CHAPTER 20: EM

It took a moth to Sebastian to be able to stay at night with Blaine. He had been working, trying to make Kurt pay for what he had done and Blaine's friend didn't let him stay, so it had been impossible for him.

It was Saturday night, so Brody was working, Brittany was sick and Sam was taking care of her, so nobody stopped him to be there. Blaine needed to be with someone because his pregnancy had gone worse and he was going to have the baby soon, even when there should be a month more before the delivery. Blaine was in pain, but the baby wasn't ready yet.

"How are you?" Doctor Wilde asked when he came into the room. Sebastian knew she was Blaine's psychologist but he didn't know why.

"It hurts."

"Do you remember Ian's birth? I want to know if it is the same pain or different." She asked.

"I think it's the same."

"Try to be calm, everything is going to be good."

Finally, the baby was ready and the doctors and nurse were there with Blaine. He had asked Sebastian to call Brody, but he hadn't answered the phone. There was to many men in the club waiting for being with him. Blaine didn't want to call Sam.

"You can't be alone now. I'll be with you." Sebastian said.

"You don't need to; I can be alone."

"I want to do it."

Sebastian was with Blaine when the baby girl born. She cried and Smythe stood up to look at her. She had a curly black hair. "She is beautiful… Had you thought about a name for her?"

"No."

"Do you want to hold her for a while?" A nurse asked and everyone were surprised when Blaine refused.

"Can I hold her?" Sebastian asked. She gave the baby to him. He knew he shouldn't love her until he knew she was his daughter, but he had been waiting for that moment for a long time.

Sebastian paid for the paternity test to be done as soon as possible, so he knew he was the baby father twenty-four hours later. However, he was worried because Blaine hadn't seen his daughter yet. He had stayed in his room and when someone took the baby there, he covered himself with the bed sheet and stayed like that until she was out of the room.

Sebastian had listened doctor Pierce and doctor Wilde to talk about depression. When he talked about it with his mother and cousin, they said it probably was postpartum depression.

Brody was there when he wasn't working. Brittany was still sick and Sam had been there a bit, but he had to take care of his wife.

Sebastian came back to Blaine's room after being with his daughter after knowing she was his. He knew he needed to tell Blaine.

"Hello." Sebastian said but his ex didn't answer. "I have the AND test. I'm the baby's father." Blaine said nothing, he didn't even look at him. He had known it before the test. Sebastian had been the only one who had sex with without condom.

"Have you thought about a name for her?" Smythe asked.

"No."

"Would you mind if a chose it for us? I mean… I know we both should chose it, but Ian's was your choice and…"

"Do whatever you want." Blaine sat up. The baby wasn't there so he could move. He didn't want to see her because he knew he wouldn't take care of her.

"Do you like Emily?" Sebastian wasn't going to give up. He wanted the custody, but he wanted Blaine to be part of their lives.

"Yes."

"Blaine, I'm not your enemy. I want both of us to be their parents. They will live with me because they will be better, I thought you could understand it, but…"

"You don't need to explain yourself. You have the custody and I only have some weekends. Why don't you go to see your daughter? I'm sure she will be waiting for you to feed her or something."

"I'll go… Do you want me to come here with her? You can be with her and feed her if you want." Sebastian was worried.

"No, thank you. I'm fine."

Blaine wanted Sebastian to get out of there. He couldn't see him because he was the one who took his kids from him. They are everything for him, the reason he had fought every day for the last four years. He had nothing to live for then.

Smythe was sad. He had wanted revenge and hurt his ex, but looking at him like that made him regret everything. He promised himself he would fix it; he would talk with Blaine. He knew he needed to ask forgiveness and he would do it. Everything for the three person he loved the most in the world, even if one of them didn't love him back.