volleyball, and that even though they were mates, volleyball would always come first.
When they arrived at the state building nothing had changed, the boys still clung together hoping beyond hope that something would change, that they would be able to go on as mates. The staff was courteous and quickly understood that the boys were unwilling to be separated into different rooms for the process. Even when the staff explained that the procedure would hurt and it would be best if they didn't see each other during, they refused to let go. The staff tried to convince the parents that it would be best but Mr. and Mrs. Kageyama kept their deal and said the boys weren't to be separated. The woman nodded and took the boys back into the room to wait for the doctor to come in. The woman said it would be about 30 minutes for the doctor on call to come in commenting that it was actually really rare to form or break bonds at such a young age. She left the two alone to go call for the doctor.
Kageyama and Hinata sat next to each other. Not sure what to do or say in this situation Kageyama looked into Hinata's eyes. "Sorry," he said.
Hinata sighed, "It's not your fault, if anything its mine." Hinata held Kageyama's hand.
"How is any of this your fault?" Kageyama asked
"I begged you to stay, to make it stop..." Hinata said looking down in shame.
"Only because it was me," Kageyama answered moving his hand to Hinata's chin and tilting it up. "You wanted me, I could have resisted, I just didn't want to." Kageyama continued, "I know you saw how I felt about you even before we mated. You went through every memory just like I did." Kageyama stared into Hinata's eyes trying to convey that there was nothing wrong with what they had done. "Don't you dare regret mating with me" Kageyama leaned forward and captured Hinata's lips. Hinata moaned softly into the kiss parting his lips as their tongues met. The kiss was soft, seeking comfort, nothing like the hot passionate kisses from the night before. They pulled apart slowly resting their foreheads against each other.
Tears slipped down Hinata's face. "I really do love you." He said, knowing that he should at least say it out loud before…
"I know" Kageyama replied pulling Hinata in for another open mouthed kiss. Hinata melted into Kageyama's embrace wanting to feel as much as he could.
They only parted when the door opened and the woman walked back in clearing her throat. She gave them a sympathetic look understanding. "The doctor will be in in a few minutes." She said before pulling back out again to give them a few more minutes alone.
Kageyama smirked at Hinata then, "You know we can still make out after this is over." Trying his best to lighten the mood. Hinata couldn't smile in return and instead held on to Kageyama even tighter. He nuzzled Kageyama's neck enjoying the closeness.
The doctor walked in, glasses perched atop his nose and white coat in pristine condition. The two boys looked over with heavy hearts. The doctor slid the rolling chair up next to the boys and sat down chart in hand.
"Hey boys" he said gently laying the clipboard down on the counter next to him. "I'm Dr. Machigawa." He held out his hand to shake but neither Kageyama or Hinata moved to take his hand. He sighed knowing that this wasn't going to go well for either of the boys. The physical pain of separation would be hard on the omega, the mental and emotional strain of their omega in pain would almost be enough to break a fully grown alpha. These boys were only 15 years old. He dropped his hand knowing he would have to explain everything they were going to go through.
"This isn't going to be pleasant." Machigawa stated watching the boys. "It would have been much better for you to wait until you're older. The youngest people usually mate is their 60s or 70s. Our live are over 400 years long and it's better to know you and your life mate share the same life path before you make the choice."
Kageyama just frowned. "We know that." Kageyama sighed. "It isn't our choice to break the bond so can we just get this over with?" Hinata stayed silent just listening to the conversation.
Which of you is the omega?" Dr. Machigawa asked having a good guess already that it was shorter orange haired boy who had been very quiet.
Hinata straightened up, "I am." He squeezed Kageyama's hand for reassurance.
Machigawa looked at Hinata not pulling any punches, "This is going to hurt, a lot." Hinata swallowed and looked over at Kageyama. "There's nothing I can do to make this any easier."
Hinata let out a shaky breath, "It's not like I have a choice in the matter," he said frowning at Dr. Machigawa. Hinata brought his free hand to rub against his neck where Kageyama had bitten him the night before, it was sore and prickling. He looked up at Kageyama and leaned against him.
The doctor continued shifting his gaze to Kageyama, "This isn't going to be pleasant for you either" Kageyama nodded. "It's generally easier for the Alpha if they aren't in the room while your bond is dissolved. Though it's much less physically painful for you, you are going to feel the pain of your bond as it dissolves, you are also going to feel your omega's pain and distress about 10 times worse than he does."
It was Kageyama this time that felt his shoulder prickle where Hinata had bitten him. Perhaps they were just feeling anxious about the whole thing. He moved his hand to cover the mark on his neck.
The doctor noted the movement but continued, thinking it was just a gesture of wanting to protect the bond they had created. "This will take a few hours," he said motioning to the counter where two cups had been placed. "You'll drink this after we hook you both up to the monitors so we can keep track of how you're doing."
At that moment both Kageyama and Hinata flinched in pain, both bite marks erupted in a feeling of flames, as if the marks were on fire. Both of them clutched their shoulder as the excruciating pain ripped through them both, amplified by ten by their bond. It was almost as if what the doctor was describing was already happening.
Dr. Machigawa stopped his explanation. "What's wrong?" He asked moving forward to inspect the boys.
"It hurts," they both said in unison groaning out in pain. Machigawa, knowing the young alpha would react poorly to his omega being touched, moved forward brushing Kageyama's hand out of the way. Kageyama didn't resist hoping that whatever was wrong would end quickly so they could get this whole horrid ordeal over with. Kageyama wasn't expecting Dr. Machigawa to gasp in surprise. The doctor quickly moved towards Hinata and moved aside the omega's hand as well despite the glare he received from Kageyama.
"What is it?" They both asked again in unison as the doctor frowned and looked between the two.
Machigawa struggled to come to terms with what he was seeing. It wasn't possible. It just couldn't be possible. These boys were only 15 years old. His gaze shifted back and forth between the two. They weren't just kids who had given into their biological urges and mated before they were of age, they were fate mates. No wonder they hadn't been able to resist each other on the eve of the omega's first heat. Dr. Machigawa stood there dumbfounded for almost a minute. There hadn't been a new pair of fate mates in Japan since his father's time, almost 200 years.
Kageyama repeated his questions, "What is it?" He tried his best to bear the pain burning away on the juncture of his neck and shoulder.
"You're fate mates," he said shaking himself out of his shock.
"What does that mean?" Hinata asked looking at the doctor through his pain.
"In short, it means I can't dissolve your bond."
Kageyama and Hinata looked at each other as the doctor spoke. The happiness they felt at the news tempered by the intensifying pain they felt. Dr. Machigawa moved back away from the boys launching in to a new explanation.
"Fate mates are rare, you typically don't learn about them until your second year in high school during health and PE." Well that would explain why they had no clue what he was talking about, they were both still first years. "Fate mates are typically male and female couples however throughout history there have been quite a few male male couples and female female couples. You are typically conceived around the same time, born within days of each other with the alpha typically born first, and have special rules and such when it comes to mating and bonding. Some of the closest fate mates in history have even recorded the ability to share thoughts on special occasions" Kageyama listened as best he could through the pain as Hinata curled into him. They were definitely hearing each other's thoughts. "The pain you feel in your shoulder is your fate mark. All fate mates have them, it serves as an identifier when you register with the state and symbolizes something of special meaning to the mates. There's no explanation as to why you were fated to be together or how it works."
Dr. Machigawa stood, moving towards the door. "I'm going to go inform your parents." Looking back at the boys before he closed the door he tried to reassure them as best he could. "The pain should subside soon." And with that he closed the door and walked out to the waiting area where the parents sat patiently.
Kageyama and Hinata looked at each other still somewhat in shock as the burning sensation lessened before fading away completely. The marks were still throbbing and sore but the worst of it was over. They both looked at the marks that had been literally burned into their skin and they both smiled faintly at the other, Hinata even chuckling.
"Volleyball" they both said in unison as they inspected the fate mark on the others neck. Nothing could suit them better. They knew then without a doubt that there was no mistake. They were definitely meant to be mates.