A/N.
Alright people, there will be some angst in this chapter, but, and behold, I will make this chapter contain fluff too. Also, call me a dick all you want but the end is near, there will be about two or three more chapters, but, yeah, time will tell better.
A huge thank you to Jaylene Olebar, GFM and Peter Hale Derek Hale for their wonderful reviews.

Chapter seven.
A different love.

"There is always some madness in love.
But there is also always some reason in madness."
―Friedrich Nietzsche

He tensed as soon as he remembered, a hand shooting out to feel for the body that had been curled up against his own, only to find it cold. He sighed and slowly sat up and dragged a hand over his face and through his hair.

A knock on metal made him look up to see Isaac with a too smug expression on his face.

"Mr. Blushing is out there eating, join us," was all he said and he left again before Derek could reply.

He stayed for a few more seconds before he walked out to join his betas. Scott was sitting on the floor and poked to his food, not eating. The sight made him frown. Isaac was standing with a plate in his hand and was eating, the shit eating grin was still on his face, it made Derek shake his head.

"Scott, I need to talk with you."

He could see the teen swallow before he slowly stood up and sat his uneaten food on the ground and walked after Derek into the his train car.

He turned sharply around as soon as they had both entered the room and he saw Scott flinch a little, a sad sigh escaping him.

"What's going on with you Scott," he asks.

He sees the pup's hands fist and the scent of shame and something else filled the room as Scott shook his head so fast it was a wonder that he wasn't already dizzy.

"Nothing," he croaks, "There's nothing going on with me, all is fine."

He wouldn't have been able to stop the snort even if had tried, "Bullshit, You wake up screaming holy hell and recoil when I tried to touch you." He looked down at the floor and sighs heavily, "Did you dream about him," he asked and finally looked up again.

"No," Scott whispered, "Not Peter," he whispers even lower and Derek can see him try to disappear into himself and he didn't want that to happen.

He stepped up into Scott's personal space and pressed the teen against the wall with a gentle hand and forced the pup to look him in the eye and let his own bleed crimson, "Tell me!" he commanded. He hated that he had to command Scott to say what had happened but he couldn't just let it slip past like it had never happened.

"You," Scott whimpers and Derek freezes.

He lets go of Scott and steps back, first one step, then one step again, right until he couldn't back away anymore and his back was pressed against the wall and he starred at his hands, flexing his fingers and then relaxing them again.

He looks up at Scott, the teen starring at the floor and Derek can see the effort it costs him to not bolt from the room without permission from him and he sighed again.

"You can leave, don't go too far away," he says and watched as Scott's face lit up in relief and the teen finally bolted from the room and he could almost hear the victorious shout come from him.

Isaac walks into the train wan and looks at him with a doubtful glance, "Was that a vice decision?"

He shakes his head, no it wasn't a vice decision, but he had to get some peace to think in, had to get some control over the situation before he completely lost it.

"I need to be alone."

Isaac POV.

He huffs and rolls his eyes before he just decides to tell Derek something he's sure that the Alpha already knows, completely ignoring that he said he needed to be alone.

"He's in love with you."

Derek's head whips around to look at him, surprise and shock was visible in his face.

"He's what?" Derek asked.

"You heard me Derek. I know that you have noticed it too, the way you act around each other, hell; he's been crushing on you since you became an god damn Alpha!" he almost yells, his own eyes golden.

He sees the defeat sink in when Derek's shoulders slumps forwards and the Alpha sighs.

"Yeah, I knew. How did you know?" Derek asks.

Isaac groaned and remembered back to one night, Scott had been very upset, he didn't know why at that time, but now he blamed it on Peter, the older teen had screamed and it had taken all he had for Isaac to calm the beta down, and Scott settled down only to have a full blown panic attack.

"Scott calm down, breathe with me, okay, breathe with me," he tried to coax the older wolf out of the panic attack. Both of his hands where settled on Scott's shoulder as he tried to make the teen breathe in sync with him.

Finally he heard the heartbeat of Scott calm down and he removed his hands from Scott.

"What happened?"

He frowned when he heard Scott laugh, it was a sound without happiness, it was cold and broken.

"Derek happened," he snarled and hid his face in his hands; a violent shiver went through his body.

He moved to sit beside the older wolf and laid his arms around his shoulders, giving a small squeeze for encouragement to talk about his problems.

Scott sighed and leaned into the touch, "I like him," he whispered so lowly that Isaac barely heard it but as it was, he did hear it. He also smelled the scent of fear and shame from the other wolf.

When he tensed, Scott tried to move out of his arms but Isaac continued to hold on tight, not letting go of Scott.

He swallowed before he looked at Scott again, his face open and without judgement, it would be the last thing Scott needed right now.

"It's okay," is all he says.

Derek POV.

He sighed and looked at Isaac with tired eyes, "Please leave, I need to be alone for now.

Isaac shakes his head but turns his back to the Alpha and leaves the Alpha alone.

He hides his head in his hands again. He wasn't blind, not at all; he just knew that he wasn't the right person for Scott to fall in love with, especially not after what his uncle had done to the beta.

He clenched his hands into fists and let out a loud snarl. Why was all this happening? Could the world not give two people that needed it some peace?

He knew Scott was ashamed of his love, he didn't think that he was allowed to be in love with his Alpha. Derek knew that the pup thought that he didn't deserve that love either.

He walked past Isaac, pausing briefly, "I won't be back for a day," he said and left the lair and entered the forest and began to track down Scott.

A/N.
The end is near my darlings. The last chapter will be a jump forward five years.
I'm sorry if the chapter was a very shitty, and way under my normal writing standards but I'm having some writers block, so updates on my other stories might come slow for a few weeks.
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