So, we are getting to 'the good stuff' *insert yaoi fangirl screams here*

I am not good with writing this kind of scenes... nope... I would consider this as like very light lemon or lime (I really cannot tell which one fits better haha) becouse 1. I am not good with writing lemon and 2. Actual hardcore lemon does not fit my story or this ship in general (if you ask me). I feel like the relationship Viktor and Yuri have is built up in a way that type of lemon we all know and love does not fit. I personally cannot see Viktor (who I see as the seme) doing things like the semes usually do in lemon fanfics... I think they'd be more subtle (except when Yuri is drunk)...

But enough unnecessary talking! Hopefully you'll enjoy this! Thank you for reading my story, I appreciate it. :D

He leaned against the cool wall, it felt almost cold against his hot skin. He felt the air in the room getting hotter too. But just the feeling of Viktor's slender fingers slowly removing the kimono he was wearing and his lips slowly moving down on his exposed chest was enough to make him shiver like it was colder in the room.

Littlebit of light was coming from under the door, and a dull light was on top of his table in the furthest corner of the room. Otherwise the room was dark, and even with the light he could barely make out anything surrounding him, even the bed next to him looked weird in the dark.

And honestly the only thing he could see was Viktor, while feeling embarraced he still couldn't let his gaze leave him.

His skin felt like it was burning. The way Viktor touched him now was new, nothing compared to the other times he might have been touching him. He moved slowly, almost too slowly.

Yuri moaned quietly when Viktor straightened and came closer. He leaned against him, gently placing one of his long legs between Yuri's, gently moving it against his crotch. His lips tenderly touched his neck.

Yuri whimpered quietly and closed his eyes when Viktor sucked at his neck and collarbones, leaving small hickeys all over.

Yuri had no idea when it happened or how, but suddenly he had been carried over to the bed and he was laying on it, pulling the bedsheats as Viktor teased him with his tongue, licking his lower stomach slowly.

He felt his body getting even hotter, his eyes were cloudy and he felt like he had a fever. Viktor's wandering tongue came close to the spot where he needed his touch the most, then he pulled his head away. Yuri opened his eyes and sat up leaning on his elbows.

His cheeks shone bright red and he looked at Viktor who removed his shirt. Yuri forced himself to get up and crawl over to Viktor, his body slightly twitching from the need and want he felt. It was a new feeling. He was looking for a word to describe it.

He pinned Viktor down on the bed and kissed him deeply. For a moment Viktor's blue eyes were round out of surprise. He opened his mouth more and Yuri accepted the invitation and entered his tongue in Viktor's mouth.

Viktor wrapped his hands around him, pulling his head even closer to him while rising up to a sitting position. The only thing Yuri could do was to sit down on Viktor's thighs, very close to him. Shivers went through his body as he felt his bare crotch touching Viktor's still clothed one.

"Ngh." He said and pulled his head away. He smiled at Viktor, his cheeks shining bright red and his eyes glittering in the dark.

They had drank few drinks to celebrate christmas and Viktor's birthday. After a while he and Viktor had left the others and found their way to his room, where the cake had been brought again.

Yuri cut a big piece of the cake and gave it to Viktor. He was just going to get another piece for himself when Viktor's hand suddenly gripped his arm and pulled him back on the bed.

Sitting next to Viktor and looking surprised he turned to face the man. His blue eyes looked at his brown ones, and his lips were curled up in a beautiful smile.

He took a spoonful of the cake from his plate and brought it towards Yuri. Yuri opened his mouth and took the cake, tasting the sweet frosting and the soft vanilla cake that had some blueberry jam between the layers.

Viktor took the spoon out of his mouth and took another bite for himself, wrapping his left arm around Yuri. Then he gave another bite for Yuri who smiled at him happily. 'How can little things like that make you so happy?' he thought, leaning against Viktor and happily accepting all the pieces of cake he offered to him.

Yuri arched his back and moaned quietly, being then shut by Viktor's lips. Slowly he felt Viktor pushing one finger in him, making him moan louder in their kiss. He could still taste the cake they had eaten, the sweet taste of blueberries, in Viktor's mouth.

"I love you." Viktor whispered into his ear when he started to move his hand slowly in a round motion, making Yuri arch his back more and lean more against the finger that was deep inside him. It was something he had never felt before, and despite the pain it felt good.

Viktor's whispers in his ears felt good, his breath against his neck. His lips on his shoulders, collarbones and chest.

"GAHhh!" Yuri let out surprised when Viktor pushed in another finger. Viktor kissed his forehead. "Relax." He whispered.

He saw mixed emotions on Yuri's face, pain and pleasure standing out the most. That soft and slightly round face he liked. He kissed his cheek. Those round cheeks made him look so cute when he smiled.

Viktor pressed his ear against Yuri's chest, listening to the sound of his heart beating. His heart beat faster and faster as he moved his fingers in and out faster and faster.

Yuri arched his back again and his head fell back, a low moan escaping his lips.

Viktor moved between his legs and leaned over him. "Yuuri." He said quietly. Yuri opened one eye just to meet Viktor's eyes, surpsisingly bright blue even in the dull light.

He wrapped his arms around him, spreading soft warmth all over him. "Yuri." He said again. "I love you."

Yuri tried to answer, but he could not form words. He wanted to cry, he loved Viktor so much. Describing the feeling to himself was diffucult. He loved him so much it almost hurt. "Can I?" Soft words were whispered right next to his ear.

Tears forming in his eyes, the emotions he felt towards Viktor coming up as a pain in his throat, as the urge to cry, he nodded.

He started crying instantly when he and Viktor became one, he cried out of happiness, out of love, and pulled Viktor closer, crying quietly in front of him. He sobbed something, even he didn't know what he meant with it.

Viktor closed his eyes and let his forehead press on Yuri's chest, one teardrop rolling down his cheek and dropping on Yuri's skin. Seeing Yuri cry like that, cry becouse he was happy made him cry aswell.

Yuri cried louder, pulling his closer to him, then letting go and pulling the bedsheets, then scratching his back and pulling him closer again.

Viktor's fingers wandered around, and he sucked Yuri's neck the same pace as he moved him hips. Carefully so he wouldn't hurt Yuri more than necessary. "Ah." Yuri moaned and dug his nails in Viktor's back.

Viktor embraced him tightly, moaning quietly, pressing his fingers on Yuri's arms. A new sensation filled Yuri. He let go of Viktor, his arms fell down at his sides.

Viktor placed a kiss on his neck, stayed still and hugged Yuri tight. His eyes were closed and he was panting. "I love you." He whispered again. "..so much.." Yuri whispered through his still falling tears.

A smile spread across Viktor's face and he rolled over to Yuri's side.

To be continued when I get the few next chapters planned out and written. Hopefully it won't take long.