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CHAPTER 11: TO FIND YOU

Four years after Blaine and Sebastian broke up, Smythe's life had changed. He hadn't seen the Anderson family and he was happy because of that. He had been focused in his job and had bought some companies to manage. He had met Kurt Hummel, congressman Burt Hummel's son. He wasn't in love, he knew it, it wasn't the same feelings he had had with Blaine. However, it was a comfortable relationship, he knew he wouldn't be betrayed.

The Smythe's weren't happy with that. They knew their son didn't love Hummel and they think Sebastian wouldn't be happy with him. They supported Sebastian because they thought he had the right to be wrong.

Just like Marley Rose, Julia's niece, Julia's sister Millie's daughter. She got pregnant when she was 18. The girl was 3 years old, so she finally could go to the university. However, she needed help and her aunt Julia had offered to go to a university in New York. She was accepted at NYU.

Even if Julia had offered to pay the best school for her daughter, she had preferred a cheaper place because she didn't want her aunt to pay so much for them and that place were in her way to the University.

One night, Sebastian was with a client in his office. They had been negotiating for some hours. "We need to celebrate it." Mr. Ito said.

"Do you want to have a drink? I know a really good place." Sebastian asked.

"Why don't we go somewhere more exciting? I know you are in a relationship, but where I want to go it's a really inconspicuous place, nobody will know us there." His face showed he wasn't thinking about an innocent place.

"Are you suggesting being with prostitutes? I don't think it is a good place… I don't have the same preference as you about lovers…"

"You are wrong, Mr Smythe. I'll show you."

Sebastian was surprised because Ito went with him a place where there were only men to be with. It wasn't fancy so they were the only ones in suit.

They asked for two men for them. The woman asked them to go with her and walked for a corridor. Sebastian wanted to get out of there. It was an old place, there were holes in the carpet, the walls hadn't been painted in a long time.

The woman opened the door and there were a guy inside. Ito stayed there and Sebastian went to another place. When he could see who was going to be with, he was breathless.

Blaine was there, slimmer than he remembered, but not a healthy slim. His golden eyes were darker and lifeless; they didn't shine like years ago. He had scars in his body and he was pale.

Blaine was surprised when he saw Sebastian. He couldn't believe it. If he was true to himself, he wanted to not see him again. His heart hurt when he remembered their love and how their relationship had ended.

The worst thing was he didn't blame Sebastian. Maybe if he did, it would be easier to forget him. However, their guilty feelings were big and something had happened that didn't let him to forget everything.

Sebastian forget everything but Blaine and what he felt for him. He knew he would hate himself for that, but he was still in love with him.

Sebastian took his clothes of and lied next to Blaine. They were both naked and smiled. That smile only broke when their lips met again after four years apart. The kiss was really intense and needed all their focus on it.

It was like waking up after years sleeping for them. Both had had sex with other men, but neither had made them feel like that. There was more than just passion between them. They were making love.

Their orgasms arrived sooner than expected, but they weren't ashamed because of that. They were going to do it again because Sebastian paid and he wanted more.

When Blaine realized he had had sex without condom, he was scared. He knew he couldn't do anything, so he tried to relax and focus in he was with the love of his life.

They had sex again, Sebastian was the one who take control and he didn't care if Blaine wanted to do anything or not. Blaine had to beg him because he was going to finish without making him had another orgasm. After they had finished, Sebastian walked out without looking back.

Blaine took a shower, wishing that Smythe were the last customer and he could go home. He was really tired. However, he saw an old married man waiting for him. He was really bad lover and asked them to do things they weren't comfortable with. It would be a bad experience.