Withdrawing his pale hand Rago looked up in slight surprise, name it?

"What do you mean? It's a little earlier, isn't it?" Dynamis sighed.

"Well... I know but... It's a better time than never so... Do you have any ideas?" Rago shrugged before leaning back against the couch, his hands behind his head.

"Well, I guess I'd like June for a girl and Ren for a boy. You?" The smallest blush coated Dynamis' cheeks.

"I like Ienzo and Caraline, they're such adorable names!" Rago smiled at the excitement in the preggy's voice, he could tell that Dynamis had been thinking about this for a while.

"Dynamis," The blackette asked placing his hand on the side of the said person's face, gently stroking the tender skin beneath blue eyes. "Has Dr. Maron said anything... About the baby's possible gender?" At this Dynamis shook his head.

"Actually," He said nuzzling the soft touch he was given. "I asked him not to tell us. I kind of wanted it to be a surprise... You're not mad, are you?" Thankfully Rago shook his head.

"Of course not," He answered tilting the twenty one year old's head up by his chin. "If you want it to be a surprise then so be it."

"Thank you." The greyette said calming down, he needed to relax. Leaning back Dynamis sighed and snuggled closer, his head resting on the blacky's shoulder. "Why June?" Rago Shrugged.

"It's one of my favorite months and if I'm right it was my mother's name."

"Do you remember you mother?"

Red looked away, he hated this fucking subject so must but, for Dynamis, he would talk.

"Not really," He responded still looking away from his love, not wanting him to see the hurt in his eyes. "She died during my birth love, I never got to meet her but... I do know what she looked like." Looking over the blackette watched as the pregnant male's head perked up and his eyes sparkled with curiosity.

"Really?" He reserved a nod.

"Yeah, I hardly look like her tho. She had beach blond hair, deep honey colored eyes and lightly tanned skin, she really was beautiful."

"What was she like?" Sighing Rago moved his line of sight to the side, Dynamis could tell something was a miss.

"She was really kind, her heart was always in the right place and she never lied unless she really had to. She's my father's complete opposite, I can tell you that." Sighing again his expression turned to one of pain, a hand was placed on his broad shoulder.

"I'm sorry I brought this up, I never knew it was such a hard topic for you but..." Letting his small hand slide down Rago's arm he reached for his pale hand and intertwined their fingers. "I know how you feel. I never knew my parents very well either." This caused the black son to look back at his partner, his eyes wide with surprise.

"You... Didn't?"

"No, I... I never really knew my family or should I say... My real family. My mother and father, who's names I still don't know to this day, only had me for one propose. They didn't have me because they wanted a child, they had my because I would break their marriage arrangements. So, they had me and they split ways but, I didn't get to go with either of them. No, I was left at the orphanage a little ways from the Zeusis school house. At less than a month old I was dropped off in front of their door with nothing but a note that said my name was Dynamis, nothing more nothing less." A shaky breath was exhaled from his lips and he fought back tears, he must have sounded so pathetic. "So when the old shrine guardian came down to find a replacement... Well he went to Zeusis' orphanage and, seeing t-that I was the only o-one there, he chose me. A three year old boy who n-nobody wanted to adopt. After time went by I started training at six. I never went to school, never had any friends... Never knew what it was liked to be loved..." Those held back tears escaped the greyette's will and slid down his cheeks, the grip on Rago's hand tightened. "Guardian training was also horrible! I would be looked up in the s-stupid shrine for days, alone, in the dark! The old guardian didn't even like me! Y-Yes, he did teach me everything I needed to know but aside form that he h-hated m-me!"

Sobs rang out from Dynamis' throat as he was brought into a hug, his head buried in Rago's chest. he clutched onto his lover's back and cried, letting it all out. He was so pathetic, so utterly helpless, so broken, so messed up inside that the shards of his shattered past cut up his insides like broken glass. Rago could do nothing but hold the preggy and be his shoulder to cry on.

"Shh..." The blackette cooed stroking the younger male's naturally grey hair, his fingers intervening with the hairs flow.

'And I thought I had a broken past,' The child of Nemesis mentally noted as he replayed over Dynamis' past. 'Now I know why he wants to be a good parent and doesn't want me to leave... He thinks that we could end up like his parents and... Leave our child.'

"It's OK now love," Letting his finger escape their silky prison Rago brought them to the preggy's chin and raised it. "I won't let the past repeat itself anymore. Our child WILL stay with us and we WILL be together, even after it's born." Serious red mixed with watery blue as the blood colored owner leaned forward and kissed away the ocean's tears, Dynamis blushed.

"B-But..." Unable to fight back the twenty one year old let himself be loved, the thoughts of his past disappearing with his droplets. Not only was his upbringing terrible but Rago's as well. They both knew the pain and they both knew what it was like to be lost but, with each other, they could find a way.