CHAPTER 30: ANOTHER UNCOMFORTABLE MEETING
Sebastian had realized Blaine was twenty-three years old and he had just gone out three times in his life, all of them when he was eighteen. It wasn't fair, he should have enjoyed the University experience and gone out with his friends to get drunk.
Blaine wasn't even get drunk and had lost so many celebrations in his life. He knew it wasn't the same to go out with him than with friends, but he couldn't make magically appear people to be Blaine's friend.
They decided to go to a club, but it wasn't easy. Cooper wasn't sure about it; he was like a father for his brother, but Sebastian promised to take care of him. Their night was good. Blaine drank beer because he wanted to enjoy the party, not just get drunk. They had danced and kissed, forgetting everything for a while.
They were at one table, relaxing a bit before getting back to the dance floor. Sebastian excused himself before going to the toilet and Blaine stood there. Someone sat next to him as soon as he was alone.
"Hello." The man was a bit older than Sebastian.
"I don't want to be rude, but my boyfriend will come back soon and he is jealous." He said quickly. It wasn't true, Sebastian wouldn't mind if he made friends, but that man didn't need to know it.
"Don't you remember me?" Blaine was scared. He didn't remember him, but there was only one way he knew him.
"No."
"You are a bad liar. Two years ago I made you moan like a bitch… What you are, of course." The man put his hand on Blaine's leg and move it up, getting closer to his dick.
"Please, let me alone." Blaine begged, scared and wishing Sebastian arrived soon.
"Just give me some minutes and I promise you that I'll move your world." He got closer to kissed Blaine. The young man closed his eyes. He opened a bit after to see Sebastian pushing the man out the pub. He run after them, like other person who were concern about what was happening.
"Next time, when someone tells you he doesn't want to be with you, you'll stand up and let him alone." Sebastian was angry. The person who wanted to help the man stopped.
"Do you know where he works?"
"I know where he worked." Sebastian made sure everyone knew it was Blaine's past, not present.
"I guess you pay him well to only be with you."
Smythe was so angry that he tried to hit him, but Blaine stopped him. "He doesn't worth it. Come on, let's go home."
He pushed Sebastian to go home. He didn't want to go to the police station because his boyfriend hit someone. When they arrived home, Smythe took a glass and served him a Whiskey, he needed it. Blaine looked at him without knowing what to say. He waited for Sebastian to break up with him, he couldn't think his boyfriend could be with someone with that past and felt stupid for thinking it could be different and he could be happy.
He felt Sebastian at his back, hugging him and holding his hips with his hands. He kissed his head sweetly.
"Do you wanna talk?" Sebastian asked.
"Are you going to break up with me?" Blaine didn't want to sound like he was going to cry and was a scared boy, but he felt like that.
"Of course I'm not." Sebastian was so sure and he turned Blaine around so they can see each other. "You are everything for me and that won't change because of a stupid man who needed to pay for having sex because no one would feel attracted for him."
"But I was with so many men…"
"But I am the one who was loved by you, your children's father, the man who is in your heart…" Sebastian kissed him, he wanted Blaine to feel special because both of them needed it. He didn't expect him to deepen that kiss and started to unbutton his shirt. "Honey, what are you doing?"
"Please, Sebby. I need to feel loved, I need these feeling that I belong to them to disappear." Blaine begged.
"Sweety, those aren't good reason to have sex. We'll have it, but not because the wrong reason. One day, you'll be ready, we'll have an especial date…"
"I love you." Blaine didn't know what to say, he understood what he was saying.
"I love you too. I want you to know that we will be intimate sooner than you think, I just want you to feel confident about yourself. You have nothing to worry about, it will be so different that what you did at the club. It will be like when we were together." They kissed again.
"Are you attracted to me?" Blaine was a bit scared.
"Of course I am. That's why I visited you at the club every day. I couldn't be far away from you."
They kissed again, knowing there weren't children who can interrupt them. "Maybe not sex but… Can we have a little fun tonight?" Blaine asked shyly.
"What are you thinking?"
"You and I on the bed and we'll see…"
"Do you know you make me crazy? You are insecure and sweet, but then you are sensual and daring*."
"It's your fault. I can't resist you I need to ask if I want to have what I want."
"What I said, you make me crazy… In a good way."
They kissed again and went to the room. They hadn't had sex, but they were kissing and masturbated each other twice just because they couldn't control their passion.
*I'm not sure if that's the right word.