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Avery woke up to the sound of Juliette crying. He looks at her and the beautiful little girl, still sound asleep. Juliette's eyes say it all. He looks at her says, "I don't know what would have done if we had lost you. All I could think is, we are just getting our footing back and this happens. I did not want it to end this way. I know we aren't at the place but I want you know I will marry you again one day Juliette Barnes. I will love you forever, no matter what. We will find a way to get through this, I stand by what I said, we are still here for you. Whether are not you will walk again, does not matter. All the matters is you are alive and can be there for our little girl. She needs you more than you know. I need you, you make me whole, you make me a better person. That's ironic right? But is true I think we bring out the best in each other and will never be able to find it someone else. Its only you and when the times right I will ask you to marry me again. Your wonderful mother Juliette, never forget that. I love you." Tears are now streaming down both their faces. All Juliette can muster is Thank You.
However, on the inside, Juliette's thinking I deserved this, why didn't I die. Of all the people on the plane, I am the one to survive, how can that be? I'm terrible person, I've hurt the two people I love most in this world and many others, and what is to say I won't do it again. Avery means well, I know that and I love him for it. I still cant feel my legs she says to herself, hopefully the doctor will explain why today.
Cadence begins to stir, she'll be hungry soon. Juliette manages to rob her stomach little bit and she quiets back down. She's amazing, this little girl who been through much at is so happy, Juliette thinks to herself. That's credit to her dad, not me. Avery's a wonderful father but she deserves better than myself.
Avery sees the look at Juliette's face, "Juliette, you are wonderful mother, You are. You just needed time, it happens and I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed me most. I just did not understand but I do now and you got the help you needed and that's matters. That's why I couldn't stand the possibility that I lost you, your turning life around."
Juliette looks at him, and just smiles. The doctor walks in. "Good your up. We can talk some, now that you have had some rest. But first I want try to something."
He uncovers the sheet at bottom of Juliette's bed. "Can you feel this?" Touching the bottom of her feet with a metal instrument. "No." He goes up her leg and she gets the same results. "Thank you." He says.
"Well after that, can you tell me what I can't feel a damn thing." Juliette says crying at the results of the test.
"You broke your leg pretty badly. " The doctor says.
"Is that why I cannot feel my legs?" Juliette asks. Avery looks at, knowing the answer all to well the answer.
"Sadly, no. We have put pins in your broken leg to heal the bone." The doctors continues.
"What I care about is why I cant feel my legs, not my broken leg." Juliette says frustrated. At that Cadence begins to stir a little more. And Juliette looks over and says "Shh, sweetie, its okay."
"The simple answer is two of your vertebra were shattered." The doctor says responding to her frustration.
"Does that mean I am paralyzed?" Juliette says way to calmly.
"Not necessarily, your nerve cells have damaged and it takes time for them to heal, we wont know for certain right away." The doctor says.
Juliette, did say anything. She didn't know what to say, she just wanted to cry but was trying so hard to keep in. Her head was racing, all she could think about was being a burden to Avery. He did not need that after what she put him through in the past. That made her want to cry even more knowing how bad she messed up. Instead, Cadence began to cry, again perfect timing on her part.
Avery, went to pick up Cadence, but Juliette stopped him, "Can you put her on top of me?" She said, Avery did as she was told. Juliette wrapped her arm around her and she became quite again, not falling asleep though.
"Juliette, there is a high chance that you will walk again. It just going to take time, how long I do not know." The doctor says. "I am going leave you three alone, and give you time to digest. We are going to move you guys into your own room shortly okay. We like to keep you here for a few weeks, as we do with back injuries, keeping the movement to minimum for awhile and start some physical therapy when your ready. No sitting up just yet." He says good bye.
When he leaves, Juliette's begins to really cry. The same words come to her mind, that she deserved this. That she is going to be burden on Avery, she has to tell at some point, that he doesn't have to do this. It not the time right now, lets wait till I am home. The only light right now is the little girl on her chest. Wishing she could sit up and feed her. "Avery, I think you should give Cadence." She says.
"Okay, I be back to help you eat okay. I'm here Juliette, don't shut me okay. When your ready, ill listen to whatever's going through that pretty little head of yours." He says attempting a smile across his face.
Meanwhile, earlier that night, after Glenn and Emily come back in, they tell news of the single question asked by reported to everyone in waiting room.
"What the hell, does anyone know how to keep there mouth shut around here!" Deacon pretty much yells. "When I find out who said, there will be hell to pay."
"For right now, I think the best is to ignore it. Unless they come with "proof" but no comment all fronts seems to be the best option right now." Glenn, says trying to calm Deacon down.
Scarlett comes back with blankets and food and clothes for Cadence. Everyone begins to settle down for the night knowing it is to be a long one. A nurse comes into the room, and says "we have setup a private room for you guys, as we knew you would want to stay. Its close to Juliette's."
They all get up and walk into the private room, where multiple cots are setup on floor for them.
"I know that this isn't our thing but let us just say prayer, it couldn't hurt." Will interjects.
"Okay, Will you lead." Gunnar says.
Will, smiles. "Dear Lord. Our friend and mother has been hurt today. We ask you to watch over and heal her in the best you know. "
"Thank you." Everyone says. They all get ready to go asleep. At this time, Emily brings a blanket into Juliette's room for Avery. She looks at three them and snaps picture at the beautiful site.
Avery walks in the room, finding everyone asleep he tries to get the food as quietly as possible but Cadence wasn't having it and made a lot of baby sounds. At this the others wake up, all with the hope of good news. "Avery?" Scarlett says still half asleep. "any news?"
"I'll let you guys get up, and I'll tell you after I feed Cadence." He says.
Scarlett, manages an "Okay", knowing that this probably means bad news but also understanding that it would be easier to tell everyone at once.
Slowly, everyone gets up and Scarlett tells them what every says. "I'm holding out hope that is not bad news, but I think he would have told you good news." Rayna says.
Avery walks in, without Cadence in hand. "You guys want some breakfast?" Not ready to tell knews yet. After feeding Cadence, he had brought back Juliette's room, knowing that she'd be the most help to her.
He sat down, took a pause and told them what the doctor said.