CHAPTER 22: JEALOUS AND REGRET
Brody wasn't the smartest man in the world, but he wasn't stupid either. Since Sebastian Smythe had known Blaine was in the hospital, it seemed like he has nowhere to stay but there. He had realized Sebastian was still in love with Blaine and he wanted to make him jealous.
He didn't need Blaine to tell him that he loved Sebastian back, he knew, he always had known. And he knew they couldn't be happy until they got back together.
Brody had been in the hospital with Blaine, holding his hand and kissing his head when he arrived or left. It was the love Blaine needed and he regretted that he hadn't shown him how much he loved him before. He was his best friend, but he wanted Sebastian thought it was more than a friend. And Sebastian did think it, at least he stared at him showing his jealous.
That morning both of them were in the room when Sebastian's phone rang. It was his mother, she wanted him to go her house to talk. Sebastian didn't know she had found a detective.
Sebastian kissed Em as soon as he arrived at his parents' house. Even with all his problems, he wanted to focus in the most important thing in the world, his kids. Ian was at the school, so he only had his daughter there.
He went to the living room and met Noah Puckerman and Sarah Lewis, and Andersons' old friend.
"I have Blaine Anderson information from the hospital and Mrs. Lewis." Puck said before telling them the story. Sarah was a homophobic when he met Blaine, but two years before that, her niece was out and her brother took Sarah to therapy to understand her and stop hating gays. In that moment, she regrets how she had hurt Blaine, so she wanted to help him. She talked about Blaine's parents, how lonely Blaine had been and Anderson's plan, how he didn't know he can get pregnant and how they had thrown him out the house.
Puck talked about Blaine's suicide attempt. Blaine had anxiety, low self-esteem and depression but he didn't take the medicines. He told them that Ian was why he didn't try again until a few days ago.
Julia cried while her husband hugged her, Sebastian was holding back his tears. He felt really bad because he felt guilty about all of that. He realized he had broken up with him the same day he had realized his parents didn't love him. He tried to understand how he had felt, but it was impossible.
"Before going out…" Sarah said. "I want to give Blaine a little gift. It is not a big thing, but I want to ask him sorry with it. Blaine doesn't know it, but he had an older brother. Blaine was two years old when Cooper leaved. He is gay too, but he went to his friend house before his parents could hurt him."
Sebastian run to his room and came back with an envelope in his hand. "Detective Puckerman, please, find Blaine's brother."
"His name is Cooper Anderson and he was 13 years more than Blaine." Sarah didn't know anything more.
When the family was alone, Julia looked at his son. "What are you thinking?"
"I regret so many things I said and did…"
"I think Blaine still love you. Maybe you can get back together." She caressed his son face. It was like the time had gone back and she was in front of an insecure and confused teenager.
"It won't be that easy."
Marley arrived with Ian and Sophie and realized something had happened. She asked the kids to wash their hands and looked at the others, waiting for answer. Richard went with the kids because Marley needed to know but the children didn't.
She cried while she listened the story and she said she knew about a bit for the last talk she and Blaine had had. She even said that he was still in love with Sebastian.
Sebastian was even more angry with himself for that. He felt guilty and believed he deserved all the that pain. His love one had been nearly died twice because of him. How could Blaine forgive him? How they could be happy together? That was if Blaine woke up. What would happen if Blaine died?