CHAPTER 7: HOLIDAY
Blaine and Sebastian went to Hawaii to have some days on Blaine's spring break. It was a really big gift for Blaine, who hadn't been out of Ohio. At first, his parents had left him with the nanny when they had gone on holidays. When he can go with them, they wanted to be with him because he had told them he was gay.
Flying was an exciting experience for him, he was so nervous that he hadn't eaten anything, but Sebastian was with him, taking care of him and trying to help him.
They were in a wonderful house and they could touch the sea if they walk a few steps. They had been there for two days and they were having the time of their lives.
When they had arrived, everyone called them the Smythe even if they weren't married. They didn't let them know the mistake, it wasn't important. It almost seemed like they were newly married in their honeymoon.
Blaine woke up and went out of the house, to sit down on a chair at the porch. He looked at the sea, trying to think about his problems. He knew he was in love with Sebastian, something that would make him happy, but it really was a nightmare for him. What should he do? Should he talk with him about the truth, even if he could be rejected by him and his family? Or should he keep the secret and live a relationship with lies and secrets?
"Are you ok?" Sebastian asked.
"Yes, sure." Blaine felt the others hand on his hips and he realized Sebastian had sit down next to him.
"Can you tell me what was you thinking about?"
"I'm thinking about how happy are we now. I don't want to come back home. I don't want to hide and share only a few seconds…" Blaine though about the new lie he was telling Sebastian.
"Don't think about it right now. I think… We both know what the other feel… Whatever will come, it won't pull us apart." Sebastian wanted to comfort his boyfriend.
"Don't make me promises you can't fulfill." A tear come down Blaine's cheek and Sebastian cleaned it with his thumb.
"Who said I can't fulfill it?"
Blaine cried and he hugged him. Sebastian had a lot of questions, but it wasn't the right time to ask them. He was sure that Blaine would tell him when he was ready.
Sebastian woke and realized he was holding Blaine. He didn't know why he was so sad the they before, but he was relieved he had seen Blaine more comfortable at the end of the day.
His heart had been broken when he had seen Blaine so sad and that made him realized he was in love. He knew he should do something to show his boyfriend he was going to be with him, no matter what. Blaine was awoke and both smiled each other.
"Morning… How are you feeling?" Sebastian kissed Blaine's forehead.
"Really good"
Before Smythe could realize, Anderson turned them to be over him, with his legs next to Sebastian's hips. They felt their hardness because they were really excited. They knew what was going to happen.
When their needs were satisfied, they asked the waiters to have their breakfast on the beach. When they were eating, they talked.
"I've been thinking… I believe it's time to show you that you are not just my lover."
"You don't need to do…"
"I want to. I think your parents would be mad if we talk about our relationship with them, so I guess it will be better if we wait until you go to the University… I don't know, I think it will be different… However, you can meet my parents and they won't be scared… You are not hurting their sweet and lovely boy."
"You are not hurting me…"
"Why aren't you thinking about you meeting my parents? That's the most important thing I said! Do you want me to talk with them about you? Would you want to meet them? I know when they find out, they will want to meet you and ask you a lot of things…" Sebastian held Blaine's hand.
"I would love to."
They knew they hadn't said they were a couple yet, they hadn't talked about the future, their feelints… However, they were a couple, they were each other boyfriends. They trusted each other because they saw the love in the other's eyes. They were in love even if they didn't say it.
