A little over four months since he had found his soul mates, Yamaguchi was getting ready to graduate. Tomorrow after the graduation ceremony he would be officially moving in with Shimada and Takinou.

He was both excited and extremely nervous. Yamaguchi already spent most of his time at their home, but they still hadn't actually made a lot of progress in the sex department. Lots of making out, no sex. Although Yamaguchi had really enjoyed masturbating while listening to Takinou and Shimada having sex after they thought he went to sleep.

He was moving in, but he was moving in to the guest room because he was chicken shit. His biggest fear was that he was going to be bad in bed. Takinou and Shimada had been together for 10 years and neither of them was a virgin when they got together. So what could Yamaguchi bring to the relationship. His sexual experience was limited to a rushed hand job from some chick in the restroom after a tournament.

He had bought books and watched a ridiculous amount of porn in order to be better when he decided to make the leap. He had even bought a couple of dildos to practice blow jobs on which made him feel stupid, but if the end result was pleasing the two men he had fallen in love with then it was worth it.

The next night after the graduation ceremony Yamaguchi decided to put what he had learned to the test. The three of them were on the couch watching TV when he straddled Takinou's hips and started kissing him. Yamaguchi loved kissing. The slow easy caress of tongues. Sucking a lip into his mouth and then slowly releasing it only to lick back into the mouth it belongs to. Hands tangling in hair. Moans and whimpers, mostly from himself.

Once he had his fill of kissing Yamaguchi backed down into the floor and got on his knees in front of Takinou. He glanced up while nibbling on his bottom lip uncertainty. When he saw the blown look in Takinou's eyes as he reached for the button on his jeans he knew he was doing th he right thing.

He undid the blonde's pants and tugged. Takinou lifted his hips so Yamaguchi could pull his jeans and boxers down enough to pull out his erection. He gave a few experimental strokes and glanced over at Shimada to see that he was enjoying the show, rubbing himself through his sweats.

Yamaguchi leaned in and licked the head before wrapping his lips around it and swirling his tongue. He pulled back off and licked from the base to the tip before pushing his tongue into the slit to taste the salty precum.

He kept his eyes closed as he wrapped his lips back around the head and hollowed his cheeks to create a suction and slowly started bobbing his head, taking in a little more with each downward movement and making sure the flat of his tongue was adding pressure. Finally after several passes he relaxed his throat and pushed until he felt his nose hit Takinou's pelvis.

As he was slowly starting to pull back he opened his eyes to glance, in what he hoped was a sexy way, at Takinou to see his reaction and he froze.

Takinou looked irritated and upset. A glance at Shimada, showed the same. Yamaguchi felt a hand wrap in his hair and yank his head up, hard.

He looked up "Um, did I do something wrong?" He suddenly felt self conscious and stupid on his knees in the floor staring up at the other two men.

Takinou was the first to respond after ripping his hand out of his hair and taking some of said hair with it "Nope, you didn't do anything wrong. In fact, that was on it's way to being the best blow job I've ever had."

Yamaguchi tried to make himself smaller, he didn't understand the anger "I don't understand." He whispered.

Takinou snorted "You just deep throated me on what is supposedly your first blow job. I call bull shit. No virgin sucks dick like a porn star."

Yamaguchi felt like he had been punched. He glanced at Shimada who always seemed to be the more reasonable of the two and he wouldn't look at him.

Finally able to move Yamaguchi stood and mumbled "I think I am going to be sick." He ran to the bathroom and threw up. Once he started he didn't stop until everything he had eaten that day was gone. The breakfast the three of them had cooked together. The quick lunch they had grabbed on the way to the graduation ceremony and the nice steak dinner they had taken him out for afterwards.

Once his stomach was empty he stumbled into his room locking the door behind him and collapsed into bed. He could hear the murmurs of his soul mates talking. They were getting louder, it sounded like they were arguing. He curled up into a ball and wondered how it had all gone so wrong. He was exhausted and quickly cried himself to sleep.

He woke up a short while later when someone tried to come in his room. Finding the door locked, whoever it was knocked. When he didn't respond he heard Shimada's voice "Yamaguchi, open the door. I really think we should talk about this."

Hearing Shimada call him Yamaguchi instead of Tadashi brought a fresh wave of tears. "P pl please j jj just g go away."

"You can't hide in there forever. Look, everything will be OK. Just be honest with us. The important thing is that we communicate."

Yamaguchi didn't respond and as he hoped Shimada gave up and went to bed. Yamaguchi laid in his room until he was certain the other two were asleep. He got out a note book and wrote a note before making a phone call.

On the 5th ring a sleepy and irritated Tsukishima picked up "Do you know what time it is?"

Yamaguchi whisper sobbed "Sorry Tsukki."

"Are you crying?"

"Can I come stay with you?"

"Of course."

"Thanks Tsukki."

Yamaguchi packed an overnight bag and grabbed the note he had written along with the embarrassing items he had in his nightstand. He tiptoed down the hall and left the note and his "learning materials" on the coffee table before locking the door and walking outside.

He was surprised when he got outside to see Tsukishima standing out there next to his mom's car.

Yamaguchi teared up again and thanked him for coming to get him.

As they got into the car Tsukishima said "Don't worry about it. I wasn't going to let you walk this late at night and your upset. What happened?"

"You don't want to know."

"Yamaguchi, if I didn't want to know, I wouldn't have asked."

"Tsukki, it's sex stuff."

Tsukishima slammed on the breaks "did they hurt you?"

"What?! No! It's stupid."

So after further persuading Yamaguchi told Tsukishima the story breaking down half way through and bawling like a baby.

"Huh." Was his only response. Which just made Yamaguchi cry harder. Tsukishima said "Look you know I love you like a brother, but I can see where they are coming from. Either way, you realize relationships only work if you communicate. You need to talk to them."

"But I feel stupid."

"Look it's 2AM. Right now you are stupid. Sleep on it."

The next morning Takinou was the first one awake and up. He slept like shit. Yamaguchi's first night with them as a family and it had completely blown up. He didn't want to think that Yamaguchi could cheat on them, but...

When he got to the living room he was stopped by the sight of dildos on his coffee table. Yep, dildos. What the hell. There was also a book The girlfriends guide to "blowing" his mind. There was also a small assortment of what appeared to be actual blow job instructional DVDs. His heart sank as he realized what they were. He saw the handwritten note next to them:

Yusuke and Makoto,
You weren't wrong about the practice, I have had a lot of it. But I swear on our bond that it has all been on inanimate objects. This is humiliating to write, but I can't bear the thought of either of you thinking I would do something to jeopardize our relationship. The last 4 and a half months have been the best of my life. I just wanted to be able to make you feel good. I didn't want to be a bumbling idiot in bed. None of that matters if I lose you though. Please forgive me. I can't be alone again.
All my love,
Tadashi

"Shit" Takinou ran back down the hall and opened the door to Yamaguchi's room only to find he wasn't there and his bed hadn't been slept in.

He ran to his room "Makoto, wake up. He's gone. It's all my fault. Oh God, it's all my fault."

Shimada reached for his glasses "What the, are you crying? I've never seen you cry." Then registering the words "What do you mean he's gone? Where would he go? He doesn't have a house anymore. He doesn't have a car. It was midnight when we went to bed. Did that idiot walk somewhere that late. Anything could have happened to him."

Shimada grabbed his phone to call Yamaguchi. When he unlocked the screen he had a single text from an unknown number:

Hey, it's Tsukishima. He's at my place. He's fine. Embarrassed. Needs space.

Shimada read the message to Takinou. "What is he embarrassed about?"

Takinou handed Shimada the letter. After Shimada read it, made him cry of course, Takinou told him about the stuff on the coffee table.

"So he did all that for us?"

"Yeah."

"And we accused him of cheating on us."

"Yeah."

"We are such assholes."

"Yeah."